Sunday, December 18, 2005
hmmmm.. feel abit sad after reading somebody's blog... guess i can really understand how somebody feels even if everybody else thinks somebody's the one in the wrong... hmmmm juz dun ask me who somebody cuz i have no intention of telling anybody who somebody is... n i mean ANYBODY.
no it doesn't seem like a valid reason but if u were standing in somebody else's shoes u wld tink it was a valid reason. but then i still agree with somebody tt it wouldn't have been a valid reason. HAHA. crappy entry. dun mind me. juz feeling weird n crappy. like i can no longer tell who's right n who's wrong. hmmmm mayb everyone were wrong..but i shouldn't have done wat i did regardless of wat happened yea? but i still tink i made the right decision... so juz wth am i trying to say? hahaha...
i hope somebody is reading this... juz to let somebody know if u r reading this... tho i doubt u r reading this since we've lost touch for so long n i dun rmb giving u my blog ad.. but yea... get the facts right first b4 u point fingers ok... dun accuse the good ppl... yea... guess tt's all i have to say to somebody.... hahaha... to the somebody else... i dunno wat to say... i guess i have no comments.. ahahas.
thinking abt the crazy ideas i used to have.. but thinking back now.. n looking at the situation now.. they suddenly dun seem like crazy ideas anymore. haha. wat irony. lalala~
nwae.. i tink 18 is a stupid age to be at... it sort of mark u as a half-adult.. yet there r still so many things that u still can't do.. pretty sucks huh? like u have to start taking charge of ur actions n b responsible for wat u do... yet u cnnt b fully in charge of ur life n get the freedom u want.... hahaha... wat tragic irony. somehow the word 'irony' always make me want to study lit. hahaha.. sounds stupid.
oh yea.. so we all quit-ed.. i wonder how she's coping now.. 6ppl quitting at one go. somehow i feel sorry for her.. yet i wished i had screamed n shouted at her b4 walking off... haha wat i___y. lol.
hmmm i noe u prob tink i'm v bad to quit n walk off lidat.. n i know u prob tink i'm juz some stupid kid kicking a fuss out of everything... but then again.. when have i nv seem like i'm kicking a big fuss? haha somehow it gives me the urge to want to juz believe that i'm the one in the wrong.. so everything wouldn't seem so bad..n i prob wun feel so bad too.. watever~ tho i have no reason to, i'm still trying to get use to this.
ok i tink i've typed enough of confusing stuff.. hope nobody understands this. hahaha.
btw.. i tink it's cool of mab to actually get the cchs job... hahaa... now she get to see zhong zhen hu everyday... well, with the slight regret tt nobody SHI QING HUA YI can pei her san bu every morning while she sneezes.. *ahem* tt was meant to be our secret.. so nvm if u dun understand.. haha..
if u actually finished reading this entry... r u regretting it now? lol.
hUitiNg stRange... 12/18/2005 05:11:00 PM
