Wednesday, September 21, 2005
bleahhhh. so what lo.. mummy nagging me again... yeapz. dunno how to tell her.. dun feel like telling her everything yet.. so yea only told her the phys results... hmmm fail de say 1st lo.. dunno.. always like to tell bad news first.. -_-''' but yea.. got nagged as usual... then she say wat kp doing present for fren n like ur own mum's bdae u nv even do all these...y always regard frens more impt then ur mum.... bleah. so pissed off. first of all i dunno wat has my results got to do with frens more impt n she not being impt. 2nd of all..everytime i gif her present she say it's not nice n she dump it somewhere in the cupboard n i basically dun ever see it anymore after tt... n it's not like i nv gif her present for her bdae n blah... i try so hard to find a present for u n after u get it u say it's not nice n dump it in the cupboard wat else u expect me to do?? urrrrgh. dun wanna talk abt it le la. i nv ever get appreciated for wat i do de... watever i do u always scold me de.. not fair at all... i really gif up le.. not like i nv tried pleasing u.. but yea.. results r the only thing tt can mk u happy.. n ur happiness doesn't even last for long after tt... n i really tried studying n i listened to u n shut myself at home for prac the whole hols n i sacrificed meeting with so many of my frens n turned down meeting them for so many times le.. hell i didn't even get to see one of my best fren when she's pregnant n it means so much to me but u dun even understand. everything tt doesn't concern u r juz deemed wu liao n unimportant to u... u're not even allowing me to live a life n ttz not fair at all.. doesn't mean u dun like it then i dun even have a choice to choose whether i like it or not.. if u r restricting my freedom ok i surrender but now u dun even allow me to choose wat i like n wat i dun... ttz so screwed. ok u pushed me over my limits alr... i dun even wanna try to pls u alr... am so fed up... u r nv contented... ='(
bleahhhh. yuyu deardear is sad... n actually i am too... but guess was trying not to face it until i reach home n tell my mum.. yea so didn't wanted to go the marina thing cuz i noe if i still go i reach home will get scolded even badly-er... hmmm sorry guys esp. ernie n gaigai.. thanks for trying so hard to persuade me to go =) hmmm yea.. skipped fm lec.. heard jun they'all got scolded real bad.. bleahhh. feeling quite bad *sorry* =(
hmmm yea wanted to go grab a quick bite w yuyu n pork after tt for lunch @ airport... but end up yuyu had to go home so left 2 of us.. n yea... blah... porkie kept luffing when i tok say i very funny... but i seriously dunno wat's so funny abt me... haha... different freq... =X hmmmm yea.. enjoy urself at the steamboat k... sorry cnnt join... another time ba... but guess hafta wait until A's r completely over le... really sorry...
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hUitiNg stRange... 9/21/2005 05:20:00 PM
boo! haha now in sch mrl... zzz...
yeapz. prelims r over!! muahaha. booooooo...... =X
hmmm quite jialat la.. almost all the papers couldn't finish.. mmm... n yea.. went to ps with the dans on monday evening.. yeapz. took neoprint n blah.. haha quite fun la.. =) yea~ finally bot mab's pressie... in the making now haha.. think shld b able to finish in time ba.. muahaha. ppl who noe wat it is pls kp quiet.... *shhhhhh.... =)
haha yea.. then ermx... juz now first 2 hours only already got back all the papers except fm/stats. bleahhhhhh. horrible as expected.. juz tt fm p1 did better than expected but it's still a fail haha... -_-''' yeapz. n eugene chan is so0o0o0 funny.. he hid the papers when he reach the class first... then he finish toking n blah liao.. say i got IMPROVE liao.. then he suddenly took out the papers from under the table there... -_-''' n turns out i deprove laaa.... =X bleahhhh. got O... =X eeeks. i hate my results... n cmaths oso juz pass only.. n my fm/mech is kns.. so now praying tt stats will get better results hmmmm... but yea.. i'm praying for a miracle i suppose... =X haha... yeapz.
oh yea.. falala's somewhere in the mrl too.. tho i dunno wat he's doing.. but yea.. juz gave him the blog ad.. if u're reading this..pls tag ok.. haha.. *waves. lolx.
lalalala~ zzz... haha is the period gonna be over soon? hmmmm... dunno la.. so sian.. quite disappointed with my phys p3... eeeeeeeeeee.... i tot i could do well for tt paper haix... =( but yea.. not tt sad oso la.. some sort expected this results... n ermx yea... btw... electrons if u r reading this.. pls go somewhere cheap on friday.. cuz i have less than 10bucks left now for the wk... ahahas. =X so pathetic... but it's all mab's fault... n tiger's big red nose. ahahahs. dun mind me.. i'm juz sprouting nonsense to relieve stress... ahahas. this keyboard is quite nice to type with lehx.. i finally found a nice keyboard in the mrl! MUAHAHA..... -_-''' hahaha this is so nice to type tt tho i've notting to blog liao i still wanna continue type. haha am getting lame. *self-entertains* yeea... i'm sorry i can't restrain myself from sself-entertaining.. wo dui bu qi ni ernie.... ahahas. lalala~ k la better stop b4 u'all go bonkers reading hahaha... tadax! =)
hUitiNg stRange... 9/21/2005 10:53:00 AM
