Tuesday, May 17, 2005
ooh aah. feeling abit better.. but nt tt great also.. so lazy to blog nowadays already.. hmmmm...
met cheehwahwa for dinner ytd.. dined @ esplanade! wheee~ he treated.. yea~ juz talked abit n blah lo.. he say can cont' help me phys but maths he forget quite alot of stuff le.. so muz look for another tutor if i wan.. hmmms. then yea.. so nice talking to him.. so... light-hearted? not say light-hearted la.. as in like.. joke arnd all tt.. then not so serious.. cuz recently everyone start talking abt results to me then scold me le.. but he nv.. still ask me muz balance n go out n play n blah =) so happy ytd nite.. like..so long nv go out play le.. then e restaurant the ambience n food all tt all so nice also.. n felt so much better after talking.. n i got fondue too!! wheeee~ :) okaes yea.. thanx him so much.. lightened my mood.. =)
yeapz. finally cleared nafa.. but tt was like 2wks ago or sumthing? ok then took height n weight again today... i tink i wanna bang da wall... i'm officially FAT. like i'm fatter than dar!!! ARGHHHHH!!!! ='( ok i shall start jianfei-ing liao... bleahhh... cnnt fat.. i wan wear nice nice clothes... =( yea.. haha.. ok playing badminton frequently.. but i tink i suck at it.. actually i suck at quite alot of games.. haha.. ok so i suck at studies n i suck at games n i'm fat.. i shld juz go bang the wall for a living... yeaaaa~~ lalalalala... ^^
yea.. so happy today tho got alot of work to do.. haha.. cuz like.. so long nv dismiss n reach home so early le.. yeaa~~ n no cs summore lo!! hehe.. *cheers in joy* n so long nv went home with dar le!! yeaaa~ so happy!! hehex... if only everyday lidat.. plus i can go out la.. haix... oh well... i really wan go for tt movie.. but then.. haix.. oh well..... =(
hmmm.. go do work le! chase me offline if u see me online k!! :) tadax!!
oh ya btw ppl.. come yang guang you miao horrrr... hahaha.. ^^
hUitiNg stRange... 5/17/2005 05:38:00 PM
Sunday, May 15, 2005
totally screwed up wkend. nv cried so many times in a wk b4..
first was the meet parents thngy on friday.. the talk before tt with bahbah.. quite thankful he didn't mentioned.. but more stress then ever now cuz he got my ba bing.. n he say he will tell if he feels its right to tell. bleah. then the screwed up talk with ms chan too... all tt crap. now my mum's watching me so tightly and everyone arnd is stressing me up. gotta look for a tutor. but i dun even know if i want one.. n i've been like venting my frustration on anyone who talks abt academic stuff with me for hte whole of today now.. bleah. how nice one me.. feel quite bad..they r trying to help... but i can't help myself for foing what i did.. feel so stressed. like got to hide a big secret tt someone threatens to let out as n when he likes.. n gotta do somethign abt my grades. n they r all saying until t's v easy..why dun they shut up n try themselves?
then wat with the stupid friday 13.. dar got admitted into ttsh for dengue fever.. yea.. was so sad.. =( then can only go visit him the next day.. yea so went early in the morning 7.. even before cs.. stayed awhile.. so happy to see him.. n so sad at the same time.. =X yea went cs.. then had some fun fooling arnd with jess n porkie with the costumes n sewing those stuff.. then took bus to suntec and porkie went to meet alfie n i accompanied jess to funan buy ink n eat... haf fun =) thanx for cheering me up guys... :) yea then went to ttsh alone to see dar.. then walked abt abit with him n did abit of hwk.. hahaha... go hosp do hwk.. yea then 630 came.. n jess kept calling say they reach le.. wanted to gaf dar surprise.. told him i gg home le.. then walked out of the room n ran off immediately.. hahaha.. so funny.. then reached downstairs all the dans here le.. waited for andy and kacuah.. went up tog.. ernie came later.. =) dar so surprised.. hehe.. bet he's happy too! ahahas. yea~ then bahbah came =X bleah. yea stayed until 8 lidat then went home liao.. v late le..mummy called to scold. haish...
then today like.. cry until my eyes pain le.. haiz. so irritated n fed up. but thank goodness dar discharged le.. =) happy 3mnths :)
hUitiNg stRange... 5/15/2005 02:46:00 PM
