Saturday, January 08, 2005
hahahah... shall blog abt caleb le.. whahaha
juz now morning went downstairs buy things.. then at the lift there.. saw this grp of ppl accompanying the groom to go get his wife or sumthing.. then saw one of the ppl.. so familiar bei ying.. then when he turned arnd.. guess who i saw? CALEB LEE!! wahahha~ so joke sia... and he looked so niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee in the suit laaaaaaa... OMG. wahhaha... but he dun recognise me laa.. then the lift came and they all went in then actually i wanted to wait for the nxt one then go up coz alot of ppl le mah.. then he like smiled and like come in la come in la.. then i juz go in lo... and the lift went "DEHHHHHHHHHHHH" hahahhaa... i'm overweight yea? lol yeapx so i got out of the lift and told them go up 1st lo... hahaha then he look so maluated.. like.. keep saying sorry... wahahahha.... so funny~~
:p
hUitiNg stRange... 1/08/2005 01:39:00 PM
Friday, January 07, 2005
That's When I Love You - Aslyn
When u have to look away
When u don't have much to say
That's when I love u
I love u just that way
To here u stumble when u speak
Or see u walk with two left feet
That's when I love you
I love u endlessly
And when your mad cause u lost the game
Forget I'm waiting in the rain
Baby I love u
I love u anyway
Cause here's my promise made tonight
U can count on me 4 life
Cause that's when I love u
When nothing u do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love u
When I love u
No matter what
So when u turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made u cry
That's when I love u
I love u
A little more each time
And when u cant quite match you clothes
Or when u laugh at your own jokes
that's when I love u I love u
More then u know
And when u forgot that we had a date
Or that look that u give when u show up late
Baby I love u ,I love u anyway
So here's my promise made tonight
U can count on me 4 life
Cause that's when I love u
When nothing u do can change my moind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
That's when I love u
When I love u
No matter what
Ohh that's when I love u when nothing baby, nothing u do could change my mind
The more I learn, the more I love, the more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love u , when I love u no matter what
Ohhhh no matter what
hUitiNg stRange... 1/07/2005 08:23:00 PM
YK!!! heex.. thanx so much for increasing the hugs until like 10times more!! yeah~~ it worked.. made me feel so much happier!! heex.. thanx so much.. am so touched.. :) *hugz*
hmmm yeah.. ok day laa.. ehhh me lesson kenna harrassed by bahbah again... booooooooooooooo. was playing the human knot.. then he stuck his butt to mine laaaa.... eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. ='( hahaha nwae.. this few of us very funny.. like the knot somehow untangled to bcum 2circles laa... then i was at the outer circle then like the only gal laaa~ hahaha dunno why oso.. diaoz. =X then we started getting all goofy and like danced in a circle as in like go round and round the rest of them while they trying to untangle loooooooo... hahaha so joke laaa... then still do the fall thingy... really super funny lo... =D
yeah then the rest hmmm lidat lo.. was like dismiss super early while they had chi.. then like quite sian.. was stting in cafe with ernie then the j1s walk past and like ooooh and aaah until so loud laaaa... hahaha win le lohx then both of us kenna maluated lo.. hahaha... joke lo they see any guy and gal sitting tog alone or wat then will oooh aaaah liao... hahaha!! so joke laaa remind me of tt time bella and whyekiat teaching the linnyhop then we oso suan her.... wahahahha~ super funny looooooooooo =p yeapx. then went into sc slack awhile while waiting for yk to go home tog lo.. then hahahah... there's this erm I.... mascot from the orientation... then is SPONGEBOB la!!!! SO CUTE OMG!!!! wahhahahah~
yeapx. then yk came and huiyu and p0rkie... then juz fooled arnd until they go for CS lo.. then hmmm dotty came!! hahaha.. wanted to go home liao pinkie wan me pei her eat lol.. ^^ yea so she was telling me her adventure hahahah really super joke lohx!! -_-''' yeapx then went home with dotty and yk after tt... then went to hbf walk abit... hahahhaha... super joke.. =D yeapx.
yea ppl thanx for the great day! :) really lifted up my spirits alot.. really love ya guys so much... can't do w/o u'all... *hugz* =)
hUitiNg stRange... 1/07/2005 07:53:00 PM
Thursday, January 06, 2005
hmmm yeah lousy day.. early morning so gan ga liao bleahx.
haish... i dunno how i manage to link everything i see or hear with him also laaa. bleah.. yeah i'll be strong. get outta this misery soon. yeah soon. yea right.. n wat abt... bleah?
argh. wat was i tinking? bleahhhhhhhhhhh. haiii~
hUitiNg stRange... 1/06/2005 10:02:00 PM
Wednesday, January 05, 2005
yeah it's over at last.. really over this time..
was chatting with yk last nite.. then like realised tt he kept so many things frm me.. and like.. ehhhh dunno laa... not only tt laa.. i mean b4 tt when i saw him in sch already feeling weird le.. then like.. yeah really needed sumone to talk to after bottling up everything for so long.. so juz gush out everything to yk le lohx.. like really is chat until wan to cry le lohx.. then yea tok to gaigai and yuyu too... like yeah.. everyone cld see i wasn't happy i suppose..
hmmm yah.. and he called... and like.. kept asking me if i still loved him all tt but i can no longer say yes like before le.. but i didn't said no too.. i juz didn't said anithing? yeah was like keeping silent while he talked most of the time.. then like was really softening le coz he kept pleading to gif him another chance and blah.. so sadx laa.. willed myself to say yes.. but i juz couldn't.. he got the idea i suppose.. then yeahh... yk and yuyu called to conference after tt... so relieved tt sumone can tok to me lidat.. and like.. was so sad i juz cried everything out... then she also crying over blah.. and like 2depressed gals again... haha... and yk was laming away... hahahaha... thnk gdness for the both of them.. or else i really wld haf died.. thanx pals :)
like in sch saw him and all tt juz didn't felt like talking to him anymore.. esp. after finding out more abt wat he told yk and stuff... like.. feel so cheated.. and so stupid.. i mean.. i can't believe i was so dumb to fall for someone like him? bleahhhhh. everyone warned me right frm the beginning yea? but i juz went ahead with my feelings like nobody's business... yea look wat's happening now? the truth juz visualised and suddenly everything's so clear tt i've been a complete fool...
yeah... he asked me if i love him.. i cldn't ans him.. mayb i dun really lvoe him anymore.. =( i dunno why it turned out lidat.. i cld haf swore tt i really loved him at the beginning.. but mayb this feelings faded gradually everytime he made me sad... i mean.. i dunno laa.. but izzit really possible tt such feelings can fade so quickly.. hmmm i guess the sat/sun 1 was the last straw i cld tkae.. after tt even after forgiving him the feeling's not right anymore.. i cldn't told him tt i love him anymore.. yeah tt bad rite? i dunno how it happened.. but i was so hurt and angry... like he got angry with me over such things. and like angry still nvm laa.. i can't believe he said those words to me yea? haishhh... but wat abt those sweet things he did for me? and all those happy times together? did they all faded juz like tt? hmmmm mayb the feeling juz wasn't tt strong =(
and like he came to play chess with fabian and like i juz sit there and do my hwk nv tok to him le.. like.. was so sad and angry and cheated and i dunno wat tt i juz cldn't bring myself to talk to him anymore.. like.. hai~~ i dunno how to say also laa.. then like during maths tut he kp msg-ing laa.. and like.. after tt i totally lose my concentration le.. was doing tt stupid assignment until really wan to cry liao la.. thnk gdness yuyu there to help me.. thanx gal :) then like after tt kept tinking abt his stupid sms.. argh i hate the feeling he keeps giving me.. the way he tok and all tt.. got this very heavy ya po gan.. keep making me feel so guilty and like sometimes do the things i dun wan to do... hai~ yea so i guessed tt was the last straw bahx.. i nv replied his sms le. yeah no more nice gal.. i'm gg to struggle free of all this misery.. yea so like stoning and then totally lose it in the middle of the audi.. ka0x. yea thnk gdness for all the dans and yk.. really so grateful to u guys.. always there for me when i nid u'all.. :)
yea so like fitness was ok laa... hahaha ran outside the sch lo.. so long nv lidat le.. like since before the june camp.. endurance run.. up and down all those slopes.. hahaha.. actually quite ok la.. suited my mood.. like run run run then tink tink tink.. and like.. hmmm yea the idea is there hahaha.. hmm yeapx. then juz talked and slacked abit then went home early!! hahaha... so nice rite... so nan de can go home early laa lol.
hmmm yeapx. ttz all i've gotta say i suppose.. yeah.. really wanna thank all my frens for being here for me.. i love ya all :) and yeah happy ppl cont be happy ^^ and sad ppl dun brood so long le.. muz move on with life le.. haii~
and yea last thing ppl.. can gimme more huggies? i'm desperate for 'em now.. :(
hUitiNg stRange... 1/05/2005 07:32:00 PM
Tuesday, January 04, 2005
ARGH. i feel so CHEATED. ='(
hUitiNg stRange... 1/04/2005 09:53:00 PM
Monday, January 03, 2005
yeapx.. to those who r concerned.. we're alright already... hmmm yea.. still abit disappointed though.. but then oh well.. lidat lohx.. we shall see... :)
yeahhh... 1st day of sch.. :) bleahx. hahaha... so much work undone laa... but thank goodness timetable nt too stress today.. apart frm the horrifying 3hrs of maths lec... *phew... hahaha sch life's so much less hectic w/o chem on the list now! ^^ yea~~ and yeapx. the timing's abit cranky.. hahaha... bcum one period 30min again.. diaoz. so bu xi guan laa... the lessons all bcum either very long or very short... hahaha... -_-'''
but then was so relieved and happy to see everyone back in sch again today... hahaha.. really really... hmmm so so so happy laa... like so long nv see everyone le.. ^^ and yeah.. guess who's the 1st person i saw in the morning laa... stupid BOSS. wahahah~ with his usual sas gang dotty aaron xiaoqiang yuqiang... wahahaha~ got intro-ed to the whole gang of them and i forget who's who liao laa... wahaha~ ok watever... ttz nt the point.. pt is.. once i saw him he looked so comical i juz laughed non-stop... wahahha~~ like he only cut hair and carry sling bag mahx.. but i go and ask if he buy new uni not... diaoz. wahahahhaha~~ really is early morning chio until pengz lo... and still saying sumthing abt smack few times... =X hahhaha... okok.. dun say le.. hahaha... and yeahhh.. of coz the dans.. hahaha gaigai really got xingfu xiao nu ren look laa~ so rong guang huan fa!! wahahah~~ so happy for her! ^^ and yeapx. horny laiyee still as wood as ever... hahaha... okok dun say le.. =X
hmmm the dragon babies are in!! hahaha this yr intake like so sian sian de.. wahahha.. not like us last yr so enthu!! ^^ wahahah... okok.. realise i kp wahahah-ing today? diaoz. really ki siao le... hahaha.. and yeapx. so00o0o0o0o0 much more cchms ppl this yr laa!! like walk until where also at least one or two here and there.. yeah finally~ prob is i dunno ani of them? wahahhaa~~ nvm nvm.. all r welcome! :)
yeapx.. penny for my thots? it's been a thoughtful day... hmmmmm.
hUitiNg stRange... 1/03/2005 09:15:00 PM
Sunday, January 02, 2005
yea.. saw this in friendster bulletein.. so posting it in the blog.. dunno.. abit late to do now but nvm yea.. juz dun feel like posting it on friendster.. =)
1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never
done before?
>> alot of things... jc life..falling in love..blahblahblah can't tink of anithing in particular now..
2. Did you keep your new year's resolutions,
and will you make more for next year?
>> diaoz. dun usually mk ani resolutions.. wun kp them nwae so wat's the use?
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
>> yeah.. 4 jiu mu.. nt really close to her but still yeah.. cute lil' boy.. =)
4. Did anyone close to you die?
>> erm dun rmb.. dun tink so..
5. What countries did you visit?
>> m'sia? i visit there every year yea?
6. What would you like to have in 2005 that
you lacked in 2004?
>> notting can tink of now.. mayb gd grades.. and yeahhhh bleahx.
7. What dates from 2004 will remain etched
upon your memory, and why?
>> 25th nov 11th dec 18th dec the whole dec hols i guess.. and the 1st 3mnths happy days.. and of coz the 1st few mnths after 2nd intake.. erly's marriage and the day b4 doing the puzzle.. =)
8. What was your biggest achievement of the
year?
>> ermx... notting?
9. What was your biggest failure?
>> screwing up my grades... and r/nships.. bleahx.
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
>> yeahh.. fall sick prac every month.. =X
11. What was the best thing you bought?
>> ermx.. dunno? hahaha..
12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
>> ehhhh... dunno? definitely not me..
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and
depressed?
>> bahbah counted? hahaha no laa.. no0ne in particular
14. Where did most of your money go?
>> SA FOOD!! hahaha... and movie tix.. and many many more.. can't rmb laa
15. What did you get really, really, really
excited about?
>> ehhhh ya noe.. =X
16. What song will always remind you of
2004?
>> hmmm.. dunno.. alot lehx.. fly away/wu ding/take me to your heart/love me blahblahblah... too many le laa
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
happier or sadder?
>> ehhh? this time last yr = 2003/2004? ok.. if it's 2003 yeah i'm happier.. if it's 2004 nah i'm nt happy now..
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
>> dunno.. mugging?
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
>> hmmmm dunno.. can't say playing coz i nv really played alot too... bleahx. =X
20. How did you spend your Christmas?
>> yeah had a wonderfull time at his hse.. dun wanna tok abt it though now..
21. Did you fall in love in 2004?
>> yeahh..
22. How many one-night stands?
>> NONE!! diaoz.
23. What was your favorite TV program?
>> dun haf?
24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't
hate this time last year?
>> ermx.. no?
25. What was the best book you read?
>> dunno.. definitely nt fm lec bk..
26. What was your greatest musical
discovery?
>> ehhhh... dun haf?
27. What did you want and get?
>> dunno wat i wan?
28. What did you want and not get?
>> like i said.. dunno..
29. What was your favorite film of this year?
>> ehhh... i dunno too? hahaha wat a screwed up life i'm having..
30. What did you do on your birthday, and how
old were you?
>> 2004? 17 lohx... spent it at ps with yuyu dear dear.. telling story in mos burger.. hahaha..
31. How would you describe your personal
fashion concept in 2004?
>> ehhhhh... i dunno?
33. What kept you same?
>> huh?
34. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy
the most?
>> no one..
36. Who did you miss?
>> yeah.. i dunno too? hahahah.. like do i even noe anithing? hmmmm maybe my ah yi bahx..
37. Who was the best new person you met?
>> i dunno.. mayb not u..
hUitiNg stRange... 1/02/2005 06:17:00 PM
yeah like.. wat's ur prob laa?? first u get over paranoid.. then now u're getting all worked up over something ridiculous?? i seriously dun understand wat u wan me to do laa~~ like.. everything i do or say u always haf sum reason tt makes u unhappy.. bleahhhh.. wat's ur prob lo.. everything oso cnnt do.. then wat u wan me to do?? urrrgh. and tell me which idiot makes his gf cry every 2days de... argh... go away laa.. dun tok to me laa.. i dun like u liao la.. ARGH!! :(
hUitiNg stRange... 1/02/2005 01:47:00 PM
