Saturday, June 05, 2004
hmmm... juz a quickie.. wanna express sum of my feelings n gratitude.. hehe.. =p
ytd nite.. was toking n crapping 'bout wif mum n g0r in the kitchen.. n were lyk luffing lyk crazy.. haha.. g0r nv fails to mk me luff.. even when 90% of the time he's juz being lame.. =p haha.. the point being in another 2 or 3 days.. i'll nv see him again for another 3wks/mnths...? dunnoe how long la.. bt i tink the hse's sure gonna b much quieter w/o him arnd.. =( *g0r.. i'm gonna miss ya so0o much.. get out of tad damned place soon!!! =p
kkaes.. nxt up.. willis... yeapx.. surprised..? haha.. actually.. dunnoe since when.. haf became quite gd frenz wif him le.. as in gd online frenz.. lolx.. =p dunno lohz.. we always chat wif each other online n he qing su 'bout 'her' n i qing su 'bout 'him'.. den juz tok tok lidat n sumhow bcum v good frenz le.. haha.. ok.. maybe this feeling is 1-sided.. bt all da same.. i wanna thank u for being such a great fren n listener! =)
kkaes... mAb... haha.. i dunnoe if u're still feelin' sad.. bt dun feel sad le kkaes.. or else u're gonna fan si when i start cheering u up again... hmmm.. actually i really understand how u feel.. it's juz so stranger sumtimes.. n i miss u'all v dearly... it's juz nt the same w/o u guys arnd... lyk.. the things they do n tok abt.. i'm lyk so lost sumtimes... *haish... bt i believe things will get betta de ba.. =) besides.. we can all still meet up often!! =p haha.. sHeN qIaNg sH0u!!! =P
PW gals.. jie n yu yu... =p hehe... notting much.. juz wanna say i'm glad we're all in da same pw grp.. n tad mks me sumhow more or less happier when doing pw.. as in.. u 2 will nv leave me out.. haha.. nt lyk the guys will la.. bt sumhow it juz feels diff... haha.. understand..? nvm.. -.-" seriously.. actually i tink our grp has da bez combi in the whole cls lehz.. haha.. =p see... gt yk the ba0-ga-lia0 1... den gt siong-jie da dictionary-checker cum joker.. den gt 3 of us da crappers... hehe.. ok.. i oso dunnoe wad to sae... bt we juz rAwK!! lolx.. =p bt seriously gals.. itz nt juz abt pw.. even during other times.. i appreciate da both of u'all being arnd me.. u 2 nv fail to cheer me up whenever i'm feeling down... n sumtimes u're juz intolerably sWeEt!!!! =D hahax.. thnx, gals.. i really luv ya lots! *mUaKz*
bEnG!! =p u've been a really great fren this 1 or 2 mnths n so.. really.. i really appreciate ur being here for me when i'm feelin' sad or lost.. or even juz tired.. i noe i can count on u to be dere to cheer me up... n u're simply juz so sweet sumtimes.. =) really... i dunnoe wad to say.. bt juz really really really wanna thank u for being such a fAb friend!! really.. =)
da rest of da gAnG... heyy i noe sum of u'all wun b reading this.. bt all da same.. i really miss n luv u'all guys!! can't wait to meet up for HP3! i noe everyone's busy.. bt i really hope we can fork out juz 1 day for da gathering.. really miss u'all so0o much!!! =(
t0 *hIm*... haha.. actually i noe u wun b reading this.. bt all da same.. thnx for mking me happy all these days.. i no longer care whether she's ur galfren or wad le.. i'm juz glad things r the way they r now.. i'm juz contented tad we remain frenz lidat... sumtimes itz the best this way! =) seriously.. nt self-consolation or wad.. i more or less kan kai liao.. although still abit blur.. haha.. nvm.. i'm really happy le..=) *fReNz f0rEveR* *(^_^)*
t0 da person i used to lyk.. haha.. maybe u read this le oso dunno.. wadever.. notting much to say to u... bt i'm juz glad tad i nv told u i liked u... i mean.. true, there used to b a time when we clicked off qute well long ag0... bt after chatting wif u again.. n itz nt juz ytd.. i realise dere's this big gap btw us.. n itz nt juz abt character clicking together.. itz abt our own individual lifestyles, thinking n blahx.. haha... getting abit ....... -.-" bt still i'll always rmb u as a fren n may u b happy 4ever.. =)
kkaes.. tad's 'bout it le i guess... haha.. abit mushy.. bt.. wadever.. kkaes.. gtg le.. cya guys arnd~ =)
hUitiNg stRange... 6/05/2004 08:57:00 AM
Friday, June 04, 2004
*aRgH!!! feelin' so cheated!! =(
okies.. so i'm going to back to fitness to get gek by fruit juice! ..ha.. -.-" hiahs.. went for vball trng todae.. den the coach cum le.. was teaching us abit here n dere n watching us play.. den end of the thing they juz suddenly sae they select team liao.. *penGz. n the last trng they still tell us will select over a fEw trngs lo... haish.. wadever lo.. i tink u'll haf guessed tad i din't gt in.. tad's y i'm grumbling here la.. *haish...
so i'm tryin to contact lim ba ba now.. trying to tell him lemme go back camp.. so tad i at least gt chance to get into exco or sumthing..? bleahx. sounds so shallow.. haish.. dunnoe la.. sian-ed lehz.. =(
juz gt da pack list frm g0r.. n it's so dumb!!lyk .. xTrA hAvErsAcK.. pErS0nAL tHeRm0mEtEr.. L0nG sLeEvE sHiRtS... ARGH!!!! den still muz bring 3 items for sH0w n tELL?? lyk.. duh.. reminds me of sec 1 eng lessons.. -.-" den muz do c0okInG?? n muz bring all da ingredients?? hw r u going to get mEaT n vEgE to uBiN w/o rotting...?? =X lyk.. wth lohz!! =x haish.. n i dun even noe wad grp i'll get in oso.. haish.. really dun feel lyk going!! ='(
oh well.. aniwae.. went to mab's hse juz nw.. to study.. haha.. wif the agenda to study.. bt ended up chatting n playing n blahx.. lolx.. *wad's new..?? hahax.. den she hafta go back to siglap cc for choir mahx.. so was lyk.. pei ta deng bus lo.. den we were saying tad both of us gt yu gan tad will see jArEn... den i alone in the bus on the way home le.. den sms-ing.. n i look up at the tpjc bus stop.. n saw JAREN boarding the bus!!! n i was lyk OMG!!! lolx... nearly luff-ed out loud toking to him lohz.. hahax... really v zhun lei~.. =p
oh well.. waiting for lim ba ba's reply.. haish.. wonder hu's grp will i get into?? -.-" wadever lo.. i quite shui bian de la.. haa... =p
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ok.. i'm in for da camp le.. same grp as g0r.. -.-"
hUitiNg stRange... 6/04/2004 04:07:00 PM
Thursday, June 03, 2004
winamp playing: only love
heex..still luv this song after all this yrs.. brings back da fond sec 1 memories.. =p
haish.. 'camping' in bro's rm now.. coz i nid da winamp music.. ha.. =p so been doing revision in his rm since he was out da whole day.. =p haish.. juz finished lookin' thru' gp.. lyk ?huh?.. i'm so totally lost.. haish.. betta go practice more later... bleahx. -.-''
hmmm.. tmr gt vball trng.. this time jess wun b wif me le.. it's juz me, myself n i.... hmmms... i gotta jiay0u le.. learn how to b independent.. jess can't b wif me forever.. *hmmms... ok.. i sound lyk she going to die le or sumthing.. ha.. -.-" hmmm.. hope everything's gonna turn out well.. if this turns out a flop i can go bang wall le since fitness' gone... *jiay0u gal!! *(^_^)*
hmmm... i'm s'poseed to plan ex-s13 n mini-og outing... ha.. lyk.. ?huh? ... heex... peepz when u'all see this.. esp. s13 pips.. tag da dates when u're free kaes..? =) s13 ppl.. i tink most prefer da 3rd wk bahx.. =)
ermx.. s12!! when's our cls outing? r we still having 1..? tad toopid lim ba ba ruined da whole thing.. i'm nt gonna tk da gp camp as a cls outing kkaes..? nid help or wad in planning juz tell me kaes..? =)
kkaes.. back to mug.. =p tk care peepx.. cya all arnd!! =D
hUitiNg stRange... 6/03/2004 09:21:00 PM
*urrgh. jux spent lyk more den an hr lookin' for a decent skin.. n when i found it i can't upload the stupid pic to a decent server properly.. *ARRGHHH. fed up. can't b bothered animore.. waste my time...*haish...
hmmm... 2 options now.. go into m'sia earlier wif aunt nxt wed... join mum n dad later on fri.. =x doesn't sound much of a diff... bt it does mk a diff... haish.. wad toking me..?? okaes.. so mayb i go in early i can spent more time wif my long-time-no-see cousins.. hmmm.. bt tad means i can't go for mab's concert... hahax... =p how how??
sian-ed... hate making decisions... hmmmms... tad reminds me.. betta start deciding wad to bring in to wear.. lolx.. sounds stupid.. bt.. haish.. wadever la.. i'm so tired wif everything.. =x
hey mab!! i was so happy last nite!! heex... wrote u a letter le.. go tk a look when it reaches u.. =p bt i haven't even sent it out lol.. tink i ran out of stamps? wahahas... wadever.. -.-''
cya peepx!! going off to play gb wif yt dear~ =p
hUitiNg stRange... 6/03/2004 12:20:00 PM
Wednesday, June 02, 2004
hahax.. haf been trying to post sum chi lyrics up for da past 1/2 hr... can't seem to work!! =( oh well~ nvm.. =)
hmmm... quite slack todae lohz.. only learnt abit of phys.. haahx.. slacker.. =x heex... aniwae.. oh i 4got wad i wan to sae le.. -.-''
erm..
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haha...
i really gt short term memory lehz.. lolx.. =p
eh heh.. nvm.. i shall tok 'bout it again later when i rmb..=p
aniwae.. haish... shld b quite b0ring these few days.. everyone's busy.. preparing for 1 concert or another.. returning to sch for 1 lesson or another.. going to sum camp or another.. hmmms.. so itz juz me, myself n i... zzz.. =|
haish haish haish.... going to hu si luan xiang again.. =S miss ya so0o0o much!!! =(
hmmmm... nt going out today as planned... =( nvm.. dun feel lyk going out aniway.. hahax.. so slack lehz.... lyk.. totally dun feel lyk moving at all!! hahax... ok.. i starting to crap le.. =x
hmmm... notting much to tok 'bout le.. guess i'll sign off here.. haish.. still lookng for a new nice skin.. =x
hUitiNg stRange... 6/02/2004 03:15:00 PM
Tuesday, June 01, 2004
hmmms.. so da story continues..
lim ba ba msg-ed me back in the evening.. sae nvm tell me to go todae.. n i was lyk sian1/2.. so todae morn' msg him again...
"mr lim.. i running a fever now.. can't go trng le.. really very sorry lehz.. kp missing it...sorry..."
hahax.. lyk.. when did i became such a liar? =p hmmms.. feel quite bad lehz.. coz he juz msg-ed back @ noon saying..
"neva mind.. you tk care n rest well.." n i happened to be out wif mab! hahax.. *guilty guilty.. =<
aniwae.. met up wif ada n mab ytd afternoon.. went to ada's hse for a short while.. den went to tamp. wif mab.. *wad's new..?? -.-'' hmmmms.. walked abt abit lohz.. hahax.. den tok tok lohz.. *wad's new..?? =p lolx... erm... mugged abit at nite.. bt falling behind the schedule le.. =|
woke up by an sms this morn'... so sms mab.. hahax.. she dun slp wif hp mahx so nvm.. =p jio her cum out study b4 choir.. den met @ arnd 11 lohz.. study 1hr+ only.. den went to eat wif her.. den she go sch so i came home.. hahax... *b0riNg.. haish.. hafta go mug summore.. mum wanna go out later.. to tamp... -.-'''
lolx.. hope u guys r having more fun den me.. =p
hUitiNg stRange... 6/01/2004 02:12:00 PM
Monday, May 31, 2004
lolx.. blogging in the m0rning.. -.-''
oh well.. made up my mind le.. quitting fitness.. yeapx.. tad's y i'm nt stuck in the pre-camp activity nw.. ha.. here goes...
was asking g0r for advice ytd noon.. den he sae i muz faster mk up my mind lohz.. so told him i call him back later.. den gt off the phone guo hou xiang le hen jiu lohz.. den decided to quit fitness... bt den betta nt tell lim baba nw.. coz will b v obvious n blahx.. hahax.. so ask my mum to pakak wif me, tell him tad going m'sia earlier coz the wedding brought forward le.. den she even more pr0 den me lohz..
"aiyo.. ni yao pian ye pian hao yi dian mahx... tell him we going genting 1st lahx.. say they book all the rooms all tad hao hao le.. den tell him i insist u go or sumthing la.. where gt ppl wedding suddenly brought forward de..."
ok.. den i was juz lyk.. stand dere wif my mouth open big big at her lohz.. hahax.. =p
ok.. so called g0r again n told him.. den he was lyk..
"orh ok lohz.. i really v happy for u..."
aiyohx.. gave me the guilt trip lohz.. coz he alwaes lyk quite lonely dere.. coz inside fitness alot of those NHS n crescentian cliques n all tad le.. so lyk.. most of the time he alone lohz.. coz toon n siong oso dun go mahx.. so mostly he only tok to me or sumtimes phyl lohz.. so he was lyk at 1st when i sae i feel lyk quitting.. he lyk kp telling me nt to quit.. *haish.. den nw he sae he happy for me.. aiy0x.. feel quite bad lehz.. coz after tad phyl most prob oso leaving for hockey lez.. =( den he all alone inside.. haix.. den ytd he gt tell me he really super super regret join fitness lohz.. =< so we promised each other.. he sae he try to get pres position den stage rebellion wif lim ba ba.. den i oso try my best to get into team lohz.. den he sae even if i dun get into team, oso muz b the type of 1st place substitute or sumthing..? haish... really feelin' quite sad lehz.. =(
so msg-ed lim ba ba lohz.. den tell him i nt going for da camp n blahx.. den he this morn' den msg back sae wad "ok. but still go for the training k?" n i was lyk sian1/2 lohz.. so call g0r again.. den he help me bian story.. hahax.. my g0r the storyweaver... jiao huai wo!! hahax.. =p ok.. so heere goes.. i'm s'posed to call lim ba ba at lyk 11+/12+... den told him i juz woke up n saw his msg coz ytd nite slpt v late while waiting for him to reply the sms... lolx.. win lohz.. =p
ok so here i m slacking again.. guuess they juz started first aid.. hmmms... mayb i shld haf went for the enrichment pts.. bt really dun wan to go juz for the pts lahx.. besides i quitting oso le.. nt v nice lidat you mei you..?? hahax.. wadever la.. i tink he'll still ask me go tmr's trng... haish.. c 1st lohz.. kk.. go study le.. g0r made me promise i'll study... hahax...
hUitiNg stRange... 5/31/2004 08:58:00 AM
Sunday, May 30, 2004
Robbie Williams & Nicole Kidman - Something Stupid
I know I stand in line, until you think you have the time
To spend an evening with me
And if we go someplace to dance, I know that there's a chance
You won't be leaving with me
And afterwards we drop into a quiet little place
And have a drink or two
And then I go and spoil it all, by saying something stupid
Like: "I love you"
I can see it in your eyes, that you despise the same old lies
You heard the night before
And though it's just a line to you, for me it's true
It never seemed so right before
I practice every day to find some clever lines to say
To make the meaning come through
But then I think I'll wait until the evening gets late
And I'm alone with you
The time is right your perfume fills my head, the stars get red
And oh the night's so blue
And then I go and spoil it all, by saying something stupid
Like: "I love you"
I love you, I love you...
hUitiNg stRange... 5/30/2004 05:28:00 PM
eh hehx.. =p
hmmms.. went to sch ytd morn'.. da service to college thingy.. cleaned out 5 classrms.. hahax.. quite crappy... bt still okae lahx.. hmmms.. waited until 9.30 for vball to start... jess.. bless her.. accompanied me to trng! she's so sweet i swear.. if she weren't dere i wouldn't haf picked it up faster.. =) *thnx gal.. luv ya!! *(^_^)* okies.. so here's the prob.. the hols vball trng r gonna clash wif da camp dates... bleahx. i really feel lyk quitting fitness now!! =( bt i tink it's too late to withdraw frm the camp now..? besides.. if i withdraw now, i tink phly will b quite sian1/2 coz vic's gt her clique n dere's hardly ani other shou ren going... yeapx.. mayb excpt yanmei... hmmms... then dere's g0r.. always bug me go fitness when i abt to p0n le.. sae he'll b v lonely.. coz the other guys he oso nt v shou.. n andy oso gt huihan.. -.-'' bleahx... how ne...? he kp on tellin' me nt to quit lohz.. bt it's lyk so sian1/2.. *haish... den if i quit hafta see tad lim ba ba's face n here him tok cok again.. lyk wadever.. =x actually i juz wnna withdraw frm the camp..?? hahax... plus if i dun go the camp, i can go song my bro off to NS!! :) hmmmms... ppl gimme advice..? *thnx.
bleahx. went to meet mab for lunch ytd.. den off to bugis to meet mum.. she wanted to shop.. bt both of us bought anithing.. bleahx. wasn't really in the mood to shop.. coz v tired mahx.. nt enuff slp! =O hahax... was reading thru' sum of the pw stuff on my bed.. den dozed off @ 9+... hahax... n woke up at 8+ in the morn'!! hahax... =p
hmmm... juz realised my hol schedule is jam packed.. betta start cuming up wif a revision schedule.. else i can zhun bei kenna retain le.. haish... cya folks~!! =)
hUitiNg stRange... 5/30/2004 10:25:00 AM
