Saturday, February 05, 2005
i can't believe this. one of the person i trust most is doing this. yeah. mayb i shld really call u up n confirm everything. but if u nv said those things there wouldn't be a chance for others to say tt too rite? n the ppl who told me all tt.. i trust them too.. i dun believe they wld lie to me.. so disappointed. so angry. so hurt. n i dunno wat else. how could u? i trusted u... ok i really dunno wat else u did. i can't trust anione animore... feel so cheated. yeah. maybe u backstabbed me too for all i noe. yea. i can't trust my instincts animore. everytime sumone tells me sumthing abt sumone bluffing me i dun believe n in the end tt person really ish bluffin me. see? i'm too naive. nxt time i wun follow my feelings animore.. there's more tahn wat meets the eye. feelings aren't always accurate. everyone arnd u might betray u anitime. act according to logic.. not instict.
hUitiNg stRange... 2/05/2005 07:17:00 PM
Breakaway- Kelly Clarkson
Grew up in a small town.... And when the rain would fall down...I just stared out my window. Dreaming of what could be.... And if I'd end up happy... I would pray.
Trying not to reach out.... But when I'd try to speak out.... Felt like no one could hear me. Wanted to belong here.... But something felt so wrong here...So I pray.... I could breakaway...........
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly!!!!~ I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky.. I'll make a wish, Take a chance, Make a change.....And breakaway!!!~
Out of the darkness and into the sun!!!!~ But I won't forget all the ones that I loved!! I'll take a risk,Take a chance, Make a change.....And breakaway!~
Wanna feel the warm breeze? Sleep under a palm tree....Feel the rush of the ocean....Get onboard a fast train....Travel on a jet plane, far away...... And breakaway......
Buildings with a hundred floors, Swinging around revolving doors, Maybe I don't know where they'll take me but......Gotta keep moving on, moving on.......Fly away, breakaway!!!!~
I'll spread my wings, And I'll learn how to fly.......Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye.... I gotta take a risk, Take a chance, Make a change.... And breakaway!!~
Out of the darkness and into the sun!!~ But I won't forget the place I come from...I gotta take a risk, Take a chance, Make a change.......And breakaway, breakaway, breakaway.......
hahaha.. courtesy of ernie... tt explains all the exclamation marks n blah.. lol. but yeah.. love this song too... so0o0o0o nice.. :)
hUitiNg stRange... 2/05/2005 05:26:00 PM
to YOU:
i can't believe u said tt... like.. not her fault mah.. i also wan to be with her mah.. how can u tell her sumthing so hurting.. bleahhh. no i'm nt angry i haf no right to.. but.. yea sumhow i'm juz disappointed.. yea n abit loss.. dunno wat u're tinking.. maybe i dunno u tt well.. bleah. watever~
to y0u:
bleah. i believe wat she said.. n i believe wat they all said.. cuz i trust them all.. but yeah.. believe u wun said such things too.. it juz isn't u.. but again.. maybe i shldn't trust anione.. i trusted him too then he lied to me.. so i trust u now n maybe u wld lie to me too.. i mean u didn't exactly lied.. but yeah.. the idea is there... eeeee. ok maybe it's all a mistake.. hmmm. pls pls pls do not disappoint me.....
to you:
yea.. i'll leave u alone if ttz wat u wan.. but yeah.. juz to let u noe.. i still care for u.. n yeah dun kp feeling guilty k.. not ur fault mah... n bleah. yea if u wan to tok.. i'll still b here ani time.. =) *hug hug*
hUitiNg stRange... 2/05/2005 04:41:00 PM
hmmmm....
=(
hUitiNg stRange... 2/05/2005 11:49:00 AM
Friday, February 04, 2005
eeeee so tired!! -.-'''
bleahhhh went shopping after sch today.. haha abit the diaoz laa. spent like dunno how long at hbf bifc... hahaha like 1 or 2 hrs? hahaha pork yijun n i n later elsie.. juz kept trying n trying n trying so many tops... muahaha. n yeahhhh. so sadx laa.. the one i like cldn't match my skirt so i didn't bought laa... then went ps then ehhh.. yeapx. hahah yk lame.. suddenly ran out of the train n appeared at the escalator there SEAH SULYN lo. lol.
ehhhh went to 77th street then saw this top i like.. then no size liao.. called heeren to reserve.. then went down there with yk.. then like.. the person describe the wrong one.. -_-''' so the one i actually wanted still dun haf... eeeeeee. yucks la make me run down there for notting.. so no mood shop liao la.. juz walked arnd then go find food lo.. then at the road junction there.. saw mel n her gerfren.. then she like "ur boyfriend ah?" and her gerfren like "u like her ah?" UHHHHHHHH. =X
hahaha yea then walked arnd summore.. bought boy-girl earrings! hahaha.. then yk made a v v v funny call home n freaked out his mum i tink.. lol. yeapx went home liao lo.
haiii... talk to us lehhhhhhh...
hUitiNg stRange... 2/04/2005 09:45:00 PM
Thursday, February 03, 2005
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You Have A Type B Personality |
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B You're as laid back as they come... Your baseline mood is calm and level headed Creativity and philosophy tend to be your forte Like a natural sedative, you have a soothing effect on people Friends and family often turn to you first with their problems You have the personality to be a spiritual or psychological guru |
hUitiNg stRange... 2/03/2005 10:35:00 PM
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Your Element Is Air |
 You dislike conflict, and you've been able to rise above the angst of the world. And when things don't go your way, you know they'll blow over quickly. Easygoing, you tend to find joy from the simple things in life. You roll with the punches, and as a result, your life is light and cheerful. You find it easy to adapt to most situations, and you're an open person. With you, what you see is what you get... and people love that! |
hUitiNg stRange... 2/03/2005 10:28:00 PM
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You Are a Dreaming Soul |
Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you awy from this world So much so that you tend to live in your head most of the time You have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all... But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you. Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses. Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others. Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life. Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul |
hUitiNg stRange... 2/03/2005 10:17:00 PM
ooh okaes. so the mist's finally clearing.. roughly get a gist of wat's happening.. belah. =X okaes i shall not comment. bleahhhh. i'm slow as usual. -_-'''
hUitiNg stRange... 2/03/2005 09:56:00 PM
hmmm hopefully tis will b short n sweet.. hafen't touched fluids at all n tml test!! =X
mmm juz realised tt since the beginning of the yr.. although only one month passed.. already quite screwed up liao.. everywhere u go there's ppl arnd u who r damn sad laa... like talked to alot off ppl these few wks n it seems like no one is TRULY happy at all... bleah. bad start of the yr.. =X
hmmm read whoever's blog.. dun tink u wan to be spelt out nwae but yea.. actually i dunno wat's happening to us but yea.. i still quite like us.. yea no doubt alot of teasing n blah gg arnd but yea minus tt aside everyone's still quite a nice individual.. ttz wat i see at least laa.. but then hmmm maybe i'm not seeing the full picture bahx.. cuz in the past also always lidat nobody point out to me specifically i wun see the ugly side of ppl de =X yea.. a mou mou ren once told me tt i'm too naive liao.. mmm dunno maybe he's rite.. =( okaes.. but i really quite like us.. i mean afew wks ago i was complaining abt missing last time too.. but then after tt like tried to put aside all the differences n blah then actually i still find us quite ok laa... 'mai hiam dio hor'... bleh lousy hokkien =X ehhh the teasing n all tt mmm i dunno wat to say laa is abit guo fen laa but aiya... mmm see how ba.. sure there's a way to sum how iron it out ba... i oso went thru' all these b4 de =)
mmm yea.. was chatting with ernie ytd.. then realised how much we miss HCL... =( like now chi all last period suppose to b a happy thing de.. but ironically we dun spend time with each other animore.. really really missed the days we sat at the reading room laughing like crazy.. ernie n kacuah's lame joke then fabian always borrow hp play game.. then we will all laugh until cnnt do ani work... ahhaha.. then will tell ernie to shut up.. wahaha.. but of cuz he NEVER shuts up.. lol. and yea even juz those times sitting at the cafe idly looking at the classes having pe and eating n chatting.. heex.. really really miss those times.. =( i miss hcl.. hcl rawkx.. :(
okaes.. ehhh hmmm dunno wat to say le.. juz a few msges for all my dear frens ba.. =)
mab dearie!! supa long nv see u le laaaa... miss ya so0o0o0o0o much!! muahaha. n the postcard i wrote like light yrs ago still hafen't gave u! muahaha. eeeeeeeee. dun care u hafta cum for fun fair.. muahaha. dun care dun care dun care.. n yea when we meet again remind me to bring da postcard lol.
yuyu deardear!! hey hey.. noe u recently very very very fan... but yeah.. hang on tite ok.. dun brood over him too much le.. at least now u got a clear 'ans' le then like wun drag so much anymore le.. u're a brave girl u noe tt? really... really admire u for ur courage.. u dared to ask.. n at least u got an ans.. whether it's a satisfactory one or not.. u cleared the boulder.. now u r in a way free... n u can move on with life more at ease now.. yea fret not.. i'll b here with u whenever u nid me.. =) n not only me.. like wat shan shan he niu nai says.. frens r more impt.. =p hahaha we will all b here for u.. the dans..yk..shanshan..stella..elsie..xiuming... and the list goes on.. =) so u muz cont' b strong n pei me go binge or go shopping or watever! muahaha. oh no cnnt binge later cny cnnt wear nice nice clothes le!! muahaha. nvm ren yi shi feng ping lang jing.. we binge after cny k? ^^
bao xiu jiejie!! hmmm sorry so long nv tok to u liao.. mmm u sounded quite troubled too.. bleh. sorry for nt spending enough time with u.. didn't knew u were so unhappy receently... hmmms. dun sad dun sad le k.. muz be more opti! i'm sure we'll all b happy eventually... maybe it nids more time.. :) sumone told me sumthing once.. when a relationship sours... i mean relationship as in any relationship btw. anyone laa.. hahaha.. eya nwae.. when a relationship sours.. it might not b a totally bad thing.. cuz there'll b no possibility of it getting any worse.. but instead.. there's only room left for improvement!! ^^
gaigai~~ realise oso very long nv tok to u le.. =( mmm heard snippets here n there tt sumthing happened.. but not sure wat exactly happened oso.. but yea.. cont' b happy n xingfu k.. like ur nic says.. there is no condition, no circumstance, no problem that love cannot solve! heez.. so muz hang on to ur love n be contented with wat u haf.. have faith always n also give n take bahx.. hehe... yea i'm sure it's gg to turn out to be a happy ending! ^^ hehe.. muz tok some day k.. miss chatting with u! :) *gaigai hug*
ernie!! muahaha. thanx for ur postcard!! wahahaha... and yea.. i noe u're not *blah* but hahaha yea dun worry la i dun tink they tink u r *blah* either.. wahhaha.. yea u're a happy-actcute-photogenic-blue-underbahbah'sarmpit cookie monster!! WAHAHA. hope u got enuff dettol at home lol. bet u're so traumatised now.. i'm equally traumatised too... hahaha.. yea i'll grieve for the poor cookie monster =D lol. abuse sia~ and yea haha.. u draw very ugly *wink*... but yea all the same.. thanx for all ur advice n blah... as usual v constructive n helpful!! muahaha. actually u make quite a gd counsellor lehx.. haha as in the counsel ppl the counsellor not the student counsel tt councellor... WAHAHA. -read in btw the lines- lol. yeaa~ u still owe me a rhumba frap plus choc eclair okaes!! i dun care.. i MUST have it one day!! wo0 h0o... ^^
yk!! hahaha.. yea dunno wat to say.. but yea nwae.. thanx for being so patient n understanding for the past dunno how long.. but yea~ =) and horx.. u also dun so thoughful k.. anithing muz kan kai yi dian.. hahaha.. u urself always tell me dun xiang tai duo mah then u also tink so much.. *wags finger* lol. n yea.. thanx for coaching me for maths or physics or watever.. n pei-ing me do tuts.. =) yea juz thanx for everything laa.. =)
n yah to the rest of the ppl reading this.. hope u'all will be happier for the rest of the yr.. this is only the beginning dun lose hope k... things will eventually turn out fine! :) hehe.. n i love u'all.. whoever's reading this.. n yea cchs ppl pls cum for sa funfair lolz. ok abit out of point liao but yea can see i quite despo to sell tix hahaha. n yea.. ttz abt all i guess... back to the dreadful FLUIDS. muajajaja. -_-'''
hUitiNg stRange... 2/03/2005 07:48:00 PM
Wednesday, February 02, 2005
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You Are 15 Years Old |
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15 Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax. |
hUitiNg stRange... 2/02/2005 09:14:00 PM
Tuesday, February 01, 2005
bleh. hair's in a horrid state now.. hahaha
okaes like ehh went to cut hair after sch.. like HAHA. so diaoz laa. took to pp with yk then took 31.. yea supa long laa.. hahaha but ok la think more or less abt the same blahblahblah. watever~ hmmm yea.. then yoki jiejie say my hair.. either i rebond or cut short.. else will v messy... hahaha but i dun wan rebond now.. n i dun wan cut short.. so she juz trim abit.. then like style it like purposely let it qiao.. hahaha.. diaoz. not v nice laa but ok i asked for it.. lol. then ermx. the 1st thing mum asked when i stepped into the hse was.. "i thot u say wan go cut hair?" diaoz diaoz DIAOZ. hahaha.. yea quite horrid now my hair. dun like it. =X
yea then uhhh... pe was quite fun.. hahaha.. vball but like captains' ball style.. cuz he trying teach us frm basics lol. yah then i dunno why i kp missing the ball... then even hit it to the drain outside sch.. hahaha.. reminded me of tt time LYC hit the ball over the super high fence of cchs and the vball landed on goodman road... woo hoo~ lol. seemed so funy then now i myself oso same. hahaha jokers unite~ tada! lol. n yea the goodman road was easy u juz gafta walk out of the gate n pick the ball... but tis was stupid..had to get siongjie crawl under tt fence n get down into the drain to pick it up.. *clap clap* he really v skilled... hahaha thanx siong jie... guo ran ish my nu shen~~ ^^
yeapx then notting much le.. usual stuff hahaha.. ehhhh fighting over statics in the reading room with yuyu n fabian.. hahaha.. so joke laa~ n yeah maths tut was stony as usual lpw n blah.. making a joke out of herself..like wat's new... haha... n eugene chan kps combing his hair nowadays which is like damn funny.. lol. okok shan't comment abt his hair given the state mine's in now.. -_-'''
n yea i finally feeling how gaigai feels. I'M GETTING FAT TOO. *gasps* oh no oh no. eeeeeeeeeeeee. help help...
hUitiNg stRange... 2/01/2005 07:43:00 PM
Monday, January 31, 2005
yea shall blog.. hmmmm can't really conc on statics nwae.. haha..
yeapx. suppose to go cut my hair today.. hmmm called aunt n everything le.. but was waiting for porkie they'all chem tut finish cum pei yuyu then i leave sch.. so when their tut finish yk walk out wif me.. then was tinking whether to tk 30 or not.. then in the end decided go pp tk 31 like he suggested instead cuz 30 v long.. yeah.. so like.. how dumb can he get? -_-''' lol. on the train liao then he tell me he wan go ps buy jigsaw.. diaoz. then obviously i can't get to pp tk bus w/o him arnd cuz i dunno where's the 31 busstop... bleahhh. so hafta go ps with him 1st lo then juz sms-ed my aunt to postpone haircut to tml le la.. cuz quite late le.. yeah so juz took own sweet time walk arnd ps! wo0o h0o.. so nice.. hahaha.. then the jigsaw he bought is so0o0o0o0 nice laa.. is the i tink all the baby mickey n blah de.. hahah v cute jiu dui le.. still got one sucking hand de lol. super cute laaaaaaaaaaa ^^ hahaa yea okaes.. then walked arnd summore.. as in .. really walk arnd ps super long... hahaha.. then ate @ pastamania.. then we go tk train de shi hou reach the platform gang hao pungol train come then he tell me might as well tk to kovan tk bus le.. then i orh anithing lo.. then i realise dunno how to get to kovan busstop you mei you? win liao lo... hahaha so he pei me go kovan show me where to tk bus.. =X lol. yea then yah really quite fast la.. plus tk bus nt as boring as train... hahaha i dun like tking train v boring esp. undergrnd.. so claustrophobic.. -_-''' i sound so edmund hooper lol. =X
yea nwae.. i dunno a damn thing abt statics eeeeeeeew.
hUitiNg stRange... 1/31/2005 09:21:00 PM
Sunday, January 30, 2005
Q: How many RJC students does it take to
change a lightbulb??
A: 4 whole faculties. One fac to design the
new bulb,one fac to test it out, one fac to
market
it and
one guy to write a stupid Email about
lightbulbs.
Q: How many HCJC students does it take to
change a lightbulb?
A: The whole school.....to compete with
RJC.........
Q: How many VJC students does it take to
change a lightbulb?
A: The whole school.......one to screw it in and
the rest to cheer and wave flags and
banners to give him/her support.
Q: How many NJC students does it take to
change a lightbulb??
A: NO LIGHT STILL CAN STUDY!!!!!
Q: How many AJC students does it take to
change a lightbulb??
A: They're too busy trying to be one of the
top 5 JCs...
Q: How many ACJC students does it take to
change lightbulb??
A: None......they use all their money to
employ YJC to do it for them.
Q: How many YJC students does it take to
change a lightbulb??
A: None.....only one teacher to tell them
what a lightbulb is in the first place and to
demonstrate (how do you think they're able to
change it for AC?)
Q: How many CJC students does it take to
change a lightbulb??
A: They'd prefer it darker..........
(hmmm...*raise eyebrow*)......
Q: How many JJC students does it take to
change a lightbulb??
A: None......Their physics is so bad that they
make the male teacher cry.....
Q: How many TPJC students does it take to
change a lightbulb??
A: Would they bother??
Q: How many MJC students does it take to
change a lightbulb?
A: None.They're too busy studying. trying not
to
get expelled..
Q: How many SAJC students does it take to
change a lightbulb??
A: None.....they believe in praying for it.
(oh cmon. we've got our halos! wont nid any
light bulb..) haha
Q: How many NYJC students does it take to
change a lightbulb??
A: None.....they are still using oil lamps.
Q: How many SRJC students does it take to
change a lightbulb??
A: Huh, wat litebarb ...
Q: Dun you guys wonder who wrote this?
A: TJC!
Q: How many TJC students does it take to
change the lightbulb?
A:
already
hUitiNg stRange... 1/30/2005 03:57:00 PM
yeah... ytd went for orchard of hope again! lalalala~
yeah met up with yk abit earlier then he pei me go centrepoint to buy stuff @ bodyshop.. lolz. cuz my mummy call me buy mahx.. ahhaha.. then he v funny.. kp looking for shop then dun tell me wat shop.. -_-''' then kp gg up n down up n down the escalators.. then end up tell me he looking for jigsaw world.. n watever laaa there's no jigsaw world at centrept boiiiiiiiiiii... =X
yah then uh.. went down to the park to look for the rest then yeah.. this time we decided to b motivators instead! woo hoo... quite nice laa actually.. i tink it's better than the ask for money de yeah.. although much more challenging laa.. haha we suppose to split into teams of 2 then go arnd with tt stupid clipboard looking like street surveyors.. -_-''' then look for youths like us to pledge their voluntary services to the various organisations lo.. in other words sumthing like ask them do cip laa but they can choose which organisation they wan n how many hours they wan... all no obligation de.. then like quite difficult to look for ppl laa cuz most ppl see u hold clipboard then siam liao dun even wan to look at u.. =X hahaha.. yeah but hai hao laa.. nwae me n yk one team @ wheelock.. then yuyu n laodan @ taka.. jess n porkie @ shaw hse.. lol. yea then at 1st i quite enthu de.. hahaha then got abt 8 lidat.. sum of them really v nice ^^ then yea even saw the fitness teacher miss lee! hahah she look so cool laa her dressing all tt not like teacher at all.. :p yeah then she signed up 2hrs with us lolz. yah then like kp repeating the same thing to everyone so stoopid laa.. hahaha... then when we finished 8 yk say wan go starbucks rest awhile so eyah after resting we walked back to the park get more forms lo.. but v funny la after get the forms then sian sian liao dun feel like doing le hahaha.. then yeah juz slacked arnd abit laa but still got lookout for ppl.. then really dun haf le laaa... no teenagers at all or wat.. so arnd 715 or sumthign we walked back to outside orchard park.. then saw jess n porkie outside looking for ppl so we joined them lo.. heex either the location is gd or jiejie n i make such a great team!! wahahah... cuz within less then 15min we got another 2ppl to sign up!! wheee~~ so0o0o happy! ahahahs. n like such a breezy job! lolz.
yeah then stayed back quite a long tiem after tt listening to the person talk abt this yhub programme and yeah.. quite ok la tink will join the forum but the other bigger thing dun tink will ba.. nid more time to think thru' la.. dun tink i will join.. yea nwae.. then tried the ice skating.. hehe.. it was more like plastic skating.. n so not smooth at all de! =( then i fell down n the person told me not to fool arnd? like WTH la... wat's his prob.... =X ok lo.. yea then yuyu yk me went to yosh eat after tt.. n blahblahblah... =(
hUitiNg stRange... 1/30/2005 11:01:00 AM
