Saturday, September 25, 2004
oh btw. todae's a new beginning. gradual acceptance of sumthing i dun wan to accept. but mayb time will prove me wrong. mayb it's the best thing to do now. mayb it's the best thing i can do for myself. n mayb time will heal all wounds. juz one step forward. n the past will all fade behind u painfully.
*hmmms*ignoremycrap.
hUitiNg stRange... 9/25/2004 02:53:00 PM
like wow... wad m i doing??
ytd was like having consultation lohx... den toking to yk den after tt went offline le.. den was trying to study chem bonding.. n he was trying to explain something to me.. coz he draw sum diagram scan in le den lemme c la.. den i was trying to fig out wad he drawing den he kept rantling on n on abt my blog.. den i juz tell him to kp quiet coz i couldn't conc on wad i was reading when sumone's toking into my ear... wahahah~ okaes.. so he started WHISTLING... ermx.. =x ahahaha. so i told him to shut up. lol.. ppl explain things to me still muz put up wif my pi qi. *o0ps* ahahahs. sorry alh. kopi for u. *aHeMs* okaes.. den i finish reading le n he started tokign again.. den after toking awhile i decided tt i nid to go study le.. so we were like holding the phone.. n he was surfing the net playing detective.. n i was staring at my chem bond notes.. n he had to kp quiet so i can study. den after 5min we were like... erm.. wth la.. den i was wondering y we were still on the line. ahahahx. so hung up loh. D0TX.
okaes. so nwae.. dunno y tink i studied enuff 4 the whole day le.. so couldn't absorb anithing animore le. so i broke the alltime record n did 3pages of chem bond in like 3hours? cool ehx? yea~ -_-"" den decided tt cmi le.. so i called yuyu to tok n do maths at the same time.. ahahas. coz maths duneed to conc so much mahx can tok n do at same time.. hehe.. but then... ahahas. sumthign juz wasn't rite. i did pathetically few qn n the worse thing is i onli got 1 correct. argh. i'm so dead. den we chatted until arnd 2am.. when my phone went lowbatt... lolx... my phone always go lowbatt chatting wif her.. hehe.. =X but i tink she listen to me tell story until quite jing jing you wei. hehe.. :p
yeapx. so went to slp.. n dunno y.. woke up at 9 lohx.. like supa early la.. den cnnt get back to slp.. so woke up n lazed arnd.. slack.... den went back to slp at 1130... -_-"" ahahas. coz really v tired mahx.. hehe.. woke up at 1245? yea~ den had lunch n came online when jie sms-ed me.. hehe.. actually was tinking like print e stuff liao den go offline study le.. but apparently i started readign ernie's blog.. wahahah... n it sorta got quite far back.. lol~ coz v interesting mahx.. ahahas. was reading abt the teachers thingy... n was like luffing infrnt of the comp when his entry toking abt mrs leow's transparency n footprint incident. ahahahs. den was like luffing like hell when i recalled it.. wahahahax. den remind me of tt container classrm mahx. coz our mon chem tut dere de... den like.. ahahahs. suddenly rmb-ed how we used to hide ernie's bag!! wahahahah~~~~ damn funny lah. the 1st time. he was so shocked... wahahah.. den i tink the following wks he sorta got used to the routine liao den bu hao wan liao... hehe.. i still rmb overheard him telling dunno which guy.. muz act act abit mahx. amuse them abit..... LOL~
okok.. really muz get down to work liao.. hehe.. i still wanna watch xia ri xiang qi tonite de... heh.. muz at least accomplish sumthing today! yea~ bye ppl~ tK CaRe k? dun fall sick NOW horx!!
ciao~
hUitiNg stRange... 9/25/2004 02:37:00 PM
Friday, September 24, 2004
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAB DEARIE!!!
whee~ happy birthday to you happy birthday to u happy birthday to mab dearie~ happy birthday to u!! hehe~
yea... sumone's one yr older = a higher level of blurness... n a stronger curse of falling down n knocking into walls... lalalala~ *(^_^)*
haha... waiting for mum to cum back eat wif me.. so decided to retype out ytd's entry.. hehe... shall heed all da weird advices given.. thanx ppl... =D
hehe... ytd was in a high mood... i dunno y.. ahahas. actually alot of ppl nv cum lohx.. coz liek rumour got 1/2day den they thot might as well not cum... haha.. den end up no 1/2day... d0tx. hehe.. but all the same.. it was fun.. ahahahs. we were like doing sumthing interesting for me lesson at last!! yea~ rmb i blog abt tt email.. the teacher mk the pupils write nice things abt each other? hehe.. baba mux b mind-reading.. either tt or we r telepathic! hehe... although i dun wan to b telepathic wif baba la.. lol~ -_-"" okaes.. yeapx.. so we were playing tt lohx.. hehe... everyone wrote super funny stuff lohx.. erm... toon said i was a blur sotong.. =X ahahahas. den jess i'm SWEET!! hehe.. but she stupid loh.. she said i'm sweet so she wan to slap me.. -_-"" den she still go arnd draw tortoise on everyone's paper la!! haha.. but i too sweet le so she nv draw on mine.. hehe.. :p yeapx.. den erm.. yah.. jie said she luv my hugs!!! whee~~~ hehe.. she nv told me b4 wor!! eh heh.. i shall rmb to hug her on a regular basis now! lol~ -_-"" yea~ den other ppl's oso v funny.. heh.. toon's paper got dino n 163 all arnd.. den andy's got the hulk.. wahahha... damn funny lah.. "he's big.. he's green... he's strong.. he's the hulk..." wahahahah!!! like wad rubbish la! lolx.. den i wrote on jie's paper alfie suxx... den she got so worked out say wan to show the paper to her darling.. lolx.. show lohx.. hehe.. :p ahahahas... den so many ppl say ernie FLIRTATIOUS!! muahahaha.... sounds so funny on him la~~ ahahahs... yeapx. tt reminds me!! i shall b on cold war wif ernie n gaigai!! ahahas. gaigai wrote on my paper tt muz rmb our date.. den morning juz write den afternoon she ownself go patuo wif ernie le lohx!! win liao la~ hmph... ni men liang ge dui de qi wo ma?? wahahahah~ =p
okaes. yeapx. den sumhow yuyu n i ended up behind during maths lec.. den e boys kp on crapping la.. den blahblahblah... haha.. super funny jiu dui le.. ahahahs. okaes. yeapx.. ahahahs. den erm.. yuyu's rashes got worse lohx.. so she wanted to get green slip to go home.. but cold n heartless yk wanted her to stay for pw meeting!! lol~ *wags finger* hehe.. so she decided to go out n c doc liao den cum back for pw lohx.. den can't expect her to go alone wad.. so i pei her lohx.. den dunno y baba suddenly so nice.. still encourage me to go along wif her.. lolx.. =X hehe~
n the compli story begins.. was like went to nol building.. but they were having lunch until 2pm.. which was still a long way to go.. den we went to AH lohx.. but liek they dun haf outpatient de.. only got a&e... duh. ahahas. so we went to queenstown poly.. den oso having lunch la.. den like all the clinics having lunch until 2.. den yuyu decided to juz buy feng you 1st lohx.. juz zhi yang for the time being~ ahahas. so we went back to sch n gei bahbah call JOKER... like wth la... -_-"" yea.. so we listened to the interesting crap... *aHeMs* yeapx. hehe.. den he released us 2periods earlier.. heh.. den pw meeting lohx.. den blahblahblah......
yea~ so i came home n bro came back too!! whee~ missed him like hell!! hehe... den HE NAGGED AT ME!! omg~ hui youo ne me yi tian he oso nag me!! wad's the world coming to?? ahahahs. but thank goodness he dun nag like YK!! wahahahah... or else i juz flip over n die... hehe.. :p yk u get the hint?? stop nagging la!! heh... :p okaes. but somehow feel tt he really mature alot le lohx.. hmmm... the essence of ns... lolx~
okaes.. den today is mab dearie's bday in case u pajiao haven't seen the big big words i wrote rite at the beginning.. hehe.. :p yeapx. but sad thing is i grounded by mum!! -_-"" win liao lohx.. suddenly ground me.. urrrgh. hee... but she nt at home oso so i juz pakak wif bro n sneaked out for 2hrs lohx... paiseh lah.. best fren's bdae wad to do...? hehe... i shall b guai n study hard now.. hehe.. =X okaes.. so juz walkwalk as usual crapping lohx.. eh heh... den v funny.. coz ytd i v excited kp announcing mab's bday.. hehe.. so p0rk got her no. frm me.. n called me juz now.. den she ask me whether i was out wif mab.. den after tt she called mab.. n like.. "hello... ni shi huiting de peng you ah? hey... happy bday!!" lolx.. den she passed it on to yuyu, den laodan... wahahah... so mab like listened to the same thing in amusement for 3 times!! lalalala~ ahahahs. den all the while i was beside her luffing like hell at her shocked expression... wahahaha~ really super funny lahx!! hehe... thanx DANS!! heh.. she luv-ed the surprise! hehe.. =D yea.. n btw.. todae is laodan's best fren's bday too!! n guess wad? her best fren is oso called tan hui ting... wahahahah~ *(^_^)*
eh heh... okaes.. shall COPY first b4 i try to publish.. eh heh.. i shall return to my mugger status.. tadax~ =D n.. gambate ppl~ hehe...
hUitiNg stRange... 9/24/2004 07:42:00 PM
Thursday, September 23, 2004
argh!!!! stupid blogger!!!! i juz typed a SUPER LONG entry lohx!! den was trying to select all... den it juz vanished into thin air right b4 my eyes!! AAAAARRRRGGGGHHHHH!!!!!! damn pissed la... was so excited juz now... den type until so super long n super happy.. summore type for almost 1/2 an hour la... bleah. now no mood le la.. dun w3an repeat everything.. mayb later the xin qing cum back le den blog or sumthing.. bleahx.. nwae.. chang hua duan shuo~ i'm in high spirits todae!! :D
hUitiNg stRange... 9/23/2004 06:35:00 PM
Wednesday, September 22, 2004
One day a teacher asked her students to list the names of the other students in the room on two sheets of paper, leaving a space between each name.Then she told them to think of the nicest thing they could say about each of their classmates and write it down.It took the remainder of the class period to finish their assignment, and as the students left the room, each one handed in the papers.That Saturday, the teacher wrote down the name of each student on a separate sheet of paper, and listed what everyone else had said about that individual.On Monday she gave each student his or her list.Before long, the entire class was smiling."Really?" she heard whispered. "I never knew that I meant anything to anyone!" and, "I didn't know others liked me so much." were most of the comments.No one ever mentioned those papers in class again.She never knew if they discussed them after class with their parents, but it didn't matter. The exercise had accomplished its purpose.The students were happy with themselves and one another. That group of students moved on. Several years later, one of the students was killed in Vietnam and his teacher attended the funeral of that special student. She had never seen a serviceman in a military coffin before. He looked so handsome, so mature. The church was packed with his friends. One by one those who loved him took a last walk by the coffin.The teacher was the last one to bless the coffin.As she stood there, one of the soldiers who acted as pallbearer came up to her."Were you Mark's math teacher?" he asked. She nodded: "yes."Then he said: "Mark talked about you a lot."After the funeral, most of Mark's former classmates went together to a luncheon. Mark's mother and father were there, obviously waiting to speak with his teacher."We want to show you something," his father said, taking a wallet out of his pocket. "They found this on Mark when he was killed. We thought you might recognize it."Opening the billfold, he carefully removed two worn pieces of notebook paper that had obviously been taped, folded and refolded many times.The teacher knew without looking that the papers were the ones on which she had listed all the good things each of Mark's classmates had said about him."Thank you so much for doing that," Mark's mother said. "As you can see, Mark treasured it."All of Mark's former classmates started to gather around. Charlie smiled rather sheepishly and said, "I still have my list. It's in the top drawer of my desk at home."Chuck's wife said, "Chuck asked me to put his in our wedding album.""I have mine too," Marilyn said. "It's in my diary."Then Vicki, another classmate, reached into her purse and showed her frazzled list to the group. "I carry this with me at all times, " Vicki said and without batting an eyelash, she continued: "I think we all saved our lists."That's when the teacher finally sat down and cried. She cried for Mark and for all his friends who would never see him again.The density of people in society is so thick that we forget that life will end one day. And we don't know when that one day will be.So please, tell the people you love and care for, that they are special and important.Tell them, before it is too late...
hmmm... juz came online to blog.. heh.. feelin' abit better todae i guess... thanx peepz for concern.. =)
heh.. was late for the 1st time today!! bleah. actually still quite early lohx! was in the train.. slping sweetly.. ahahas. den.. woke up at redhill... so went back to slp again.. hehe.. den woke up again n looked outside.. saw blue walls.. so thot i was still at queenstown.. den the train dorrs closed.. n i caught a glimpse of the sign.. realised i was in BUONA VISTA!! arrrrrrrrgh. haha.. so mk the stupid decision to go je tk bus.. den quite late liao la.. den i reach int the 97 juz left loh.. so hafta wait for another one.. ahahas. den laodan super funny la.. she msg me.. "uh oh.. the elephants walking in le..." wahahaha~ of coz she meant tt elephant walk started playing liao.. wahahah... yeapx. nwae.. reached at 8.34... haha.. den juz tk down name at security dere loh.. den walked past the plaza dere.. n saw bahbah WITH HIS TIE ON!!! omg~ ahahas. wanted to walk up n check whether he buttoned up.. lol~ but obviously i was late for ms chan's lesson.. plus so many other teachers arnd.. tking photos.. so juz dismissed the idea loh.. ahahas. =x
o0h.. den chi break.. ahahas. we were sitting dere eating.. den looking at zhiwei's class play softball.. ahahas. den realise theie class all quite pro de.. haha.. den v funny lohx.. we got v excited looking at them playing.. ahahas. den when zhiwei scored a home run tt almost couldn't mk it home.. ernie n i 'yea-ed' n cheered v loudly lohx!! duh. n 'scuse' me..? we were in the middle of the cafe you mei you? ahahas. den tt was after tt we started toking abt forming team to tk part in the post-exam match thingy.. whee~ so now the team's got gaigai ernie kacuah yuyu p0rk laodan yk me~ yea.. hehe... *excited*
yeapx. like stoned thru; the rest of the lecs.. n at last!!! this is the 1st wed we get to go STR8 home after sch!! hehe.. damn early lah.. so yuyu n i decided to go ps for 1hr 1st.. haha.., den saw brandy n dotty on the bus loh.. ahahas. den the stupid brand.. go play prank...n called me wif dot's hp loh.. like.. -_-"" ahahas. den later yuyu joined in the mking fun of dot n me... D0TX. win le lohx.. so fast den husband-wife unite le... win liao la... haha.. so fooled arnd all the way to dhobby... haha.. den brand still playing loh.. ahahas. so i sent him back sumthing embarrassing.. den he stopped for awhile.. den after tt yuyu n i parted to go home liao.. he sent stupid msg again la~ hahax.. win liao lohx.. yuyu go liao den start to bully me again... they muz haf been conspiring something lohx~ -_-"" stupid couple.. *arbish*
ahahas. so came home n slp until mum woke me up at arnd 6.. told me tt ah yi came n went le.. aRgH!! :( miss her so much.. why didn't they woke me up?? urrgh. ahahas. ok loh.. win liao lohx.. =x hmmm... yeapx. den yuyu juz told me online tt she's down wif sum disease.. *hmmm* ahahas. relax girl.. ur disease i tio b4 dunno how many thousand times le.. but tt was a thousand yrs ago la.. haha.. but still... will b fine de lah... not much harm~ =)
okaes.. tk care peepx... i'm off to b a mugger! :)
hUitiNg stRange... 9/22/2004 07:08:00 PM
You are Everything To Somebody
Right now at this very minute-----------
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is thankful for the support you have
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someone
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somebody
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someone
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someone
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you
someone
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someone
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someone
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hears a song that reminds them of you
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heh.. sorta ripped this off an email... it's so0o0o nice!! tK cArE ppl.. really off to slp this time le.. =)
hUitiNg stRange... 9/22/2004 12:44:00 AM
hmmm.. juz came online.. dunno y i came in so late oso.. dunno lehx.. was thinking alot for the whole of today.. n while mugging.. juz kept wanting to come n blog. ahahas. n so here i am. =)
bleahx. i oso dunno where to start. was juz thinking.. sometimes we make certain decisions that we later regret.. but somehow.. at that time when u make that certain decision.. everything juz seems to click in and it all seems so right. but very often.. it is after that when u start to regret wad u said or promised or even turned down.. wadever.. the idea is dere~ nwae.. yeapx.. as i was saying.. i'm at a total loss... was tinking mayb i somehow have made alot of very wrong decisions.. but somehow.. i can't take them back or change them now.. itz juz too late.. urrgh. i dunno how to say lah.. itz juz tt.. i'm feeling so stupid for mking certain decisions then.. but again, they juz seemed the right thing to do at that time.. argh. how m i supposed to noe when i'm making the correct decision or not? bleahx. sounds like a whole load of crap. =X ok nvm..
haish.. feeling abit low today.. dunno why.. mayb i've been tinking too much le.. haha.. i juz hate the feeling of not knowing something that i have the rght to know.. n i hate the feeling of being denied the right of doing something tt i dun c why i shldn't b allowed to do.. n i dun like the feeling when ppl mistaken my abruptness as criticism... bleah. suddenly realise i dun like alot of things.. ahahahs. =X okaes nwae.. ehx.. dunno lahx.. i'm so tired now le.. as in mentally n physically tired.. dunno y oso.. mayb been busy wif too many stuff le.. plus everything tt doesn't go well always come tog de.. haha.. dunno y oso.. -_-"" yeapx. nwae.. urrgh. i'm juz so tired.. i juz feel like throwing all tt load of my shoulders n go haf a hella good time playing all day... but then.. haish.. itz juz unrealistic.. i guess i juz nid sumone to share my burden n stand by me.. someone as in.. hmmmm... i dunno how to put it.. not tt bgr de someone.. but juz someone sumone... urrrrrrrrgh. i'm juz blogging rubbish. argh. in simple words.. i wan a shoulder to rest my weary mind on... period.
nitex... so much so for crapping.. =X
hUitiNg stRange... 9/22/2004 12:10:00 AM
Monday, September 20, 2004
urrgh. screwed up! planned a whole list of things to do tonite liao loh! such a beautiful plan!! argh! n all spoiled by da stupid gp essay!! urrgh. i swear i didn't intended to came online de!! :'( now i'm stuck le loh.. win liao lah... =x
bleahx. nwae.. todae was bleah. hahah.. chi was so fun crapping away!! muahaahha... but scuse moi'... not nice u'all gang up suan me lidat la!! :'( ahahas. nvm.. i'm magnanimous. hehe.. yeapx! den.. laodan n i damn funny lohx!! hahah... coz was like.. she gt tummyache.. den she sae wan skip chem lec go da bian.. haha.. den i pei her lohx!! wahahah.. dunno wad possessed me oso.. lalala~ haha.. dunno lah.. i juz like to do those on the spur of mo things.. ahahas. lame~ nvm. =|
heh.. went to harbour mac study wif jie n yuyu after sch!! wahahah.. damn funny loh.. called yk n brand n crappoed aLoT lohx!! hehe.. like.. wad's wif all da sperm talk lah?? stupid p0rk! hahahx... :p
bleah. den came home to waste time you mei you? urrgh. win liao loh!! -_-"" STUPID GP!! urrgh. =x
okaes. so was reading gaigai's blog.. n den... WOW!! hahahx... really v nice! ahahas. feel like coming up wif something similar.. but not today lahx.. not in the mood.. ahahahs. nvm.. nxt time lohx.. hehe..nvm. i'm crapping le.. ahahas.
ok.. back to mugging!! =)
hUitiNg stRange... 9/20/2004 11:31:00 PM
Sunday, September 19, 2004
haha... juz realised how ambitious i really am! i planned for so many things.. ahahas. n i started wif phys.. so wad's new? physics still 1/2way til' the end... lalalala~
-_-""
hUitiNg stRange... 9/19/2004 06:46:00 PM
lalalala~ haha... slping hours: 4am - 12noon! cool eh? hehe.. :p
okaes.. so ermx.. notting much to say actually.. ahahhas. yeapx. went back to work after last nite.. den uhx.. lidat lohx.. did abit only lahx.. den went to sew my button for the uni.. hahahas. coz one button drop le mahx.. so i go remove the tie button n replace it! wahahahx.. duneed to button up le!! muahahaha *(^_^)*
lalalala~ okaes.. betta get down to work later... haish.. i'm so super slow lohx!! okaes.. let's c.. today.. i wanna finish... term1 phys, alkyl halides, periodicity, trigo up to chapt6...
hahah.. ambitious sia~ ttz y i gtg now le.. ahhahas.
sayonara~
hUitiNg stRange... 9/19/2004 01:46:00 PM
o0h~ bro's aslp beside me n i'm using the comp!! wo0 h0o~ co0l ehx? ahahas. he tell me to use de.. =x n he juz laid down 10min ago now snoring le.. hahaha... -_-""
haish.. so sian.. feel so unaccomplished.. dunno wad's wif me.. tk super long to finish one chapt.. argh. at this rate.. i'll nv finish my revisions again!! urrgh. hmmm.. okaes.. nvm.. nxt wk! i'll mug until i drop! muahahaha.... -_-""
bleahx. yeapx. so got stranded at airport delifrance wif myself. =x ahahas. so super sian.. couldn't get the cushioned seats.. n sat dere in the middle of nowhere so weird.. urrgh. delifrance sucks w/o cushioned seats! haha.. n w/o dearie mab arnd of coz.. :p
btw.. i've shifted back to the study rm officially.. yea~ wad else.. mum's order.. haha.. coz after bro's pop den hafta return room back to him le you mei you? haha.. so.. ttz y lohx.. hehe.. nwae.. bro got his stupid leg bandaged at last.. as in.. he went to c tie da le.. ahahas... n it's super big now.. reminds me of his sec sch BIG TOE!! wahahahh...
nwae.. dunno y i'm here blogging.. supposed to cum for awhile only to burn a cd.. den get back to work. argh. ttz y i can't stay near the comp.. c? =x
urrgh. juz finished watching tv!! n it's so0o0o0o nice!!! n so0o0o0o sad!!! :'( :'( :'( really super sad lahx!! haish... stirred up alot of thots in within. hmmmms.
nvm.. tink betta get gg.. or else i'll b stuck here forever.. tadax~
*gd nite br0. :)
hUitiNg stRange... 9/19/2004 01:38:00 AM
