Saturday, January 28, 2006
bleah.. got so many things to say n i'm leaving for m'sia in like an hr? hmmmm... to summarise events... had fun with obf on thurs cuz like 3ppl nv come n not much things to do oso.. n ec nv come oso so i sat beside her lol. then we kp gg kk n gg downstairs to slack n blah haha... nice life~
n yea went back cchs ytd... saw davamoni n so happy!!! almost wanted to hug hjim... haha.. then he oso very exicted lol. yea then juz chatted abit.. n finally saw simin!! lalala~ cuz not a single person frm my batch tt i sw n i was starting to get lonely... saw lawrence gan too...wearing YELLOW(not green haha..) then uh yea... chatted n walked arnd with simin.. wnet back hall watch concert.. almost zzz... she went out n called saying reuben outside.. FINALLY! so i went out.. then chatted n blah... ahahahs. he's still evil with a capital E. lol. ladida. then yea went to see the juniors.. got abit ying xiang la.. but so many bu ren shi de hahahah.. den erm.. cont watching performance... zzzz... like uhhhh the dance standard drop so much from our batch tt one.. n i can't believe they buay paiseh gg up n dance in slacks... =X hahaha i tink it's nicer watching the sa qipao n heels dance lol. =) then wushu standard oso drop le haha.. n ya.. when finally choir they were actually LOUD. wooo hooo~ wat a miracle hahaha... but they went sharp as in ear-piercing sharp. lol. nvm... everyone's high. ahahahs. saw lee er ker... n marcus kuek on mc again... i go n he always on mc or on course de... -_-''' hahahah. then uhh yea.. went to meet lj after the ocncert. toa payoh. finally got my manicure! ^^ so sorry u had to kp doing for me.. so screwed up... sorry!! =( n yea.. went to meet bert with The Irritable Twins. hahaha... one kept triggering the other off to luaghter or somethng.. then juz stand there reminiscing(however u spell tt..) the cchs days when i did the same thing to her too... hahaha.. n uh yea walked arnd n blah until mab went off... n we went pasta... yay~ n talked n talked n talked. yay~ finally found someone who COMPLETELY understands how i feel... ahahhas. at least at this pt of time he's the one who understands me most ba... n yea.. shuwen went off too... n uhh bert n i juz wlaked arnd lo.. looking at watches n blah. hahaha. oh ya... bot geisha bk le! yay~ ^^ oh did i mention? i got my pay a few days back le lol. n yah.. came back to paris to buy the earphones tt lj bot too... but only got black whte purple here.. so i oso buy white ahahhas. cuz decided purple looked a little weird... bleah. wanted pink or blue de hahah but nvm.. n i realise watever colour u buy e string will still b pink so lj duneed to change de haha.. n erm yea... went home lo.. oh ya ernie i bot ur pressie too le! lol.. =)
okok now for the serious stuff...
ermx... first of all to mab... i noe it seems irritating to u e way he is irritating u.. duh. wat am i talking abt... but yea idea there. but if u understand how i feel everytime i call u panicking n feeling paranoid.. u shld try understanding how he feels... n i tink he already v patient liao seriously... if i were him volcano errupt liao... n altho i told u i'll go with any decision u mk... pls pls PLS tink properly... there's gotta b a reason why 99% of the ppl who know abt u n HIM doesn't like HIM... not for obvious reasons on whoever's side we r standing on.. but rather... for how he used to treat u, n am still treating u tt way.. n will treat u tt way. yea... i'm serious... yea... u can drop him too... but doesn't mean u hafta go back to HIM at the same time? erm i guess i'm probably pissing u off with all this.. but juz hope tt u will mk a decision tt will mk u happy.. =) but still.. i'll b with u watever u choose.. =)
n erm.. to u... i noe wat i'm worrying abt seems like notting compared to somebody else's... but yea.. i'm on the verge of breaking down too.. nt juz bcuz u r in ns or wat... but it's hard to stop myself frm thinking abt wat happened b4 u went in... i noe i sound v petty... but ask mab how she feels after tt suicide thingy n i tink she will understand y i kp getting paranoid too.. i'm so sorry... n it doesn't help when half the time u call juz to hurry me to hang up the call.. n i dunno why... i tink we r juz drifting apart.. n can u pls stop shouting at me everytime u call? so wat if u r defending the country? doesn't mean i hafta put up with all this. i haf my rights too. n we r not spending time with each other anymore.. even when u come out.. i'm busy half the sunday n when i finally tk out some time to meet u, u come late n i end up juz seeing u off... n u still tell me wan to walk arnd n talk talk awhile... tt's really very awhile... thanks. =X like u dun even noe n bother to find out wat's happening in my life anymore.. haix... i'm getting super super tired already. n since the 4wks r coming to an end.. n nothing's still happening can i ask to request cooling off to vday? i'm like half dying already... cuz sad to say i dun haf shuwen's patience. n erm anyone reading this pls dun try calling me n attempt to counsel me or soemthing cuz it'll only mk me more pissed off. so piss off yea? sorry i sound so rude.. but yea i mean it. i juz want time by MYSELF to tink it over. mayb if vday comes n everything's still cocked up we'll juz cool off forever ok?
yea.. i'm off to malaysia to cool off. sorry everything gets so spoiled before cny. but i dun feel any better myself. yea... bye. happy cny ppl..
hUitiNg stRange... 1/28/2006 08:20:00 AM
Thursday, January 26, 2006
PISSED off. wat's HIS problem? wat's MY problem??
hUitiNg stRange... 1/26/2006 10:13:00 PM
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
zhang jing xuan - guo yun yu
the 4-yrold german gal(haha) - schnappi
2morow- qian zhe ni - ci ji 2006(something lidat la..forget title le)
eason chen - the new album de zhu da ge..i forget wat's e title haha..
weilian - wo zhi shi xiang yao - ai hen nan
guo mei mei - gou gou shou
cai chun jia - wo yuan yi
wang li hong - kiss goodbye
liu ruo ying - xing fu de ji hui (and the other song they intro on tv too..)haha ppl here's my new list of songs.. pls send if u have.. ahahas.
nwae.. yea.. went to watch in her shoes with mab n bert after work.. tot it was some bimbotic show initially.. turns out to b quite nice afterall! haha.. n if u kp seeing cameron diaz strutting abt in her bikini n gstring half the time u actually realise her shen cai is not tt gd... ahahahs. n oh ya.. i forgot to gif bert n mab the postcards!! =( nvm fri ba! ahahas. yay yay yay! i juz love spending time with u guys!! ^^ n bert say i got the natural ability to bring out e crazy side of them! ahahhas. i tk it as a compliment! lalala~
nwae... i'm SO pissed off with ec! hahahah... he's supposed to share my workload! but wat he do? tk the ones with the least no. of pages... look thru' the whole stack.. realise i'm clever enuff to do all the least no. of pages ones already so he conveniently juz puts back the whole stack n doesn't do anything at all. wow. cool lo. thanks la. >=( n even after he took the least no. of pages to his desk to do liao.. he takes like 10min to settle down while he fills his cup with water, drinks the water, chats up with obf who alr finished her work, ties his shoelaces, goes to e toilet n whatnot... zzzz... which by the time he settles down to start on his pathetic few pages.. i already finish at least one or two alot of pages de liao... wooooo... =X -speechless-
hahaha bert was funny btw... "where's the cheese??" wahahahahhaha.... n he still dare to call me sotong gal... muahahaha. talk abt humiliating... n UNATTRACTIVE. muahahaha.
oh oh OH!!! today was funny.. boss didn't came until 2pm... so everyone finished up their work so much faster without the noise pollution!! ahahahs. ok so tmr tink i'll b quite free for 1/2 the morning hahahah... n ya the whole office started gossiping abt her! lol so funny.. oh ya..mr singh is very funny today! hahaha unusually chatty hahaha... lalala~ i'm getting high! time for bed le.. zzz hair not dry yet... shall read my nora roberts! =) gd nite!! ^^
hUitiNg stRange... 1/24/2006 11:08:00 PM
Sunday, January 22, 2006
okok before i forget ppl i wan these songs!! if have pls send me!!
zhang jing xuan - guo yun yu
the 4-yrold german gal(haha) - schnappi
2morrow- qian zhe ni
eason chen - the new album de zhu da ge..i forget wat's e title haha..]
ok i suddenly cnnt rmb wat songs i wan liao.. xiang dao le zai shuo hahahableahhh. i'm sinking into depression i guess.. haha dunno why.. i'm not happy nowadays.. n it doesn't help tt all my frens r sad! makes me sad too.. =( n like cnnt do anything to help.. the helplessness... haix...
n i want to total up my no. of injuries before cny... here's the injuries i've sustained in the past one yr..
fell off the sch track there n grazed BOTH KNEES before x-cntry
sprained LEFT ANKLE at some pe lesson at beginning of yr.. can't rmb which pe lesson
sprained cum fracture RIGHT ANKLE/FEET during a pe lesson in may
fell off some chair in the bloody office , spraining LEFT ANKLE n slightly impacted my LEFT BUTT n LEFT WRIST
slipped on some transparent food that some moronic imbecile threw on the camouflaged floor, landing very very hard on my LEFT BUTT n LEFT WRIST i wanna cryyyyy. the last 2 injuries happened one after another on simultaneously 2 days nwae... =X
i muz announce that my right brain muz b starting to malfunction.. cuz i happen to b injuring all my left body parts recently. argh.NESS.
nwae.. ppl n frens who r sad.. pls dun b sad anymore.. ok i know ttz qute impossible!! but cheer up pls! yay~ n thanks ppl who pei-ed me ytd have such a great day! with the exception of the fall.. hahah.. n blah. yea... haha =X
okok shall enlghten u'all with my weird life..
was in the office.. n trying to sit down on this chair on fri.. then tink i nv sit properly.. n landed my butt on the edge of the chair.. n so the bloody chair rolled away n i twisted my left leg.. n actually nv land on the floor de.. juz tt my leg v painful.. so cnnt tahan.. n fell down n landed on my butt ahhaha.. so cool rite.. but not to worry.. after my fracture n may.. that sprain was nothing liao.. hahahha... n i like manage to go up n down the stairs so pro-ly n normally liao... muahaha.
n yea.. met gaigai after work n went down to paris tog so she can wait for beav.. so pei her walk arnd awhile.. n we ended up spending like almost 1/2 hr choosing earrings at ice lemon tee... hahah madness. but we have 2pairs of nice earrings each now... yayNESS. =) then she sent me home! lalala~
then met ernie sat after work.. to watch geisha.. met gaigai n beav so she can give us the discount coupon first.. n i saw beav n started laughing.. n he saw me oso mouth open big big.. so gaigai was standiiing in the middle there n.. "ok so u'all r very amused by each other's hair.." HAHA. ok.. hahaha...
yea.. then so cheated.. the coupon cnnt use.. =X hahahah.. nwae.. geisha is SO SO SO NICE!!!! it's a MUST WATCH! hahaha... i tink it's as nice or nicer than mao mao gang guo~ lol.
yeapz. then met bert n mab wif ernie tog after e movie.. n the 4 of us went literally crazy... hahaha.. n the toy's'us bear yo-yo-yo'ed at us!!! oh my goodNESS. it was damn hilarious la... hahahah.. =) had so much fun.. thanx guys for the day... =) altho it ended with a fall... hahaha.. i juz wanna murder the person who threw the transparent looking thing on the floor... mk me so unglam.. so many ppl turned to stare laa... =X
okok ppl pls b happy? =)
oh ya ernie i wanna tell u something.. red panties most certainly dun bring gd luck considering my injuries sustained hahaha.
hUitiNg stRange... 1/22/2006 11:33:00 AM
