Saturday, April 17, 2004
hmmm.. feelin' betta nw lez.. was doing hw when mum n br0 jio me go out.. so juz go lohz.. wanted to buy aunt's wedding pressie mahx.. =) ahahas. ended up shopping for my stuff. wahahas. n.. bought so many pink things!! =p
hmmm.. let's see..
pink sandals..
pink pouch frm montip.. 2
pink tees frm bum... n last bt nt least the one n only
blue hp pouch... ahahas. nt bad for 1/2 a day.. ahahas. my poor g0r.. at 1 point.. mum n i was squabbling over sum clothes.. n saying which 1 was nicer, n the other more obiang.. then we were lyk opinions clash..? wahahas. n g0r was standing there wif da exasperated look, prob thinking hw we can squabble until so hiong over a couple of clothes... wahahax.. =p
haix. he juz msg-ed again. shit him lohz. =x
hUitiNg stRange... 4/17/2004 09:57:00 PM
ouch.
juz realised hw hard i'm hurting.
wad do u actually take me for?
a friend?
a toy?
i'm juz at a loss.
friends dun do wad u do rite?
why r u hurting me like that?
i stilll dun understand the big picture.
why n wad juz happened?
how did it happened?
n why me?
i can't believe u're such a person.
that u're treating me this way.
wad my heart tells me simply doesn't tally with wad i'm seeing n hearing.
but the last time i followed my heart i got hurt too.
and u've given me no reason to believe u anyway.
so why am i still so hurt n angry?
i shld have expected this earlier rite?
but i didn't heed anyone's warning.
and now i've
fallen.
hUitiNg stRange... 4/17/2004 09:41:00 AM
Friday, April 16, 2004
feelin' all weird nw. the truth juz came crashing down.
bleahx.
hUitiNg stRange... 4/16/2004 11:06:00 PM
Thursday, April 15, 2004
hmmms... lots to say.. but dunnoe where to start..
started the day feelin' depressed.. dunnoe y.. juz wasn't in a good mood i guess... something's bothering me.. but wad..? =( anyway.. thnk goodness tad didn't bothered me for long.. sorry ppl for making u'all worried.. thnx for concern.. i'm really fine.. =) *special thnx to jie.. u really made my day! =) u're juz so sweet... i luv ya!!! =D
bleahx. the rest of the tut n lec were bs.. wasn't even listening.. my mind was occupied wif other things.. haix.. in a total state of confusion now.. haix.. =( jie n i were passing msg during PW lec.. she was interrogating me 'bout him.. bleahx. -.-"' if u ask me.. i really dunnoe hw i'm feelin' nw, much less hw he's feelin'.. all i can say is i'm pretty freaked out by hw the way things r nw.. the pace is way to fast for me.. plus all tad other sch work n other daily life stuff.. it's juz too much for me to shoulder for now.. i guess i really need time to think out everything nicely.. *sighz..
hmmm... alot of them went to jjc for the soccer finals already... obviously i'm nt there.. tad's y i'm online so early.. haix.. if i lived nearer i wld haf gone too... =( tad's the prob la.. haix.. =(
btw, mab.. if u're reading this.. ya cheer up kkz...?? i noe u're prob busy nowadays.. bt juz pick up the phone n gimme a call kkz..? =)
have you ever lost something / someone you treasured alot?
it's like.
the someone / something has always been there but you just don't give much of a damn about it.
you take it for granted.
then.
one day.
it's suddenly gone just like that.
and you realise you miss it so terribly.
you just want it back so much.
but it's too late.
it's just gone forever.
and you regret taking it for granted.
you regret finding it irritating when it was still around.
you regret not treasuring the times when it was still around.
=(
hUitiNg stRange... 4/15/2004 06:43:00 PM
Wednesday, April 14, 2004
hmmm... getting busy nowadays.. lotsa hw coming in.. so nv update so often le.. =(
all the same, i still look forward to going to sch.. hahas.. weird.. i guess it's juz fun.. =)
0wTen0s!! =D
hmmm... s'posed to do tut juz now during chi break.. ended up playing carrom... *oops. ahahas... wadever... was fun anyway.. =) went to 1st fitness training.. ok lahx.. was gym today so quite boring lohz.. bt fri would b games!! heex.. =D
kk.. gtg lex.. tk care ppl.. =)
hUitiNg stRange... 4/14/2004 08:52:00 PM
Monday, April 12, 2004
bleahx. fun day at sch... =) gai gai 1 n brandon didn't cum though.. =( guess gt sick after da camp..? hmmms..
tk care, peeps. =)
heex... owtenos was dingdong today.. esp. me n gai gai 2.. ahahas... maybe nt enough slp ba.. laughed thru' all the lecs n tut.. esp. ah leong's lec... ahahas... n she thot we were laughing coz she's funny... ahahas. actually we were laughing at g0r... wahahas. =D laughed summore. ahahas.. wadever.. =p
went to meet mab at tamp after tad.. talked over fries n lemontea.. =) gtg meet josephine after a while.. promised to buy the fund-raising thngy frm her... yeapx.. =)
juz pia-ed tut... still dunnoe alot.. haix.. =(
nitex.
hUitiNg stRange... 4/12/2004 11:26:00 PM
Sunday, April 11, 2004
heex.. back frm camp le! =)
hmmm... ytd morn'.. met amah to go buy torchlight n blahx.. then went sch.. signed jie's card n blahx.. (hahas.. nw u noe when we signed le.. =p) heex... was jie's bday mahx..
"happy bday to u, happy bday to u, happy bday to jie, happy bday to u!" hahax.. happy ritez..? =p anyway.. assembled for the camp n blahx.. here's in my grp:
me, jess, shan, qiyang, andy, yulan, jia hua, shi hua, yunyien... yeapx. n guess wad, mab?? eye candy's my leader!! ahahas... jealous..? =p hahax.. he was ok lahx.. abit boring though.. but he sings lyk *aWwWwW!!!! =p wahahax... getting abit
siao lex.. =p
anyway.. did those boring ice breakers n grp cheer n banner thingy.. ya noe.. n poor jieru sprained her ankle even b4 the camp started.. =( bt she still persevered thru' the whole thing lahx..=)
tad's my girl! =p anyway.. until 2 or 3+..? started doing those running n blahx circuit training stuff... then after tad got ball games!! =D heex... played bball n captains' ball... won n drew respectively.. =) went gym after tad.. bt behind schedule le, so didn't get to try out everything.. ate.. then prepared for the night trek.. set off at arnd 8+/9... =)
my bud, yunyien went home le.. so had to stick in a 3some.. sometimes wif jee n shan, sometimes wif yulan n shihua lohz.. then the load was super heavy.. bleahx. =X thnk goodness the guys shouldered more for us.. =) then headed to telok blangah hill.. reached there in 1 or 1 1/2 hrs..? sat for awhile.. hmmms... the climb up was torturous.. bt the view was worth it! =D then headed off to mount faber nxt.. even more tedious.. bt the view was even more breath-taking!! =D then for these two.. still quite hyper 1.. kp talking.. bt on the way down frm faber then everyone started to get slpy n 1/2 dead le.. i also started to walk alone le.. coz didn't felt lyk toking animore.. bt it was nice juz walking lidat lahx.. gave me the time n chance to sort out some confusing thots.. =)
then headed for kent ridge, which is near labrador, where everyone originally thot we were going.. lolx.. walked past psa n blahx.. so tiring.. was the longest trek of all.. then after the toilet break.. juz walked infrnt go find jieru they'all le lohz.. coz v sianx at the back mahx.. =p so walked wif, gai-gai 1, g0r, amah.. then suddenly v energetic le.. walked super fast.. until caught up wif gai-gai 2 , sisilia n dingdong.. ahahas... so we were having a mini owtenos gathering.. =p hahax... went up kent ridge together.. was damn steep lohz.. hardest to climb of all 3! =) bt.. hurray!! we made it up there! =D heex... so nice sitting up there, looking.. as in lyk..
ooh.. is tad wad we really went up juz nw..? ahahas. mr lim so bad.. made us sing majullah singapura, college song n hymn up there.. ahhas... =p then on the way down kent ridge.. me looking for gai-gai 1 hu's in frnt.. then walked the steps down too fast.. n nv see properly.. so fall n sprained ankle n grazed knee.. ='( pain pain lohz.. burning sensation sia~...
bt thnk goodness for everyone.. me v touched... gt ppl carry load for me.. then still bandage for me n blahx.. =) special thnks to jess... pei me while i was being bandaged.. n fu me down to canopy walk.. =) really v v v touched.. thnx ppl.. n all the rest of fellow owtenos for concern.. =) stopeed at canopy walk for a rest.. nice envrntmnt.. =) went to sit wif gai gai 1, g0r n amah.. mr lim allowed everyone to slp on the bridge.. ahahas.. bt it was really v nice.. n the breeze was cool too.. =) then gai gai 1 went to slp wif amah's constant fanning.. n g0r n i didn't wanted to slp.. so juz sit there tok lohz.. then later headed back to sch.. reached at 4/4+..?
given own free time to bathe n slp.. say those hu dun wan slp can go ava.. got movie screening.. was so happy lohz.. bt end up they lie to us.. nv screen movie lez.. ='( then g0r n andy they'all slpt lyk pigs.. then so the rest of fellow-owtenos sat in cafe n talked abit.. then later they also sian lex n fall aslp there.. then gai gai 2 n i also quite sian lahx.. bt didn't wanted to slp.. so walk walk lohz.. ahahas... then until almost 7... sat there waiting to watch sunrise.. bt was blocked by all the buildings.. -.-" plus the senior told us to go bunks n wake everyone up for breakfast.. then by the time we came back the sun risen liaox.. ahahas...
had breakfast n some lame talenttime thingy... then celebrated jie's bday! =D then rounded things up n went home.. *special thnx to jie n jess for looking after me all the way to jurong east.. =)
*0wtEn0s.. ya guys juz rawk kkz..? *(^_^)*
reached home at 12+... bathed n blahx.. went to slp at arnd 2... woke up by bro's loud tv at 7+... still v tired.. bt heard energy singing.. so struggled to wake up n c lohz.. ahahas.. bt by the time i woke up they finish singing lez.. -.-" ate dinner.. bleahx.
came here nw.. w/o finishing any tutorials.. heck care lex... still v tired.. wanna slp.. zzz... nitex, ppl. =)
hUitiNg stRange... 4/11/2004 08:47:00 PM
