Friday, March 10, 2006
haha i'm BURSTING with things to say. but nvm. i'll keep my cool. will gif u guys a full update when everything's settled.
hUitiNg stRange... 3/10/2006 08:37:00 PM
okok i really shouldn't have read it. hmmmm =(
hUitiNg stRange... 3/10/2006 08:34:00 AM
yayyyyyyyyyyyyy. my blog got song liao! hahaha.. abit long to load tho... =X but nvm... my song is nicer than porkie's!! -nehh- MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
hUitiNg stRange... 3/10/2006 08:08:00 AM
haha wat's new? i'm late for work again! but i'm so siannnnnnnn. dun feel like going/going so early! ahahahas.
saw yt online. chatted abit. i ask her whether wan meet not then she say can kao lu kao lu.. then got me so excited for awhile liao then she say meeting a fren online at 9.. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
someone wake up n entertain meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. haha opened pork's blog juz to listen to the music.. lol. so nice! :)
zzzz.
hUitiNg stRange... 3/10/2006 07:34:00 AM
Thursday, March 09, 2006
erm.. sorry '1 of the disjointed'.. i juz saying how i feel ma.. u dun agree oso dun hafta listen to me.. haha. juz do wat u tink is right ba.. everyone is entitled to his/her own opinion..
anyway.. reason why i said those shit was cuz someone once told me something meaningful.. "why do ppl condemn someone juz bcoz of one thing he did? then wat happens to the rest of all the good things he used to do?" ok so u may say one thing is often enough to condemn a person.. but yea.. i choose to believe in the former. =)
besides.. i tink it's really qute tiring.. u haf to come up with a list of vulgarities to scold them with.. then finish thinking le still have to come up with another list of the ugliest ways they can die blahblahblah. hahaha.. which by the time i come up with so many lists i myself die le.. blahhh. nwae.. i nv pretend i dun hate him oso.. i really dun hate him le ma.. haha watever. that's not the pt i guess..
oooh. today work was kinda funny. debbie didn't come.. so i sat at her place. haha i always go arnd using ppl's comp de.. cuz my comp sucks.. the mouse like half-dead le.. so always do work so slow cnnt jiao cai.. hahaha. but since almost everyday got ppl nv come so i very long nv use my own comp oso le hahaha. yah point is.. so i was sitting beside my eye candy... wooo~ haha cool huh.. but actually i oso quite sian of him le.. what's the use of a cute butt when he's sitting down half the time? hahaha. ok so he's quite good-looking too... but that's besides the point.. hahaha. ok so nwae.. he started showing me pictures of his fren.. -_-'' then he asked me whether this guy shuai anot.. then i said ok lo.. cuz only can see side view ma.. then he was like.. "huh?? ok er yi ar??" then he show me another guy.. then i said the previous photo one nicer.. then he say ya lo ya lo.. then something abt.. "xia si wo.. ta zhe yang shuai le ni hai jiang ta ok er yi.." hahaha.. then he show more another few more guys.. then i juz say the first one most shuai lo.. then i was like "why ur hp all guys photo de? " hahaha then he look so embarrassed. LOL. then he juz mumbled something abt he seldom take photos de n blah which i tink is out of pt.. then he insisted on showing me one last guy.. then he kp saying very shuai de.. then he showed me i was like.. huh? not very shuai ma. then he say is the first guy who's side view i said is very shuai de.... -_-''' HAHAHA. pengz. ya now u get an idea of how boring data entry gets n the things ppl do to entertain themselves.. zzz... but ya.. i heard my eye candy very shy n meek infront of his own gf de.. lol. so funny.. cnnt imagine lo. he's like so macho n ego type. whole day act like he's gods gift to girls. then infront of gf............ =XxX
okok i want to go watch tv le. mayb come online again later ba..tadaz.
hUitiNg stRange... 3/09/2006 08:08:00 PM
ok looking at the time i posted this stupid post obviously means that i'm late for work but i dun really gif a damn. hahahha.
okok i reply tags first.
seth: ok u dun hafta kp reminding me that i'm fat thanks... haha
jun: haha ok.. jog all u want... jog with thy fishballs!! lol. so out of pt. hahaha
temp bf: yes i noe u wld nv b jealous.. cuz u r juz temp staff.. haha
yuyu: there's nothing i can do abt ur hunger.. haha.. but since u'r the only one who understands my crap.. u can help me recruit my temp staff le..
jaren: get ur pay from yuyu thanks haha.
secret admirer: lol pls do not tell me u r jess... zzz..
beavan: yah stop encouraging ppl to jio me.. i'm like still in 1/2sianed mood haha. n obviously the secret admirer is a poser la. lol. ya u're welcome for the card. take care.
temp bf again: yes yes... got u no wonder no other guys dare to gett near me... wahaha.
okok. i wanted to upload songs to my hp.. but i realise i cnnt find the card reader! haha pro liao lo. all the more proves that this type of things should always rely on gorgor. hahaha watever. since i'm here might as well blog.
ok.. tues was planning the surprise for gaigai..zzz. waste so much time n saliva n sms still cnnt get everyone to turn up! haha paiseh.. one is last min cnnt make it the other one is dowan to mk it... =X ok then erm.. met beav, yuyu, jun, ernie.. ate at the boring sun plaza.. then ernie dowan lemme entertain him on the bus.. ok nvm haha. he got beavan to entertain him with tekong ghost stories instead then kenna freaked out until lidat wahaha. huo gai lo. who ask u dowan lemme entertain u. ahahhas. then yea lo.. nothing much oso.. juz sat arnd the rm n talk n watched abit of tv then went home le cuz super late liao.. blahblahblah. i dunno wat to say le? haha ok i shall comment separately.
erm.. gaigai pls dun b too sad.. i'm sure that before u decided to b tog with him u shld have expected the disjointed thing to happen le.. u see that time i tog with him den know le. like beav come join us for lunch all the dans will welcome him.. but yk comes everyone will gif black face.. ya. so it's juz a matter of wu neng wei li n getting used to it.. like i have for the past yr.. =X n ya.. dun take things so hard la.. somethings that r meant to b will alwasy stay that way.. even if u make the extra effort to change it also cnnt change de.. the problem doesn't always lies with u, but rather the ppl whose views u r trying to change. like i keep telling u.. we all need time to accept the reality. blahblahblah. i keep on nagging. i hope i'm not becoming too yk. or else i'll bang my head on the wall. ahahas.
ok the rest of the ppl who belongs to part of the disjointed sets.. haha. erm.. i oso duno wat to say actually. i guess i understand why everyone cnnt stand him. but yea.. if he's bad or he wants to be bad, so be it lo. none of our business oso le ma. u'all whole day gif him black face dowan to see him wun change anything.. only make other ppl unhappy oso. see i kan po hong chen le so much happier now! haha.. ok that's besides the pt.. but ya.. if he's really that bad.. he kenna scolded n cursed for so many ppl for like 2wks le.. he got what he deserved already also la. i tink his life already shortened by 10yrs liao lo. so u'all can da ren you da liang dun ji jiao liao la. zzz. i tink i still sound naggy. *bangs wall*
yay-ness.
ppl have been coming up for the past few days n keep telling me they r proud of me! ahahas. thank u!! i'm proud of myself too! ok so many ppl telling me so many things that i've been learning so much.. haha.
xing fu shi kan de tou er bu shi she bu de ta de suo you.. yay~ that's quite true. once u learn to forgive n forget.. life is so much easier.. not like u dun forgive the somebody, somebody will b ultra miserable or wat.. if he can do watever he did to u, shows that u dun matter anymore or matter so much to him le. so no point dwelling on the sad stuff. no point wasting time being sad over someone who doesn't gif a damn to u yea? same thing to beavan.. u so worked up abt yk oso no use.. he already dun care abt me do u tink he will even look u in the eye? zzz... spend ur two weeks looking at more gals la.. think of boys for what?? not like u like yk... -_-''' ok as usual i'm getting out of pt.. ok nvm. point is.. the faster u face up to the truth the faster u get over it. like that day in the hospital.. i admit i was sad to see them so sweet..but at least it waked me up in some sense. it highlighted the issue that things will nv be the same with him again. it's really really time to move on.. that's why i kept encouraging u to go her hse too.. wanted u to face it.. cuz after that it'll b easier to move on already.. u won't b holding on to something that cnnt b held on to anymore.. but mayb it didn't worked for u... sorry then.. bleah. =X n anyway yk wasn't in the toilet too haha.
ok for this whole period of time everyone has been telling me to get back to my cheerful crazy self again. hint hint..am i always THAT crazy? haha ok.. i tink ppl r used to seeing huiting smiling then crying.. esp. my sec sch frens.. i rmb bert used to tell me.. "huiting mei chu xian wo men hai hen zhen chang de.. ta yi chu xian wo men jiu pei ta yi qi ki siao.." ahahhas. goes to show i have the natural flare to land ppl up at IMH. =) ok pt is i tink that part of me changed for the one yr i was tog with yk.. strange ain't it? i guessed i got so used to someone caring for me that i stopped caring so much for my other frens.. which is kind of sad now i tink abt it.. i rather go back to caring for my frens.. cuz i know that my frens will nv hurt me.. but boyfriends can. haha.. so yeap. i shall go back to being the gal that everyone is used to having around to cheer them up n drive them crazy! actually i tink i already more or less better after i break up with him le lo.. haha. yeap. i'll be my old self again! :)
n to yk.. forgive le doesn't mean nothing happened before. n this para is for gaigai to read also.. it's quite impossible for the 4 of us to b good good frens again le if u know wat i mean.. just trying to persuade beavan will b hard enough already. it's almost like mission impossible. n like i said... it'll only b a teeny bit eaiser to convince me. haha. ok i'm quite mean. but yea.. like i said. forgive doesn't mean nv happened before. n since it happened already.. there will be bound to have irreversible changes. n the more u try to reverse the changes, the more it will hurt the ppl involved if u get what i mean? ok dun understand then ask me..
n mab... pls cheer up!! we meet on sat ok.. then we go out! yay.. haha... n i got postcard for u too!! haha ok.. i've been like writing postcards for the whole world lidat... ok but nvm.. goes to show that i'm slowly healing already! :) ya hang on tite in there dear frens! *hugs*
hUitiNg stRange... 3/09/2006 07:36:00 AM
Monday, March 06, 2006
ok i juz had this very action packed day.
first i went to work. i walk until outside the office gate le. then huiyu sms all that. called her back. so we decided go see gaigai at the hospital. ya if u'all still dunno she's hospitalised.
ok so called yk ask the room all that then he's still as irritating. muahaha. i'm sorry but i can't resist the urge to suan u. watever. then ya. went toa payoh meet yuyu eat breakfast. then took bus to hosp. n yk's still being irritating. n great great great gandmotherish. then dropped by the shop to buy mag for her. see i so liao jie u lo. i live in hosp b4 de. i know that hospitalised ppl dun need flowers n all that shit to mk them feel better. they juz need PRACTICAL stuff to entertain them. hahaha. n i bot the mag u like! yay. clever me. hahaha. then yea. sprung surprise on her! n like she had to take blood test so huiyu n i went out of the rm n left her alone with yk... then huiyu like.. u realise u'all wearing the same tshirt? n i'm like SHIT. wth??? eeeeeeeeeeeeks. hahahahah ok. so disgusting. watever. then ya. went back again to entertain gaigai. then yk got bladder problem. muahaha. then so cool one. the doc called her to tell her of the diagnosis.. hahaha. so fang bian wor? n i dun understand the diagnosis oso. some balloon in right lung then dunno wat bi duno wat yan.. then some inflamation or something. so luan. then still got something to do with fingers too long?? wth. then wat's wrong with my fingers too? hahah. n still got wat mafan syndrome which only gaigai understands hahaha. -_-''' but yea.. thanks for replying my letter tho u were so sick already gal :) yeap. i'll reply it soon too.. hope by the time u'll b out of hosp n running le! tk care meanwhile. =)
so yea. wasn't in the best mood after leaving the hosp. so huiyu n i decided to feast. so we finally settled at swensens. n ordered so many stuff. so yah. i'm sinful now. watever calories i burnt in my short run ytd is back again. hahaha. ARGHHHHH.
ok then huiyu n i did the most absurd thing ever. we went to popular to buy PRIMARY SIX test papers to do. wahahah. pro liao lo. cuz quite bored then so long nv do pri maths le. haha so we went to orchard n sit at starbucks to do pri6 maths. -_-''' then i forget everything le. so shi bai. then i gave up 1/2way n started stoning n reading gaigai's letter le. only huiyu the brave perservered. lol. so wu liao of us hahaha.
ok my bestie if u're reading this.. it's useless for me to tell u not to b upset cuz u'll still b upset i tink. but yea.. juz try every single chance no matter how slim they r.. then if u tink ur teacher makes sense.. listen to him n go back first. if everything turns out fine after the posting results come out then u stop sch ba. if not jus cont.. 1/2 a yr will pass very quickly de..trust me.. n by then u haf studied everything twice le.. so u have advantage over the rest too! *jiayou... dun gif up on hope! *hugs*
n beavan... i jus realised these 2days that i'm stronger than u after all! yay~ hahaha.. so my turn to tell u this... pls b strong n stand up again! i'm already picking my butt up from all the shit n crap n moving on le. so u do that first. n i shall copy u. WITH ME CONFIRM CAN DE!! wahaha. lame la. watever. jiayou.. nid a fren call me :)
n ya.. girls GIRLS. pls stop matchmaking me already!! i'm not desperate or something laaa. aiyo. i've juz broken up with a guy like 1+wk ago... ok mayb u can insist 2mnths ago... but the idea is.. i duneed a bf nowwwwwwwww. n it's qute ridiculous to matchmake me with THREE GUYS looooo. omg. do i look like i need a bf NOW? hahaha. so lame laaaaa. yeap. temp bf will b gd enough. n ya... i'm recruiting temp staff... 10bucks per hr... hahaha. interested? lame shit. hahaha. watever. dun tink anyone will understand my crap. ahahas. =p
k la gtg le! tk care frens! :)
hUitiNg stRange... 3/06/2006 08:01:00 PM
Sunday, March 05, 2006
yay. i finally bot my new hp! hahaha. nokia 6230i. sorry jess..wo dui bu qi ni. you call me not to buy n i still buy le. but it's so prettaay. =)
oh i tink my dad's kind of weird today. or rather. out of the sorts. he bot me eye patches. those for eye bags or watever u call them de. then kp nagging me to slp early n blah. then we went out to go get hp de shi hou.. he pull me go buy supplements! haha. brain boosters. -_-''' he say i nid to improve blood circulation in my brain so that will more ling huo. hahahhaa. ok. i shall take that as a compliment. -_-'''
then met temp bf, lj, hx. yay. happy. hahaha. walked arnd n blah. chatted. shopped. bot this baby pooh for my godsis! haha. cuz she's always wide asleep at nite.. so i tink got companion play with her better! hahaha. then she wun b so bored at nite n kp wailing n bring the whole hse down. ahahas.
:)
hUitiNg stRange... 3/05/2006 10:48:00 PM
ok.. just cut out the cs dans pic from the bian se wallet cuz its stuck to the plastic n i can't take it out w/o destroying pork's face.. so the wallet is officially destroyed. n i just dumped it down the rubbish chute. so there's no turning back from this pt onwards.
i'll be strong. :)
hUitiNg stRange... 3/05/2006 11:32:00 AM
ok i'm sitting infront of the comp typing n stinking up the room at the same time. hahaha. finally after so many months of snuggling up n slouching around.. someone finally convinced me to exercise... hahahah. guess who? ok not impt. anyway.. woke up at 7+ n went jogging for arnd 1/2hr... n on my way to the park.. saw this group of guys in cv clothes entering the cab.. but they r ns guys cuz they have eggheads. haha. ok durian heads. that's not the pt. anyway.. went for my jog n all that in the shirt i slept in.. cuz the park got noone familiar so i juz anyhow wear.. n got this big bugs bunny on my shirt. n i was wearing chungcheng shorts. so u imagine how ridiculous i looked? hahaha.. nwae.. reached home n saw this sms from andy n he said he SAW ME. omg. talk abt lose image. then initially i tot he was the grp of guys boarding the cab. then he say no, he just booked out n on his way home from camp in his dad's car then he saw me in the middle of the road. which was worse. cuz i was on my way back from jogging already. which means bugs bunny is sweating like hell n looking unglam! hahahah. then andy said.. u got image to lose meh? n i'm like. okkkkkkkkk. watever. hahahaha.
yeap. just blogged a para of crap. realised i'm good at blogging crap. hahaha.
nwae.. the last time i went jogging at the PARK (the rest of the times was just arnd the estate..) was like j1 or something? dunno when i was very fan about fj or victor? haha. point taken. do i only jog when i'm bothered about guys? lol. that's kind of stupid yea? anyway the park is nice to jog in! i hate jogging in estatees. i will jog one round only n feel like puking. dunno why. mayb pollution wahaha. watever. yay... i oso dunno how long i jog just now.. lost track of the distance cuz the how many meters on the ground disappeared after 700m... haha.. then i just anyhow jog le.. but shld b arnd 2-3k but.. yay. i'm slowly regaining my stamina! hahaha. OH YAH. i saw this woman jogging with her daughter. then she was wearing like only a nike sportsbra n trackpants! then she has this to-die-for ABS.(i can picture beavan drooling..haha) hahahah. which reminded me of the gym duty days when we all tried so hard to train for abs. n it was kinda funny how everyone did their crunches differently. haha.
okok enough about my boring jogging adventure.
yay. went to fish n co. to eat on fri with jaren n mab. the first thing i said when i saw jaren was.. "why do u have so much hair??" hahahha. ok so it was kinda fun n funny. oh it was the glasshouse one at dhobby. n guess what? the band or watever was singing downstairs(we were sitting upstairs..) then there was a blackout! hahaha. so sad.. so the singer disappeared. n we assumed she went out to smoke her marlboro menthol. hahaha. cuz after she came back she was abit on the high side lol. n she started singing halfway... n the lights went off again! wahhaha. so funny. so we actually finished eating already n they were like saying.. let's not call for the bill first. we shall stay on to record the no. of blackouts. HAHA. so lame..... but they only blacked out twice la. n the singing got unbearable hahaha. the gal went shouting.."and the reason is YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU." so we decided to get out... hahaha. yay~ nwae i tink it will b quite romantic if they just keep the lights on for the 1st floor n provide candlelight dinner on the 2nd floor for couples. it's a very nice idea lo. haha... they shld BUY my idea. haha fat hope. hahaha got this group of ppl so lame..they celebrating fren's bdae.. then when blackout they sing happy bdae song all that with SPARKLERS. lol. but it looked kind of nice! ^^ hahaha ok. then just walked about ps n went home le. yea. thanks jaren for bringing 2 depressed gals out n cheering them up! haha.. yes u r a nice guy.. yay~ ^^
XU SHUYA STOP TALKING NONSENSE. hahahaha. ;p
okok. then ytd went to watch this boring movie with mab n shuwen... it's so BORING. n we were sitting at the 2nd row from the front n i like half falling asleep n half straining my neck... hahaha. the only funny thing abt the movie is that this guy screwed 3generations of the girls in a family.. yeap. the grandma, the mother n the daughter. omg. wad a bastard. hahaha.
yeap. walked abt n all that later. then shuwen left after we walked to bugis. n it's quite depressing that even emily wallets can't cheer me up.. =( haha ok.. then finally saw this nice billabong wallet n the salesgirl spoiled my mood. hahaha. ok nvm. i still bot a nice wallet. but it's kinda small you mei you? then beavan like "so small u buy for wat?" n i said "its nice ma..." then he like "ok that's reason enough" hahaha so i realise guys r not very practical like i imagined. lol.
yeap. blah. went to see my godsis at nite.. mummy warned me to go at nite.. cuz she'll be sleeping in the day n wide awake at nite... so i went at almost 8? then erm... she was awake.. but ah yi lemme carry her while she prepared the milk for her... then she fell asleep in my arms!! awwwwwwwwww. so cute. hahaha. she looked so sweet.... but i want to play with her!! boo hooo... then she's so soundly asleep. argh. then mummy said.. when i tell u to come at nite i mean 12midnight. hahaha. pro liao lo. yeap. went home while she was still asleep. hahaha
then oso nothing much liao.. slacked arnd n talked on the phone.
ok i shall reply beavan here b4 i forget...
hahaha ok.. i noe it sounds wrong.. but yes i noe there's a connection. ahahahas. yah n i guess everyone knows why.. so u dun hafta explain why... hahaha n ok.. point taken. u dun have to lower urself to compare with him.. so i shall do it the other way round.. he's an infinity to the power of infinity times worse than u... hahaha. u know the lenz law that handsign? the triple L de.. my fren once said before it symbolises Loser,Lamer,Lan. hahaha. ok suits him. lol. happy? hahah got girl say u cute ar? wahahaha. i tink u look like hamster sometimes. hahaha. but hamsters dun walk like ahbengs. lol. ok out of point. no la.. seriously i tink u look better with ur balding head. all the guys looked better than last time on wednesday than when they were studying in sa. prob cuz of the balding eggheads n the tan.. argh. i love tan guys! lalala~ ok off topic le. hahaha. but point being.. u know who is dotty? i tink u look like him! hahaha. ooops. n i told him that on wed n he like "wah suddenly jieru becomes my gf..." n i like "ermmmmmmm....." ok then i dunno wat to say.. cuz i tink yk wld like to tell them himself.. so i shut up. cuz if i tell i wld b biased then he got more reason to find excuses to cover up for himself. ok that's VERY off topic le. like why do i tell u this? haha. ok back to replying u.. n i know u just complimented me on being not-so-dumb... but i still dunno why? hahah.. pls explain? lol. i got say anything that hinted i noe wat a man wants meh?? hahaha. -_-''' ok i'm still quite sotong. watever~ oh yah... i must learn my colleague.. he said on vday.. "i'm giving out free hugs today!" lol. ok so now i shall give out free FRIEND HUGS too... but i presume u dowan so i take it back! yay. hahaha. so lame.. no la.. i anything de.. u want then take it or else u leave it! sounds wrong. nvm. TEMP BF IF U R READING THIS PLS B JEALOUS. hahaha. so lame.. ok nvm. i shall hug my temp bf one day too.. he's quite sad nowadays. *hugs temp bf* ok this shouldn't b appearing in this para too... lol. ok enough of crap. go grab ur gal soon!! ^^ N BTW. can u stop sounding i'm desperate to chat with u everytime u sms?? hello??? i look THAT fragile meh? thanks laa.. hahaha. ok I AM STRONG! yay. i jogged so i m strong hahaha. out of pt. but yay..i can b stronger than i appear lo.. so dun underestimate me! ask my frens if u dun believe :p
yay. gaigai recieved my letter while i was tagging her board. i dunno why her district postman works on sunday morning in the first place. hahaha. ok that's besides the point.. but yah.. am just glad u r not offended :)
oh ya.. made a colleague very happy on friday.. she was like so super bored n tired. then i took out my yearbook lent her.. n her face immediately lit up like some lightbulb. hahahha. cuz her ex in sa de.. n she still likes him ma.. ok. then i lent her for a day.. then she came back on sat n say her sis (who's in sa too now..) also got the yearbook.. -_-''' hahaha. then she saying like the ex like this gal.. then she ask me is which one.. then the only photo i can find of the gal is with her eyes half-closed de.. so she was very happy. cuz she says she's prettier than e gal. lol. so funny... ok but in a way i cheered her up! lol. yay~ ^^
oh btw.. thanks to all who tagged. u r all nice ppl! yay~ hahaha. tk care ok.. :) n ya huiyu.. i cnnt b bothered by my skin oso.. haha. so if u no time to do oso duneed to do la hahaha.
ok dunno wat to say le. go bathe n eat breakfast!
i still miss yunxue! :X
hUitiNg stRange... 3/05/2006 09:07:00 AM
