missin' u, needin' u, luvin' u...

2006-08-18T09:47:00.000+08:00

jay - shan hu hai

(:

2006-03-16T07:19:00.000+08:00

haha. enough is enough. u'all can call me selfish or bitchy or immature or watever. i just wanna SELFISHLY MOVE ON. so i'm moving my blog to put an IMMEDIATE STOP to all this shit. moving to somewhere out of reach of the ppl who thinks they r doing me a favour by hurting me. it's time to let go. if there's anything i've learnt at all from you... is that wat's not meant to be will not be no matter how hard u try.

i'm giving up.

the rest of u.. pls contact me or ppl who already know to get my new url. n pls DO NOT LINK ME. at least not for the time being....... thank u.

2006-03-14T21:56:00.000+08:00

okok i tink alot off ppl dying to know if i'm ok.. i tell u'all wat i did today ba! haha

firstly.. read blogs in the morning. sadded(ernest copyright). beavan called. sadded(ernest copyright) too. HAHA.(i'm laughing at the ernest copyright..not cuz i'm sad..) ok yah. then nvm.. went to meet mab. went for mac breakfast at singpost! yayNESS(erNESS copyright) hahaha. then went to cchs! YAYNESS(EC new definition = ernest copyright) ahahas. then stoned n listen to them rehearse for concert... soooooooooooooo nice. they can b nice if they want to lo. hahaha. then like.. quite happy.. cuz really miss singing n all that.. as in singing in a CHOIR. it's juz dfferent from singing alone. =) n reuben is still saddist n bian tai as ever.. HAHA. but that's wat makes everyone sing nicely ironically! ^^ ok yeap. blahblahblah. lj n pinks came too! :)

went to toapayoh after that with lj n mab.. met hx ernie shuwen bert. kbox!! hahaha. SO NICE!!!!!! really enjoyed myself jumping arnd like crazy! ahahas. n like so long nv sing le. although i kp singing out of tune n i know it's very nan ting. but nvm. i get to vent my frustrations! lalala. YAYNESS(EC). ahahas. but lj they'all ALL bully meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. ='( hahaha. win liao loooooo. ok nvm. heck care.. i still had my share of fun!!! thanks my dear frens for cheering me up!! ^^

ok abt jieru n yk.. actually i'm ok with it la. i kind of expected it oso.. so i'm like quite immune to it oso. same goes for beavan. haha. so surprising rite? but yah. we have both grown stronger these few wks le. n besides.. we all know how they r meant for each other n how we r SO NOT meant for each of them respectively! so yah. no hard feelings la.. juz gif them blessings n blah. those ke tao stuff. hahaha.

actally.. i tink of the 4 of us.. ok say 3 first la.. me, yk, gaigai. of the three of us.. i tink i'll b the happiest for NOW. haha. i dun mean to spite u'all or wat hor..dun get the wrong idea! but yea.. u haf each other for now.. n i guess that means alot to u'all n enough for u'all for now.. like gaigai says, simple n happy. haha. but i still tink after i broke up with him i gained the most. i got not juz one person supporting me.. i got MANY frens who stayed by my side n gave me strength. i know now for SURE who are my bestest friendS. ppl who stand up for me n r there for me, n believe in me.. have faith in me. n encouraged me on all the while. n r always there for me when i need a listening ear n am feeling down. ppl who lemme hug them when i'm feeling miserable. frens whom i noe wun hurt me.. =) also, i have new frens who i nv knew wld cared so much if i didn't break up with him.. like beavan for one! i'm glad we helped/are still helping each other tide through this whole thing.. i hope we will still remain frens! n hopefully u find more GIRLFRIENDS. wahaha. then u can stop irritating me MUAHAHA. :p n oso debbie n clara, whom i know wun b reading this.. but nvm. they r my pillars of strength at work! :) YAYNESS!!(EC!) ^^

ok for beavan.. i tink u're not at the losing end either! ^^ at least u find out now that u'all r not meant for each other.. then u can both be free to pursue the ppl really meant for u! :) i tink gaigai is rite.. u will eventually find the RIGHT gal for u! though that certainly doesn't mean u hafta b THAT despo for now LOL. but yeap. if u still feel sad.. juz drop me a call. i said DROP ME A CALL, NOT A SMS TO ASK ME TO CALL. lol. we both have free incoming i know.. but u dun hafta b so mean n make me call all the time. hahaha.

ok gaigai.. erm i'm still abit bewildered by wat's happened. but nvm.. i know u r old enough n experienced n mature to know wat u want.. altho i duno wat u r thinking at all frankly speaking hahaha. but nvm la. i oso duno wat's yk thinking.. that's yk u'all r tog... hahahha. ok i dun mean to sound so mean. but u get the idea rite? nvm.. i tink beavan will get it.. hahaha. but yeap. be happy! make sure u dun regret le ok.. =)

ok lastly to yk the jerk.. as the name still appears on my hp when u call... "Yk The Jerk Calling..." which i find it quite funny now hahaha paiseh. i duno wat's happening to u since i duno wat's happening to gaigai too hahaha. (double get the hint? haha) ok but point is.. go ahead n love her with all u have.. dun disappoint 3ppl again.. i'll be fine i promise(not that u will care zzz.. n dun say u will cuz that will add on to the long-enough-already list of lies u have toldn..) hahaha. yeap. i've come to terms with the fact that u really love her more than u love/likeD(zzz) me. n like i said.. after how u treated me.. i'm immune to it already now. haha. thanks nwae for offering to bring yunxue out to play with me.. but yeap. i tink it'll b kinda weird. n i dun wanna b kidnapped nwae.. hahaha. dun tink she remembers me nwae.. zzz. k la.. duno wat to say oso le.. but yeap. sad to say..ur name will remain as Yk The Jerk forever in my contact list. haha paiseh. wat's done cnnt undone le. =(

ok i'm done! :)

2006-03-14T21:18:00.000+08:00

haha happy day! =)

blog again another day.. talking on the phone..

2006-03-14T07:47:00.000+08:00

bleahhhhhh. somebody enlighten me about wat's happening? why's everything getting more complicated everyday?? =X i wanted to call so many ppl last nite! wanted to call gaigai ask her wat happened n stuff..but figured she'll b talking to beavan.. wanted to call beavan see if he's alright..but figured he'll b talking to gaigai.. wanted to call him..but i dun tink he'll want to talk to me n i duno wat to talk about also n besides huiyu says he's alright... so yea. i still ended up talking to huiyu. -_-'''

bleahhhhhhh. saddedddddddddddd. why's everything so complicated... when's beavan coming back? why the hell does he sound so depressed?? n ok watever made him gave up i guess the idea is there.. but i nid to get the whole clear picture.. n gaigai may i know wat actually happened last nite? did u changed ur mind too? bleahh. i know i have no business in this..but i'm juz worried for all my frens involved. bleahh. =(

why's everyone sadddddddd??? =[

2006-03-13T20:08:00.000+08:00

ok am feeling so much better after reading my friendster testimonials! hahaha. it's nice to know that at such a rotten time when everything is screwed up, u still have ppl who appreciate u so much n care for u.. ppl whom u matter to, or once mattered to.. whether u have now drifted apart from them! yay~ at least i can say i'll rmb these ppl for life. =)

2006-03-13T19:21:00.000+08:00

wooo. my blog got new song! haha.. not very new la.. but juz suddenly like it. yay~

hmmm yeap. not in a very gd mood today.. but nvm.. i'll survive! hahaha.

oh yah.. chatted with ada on the phone last nite.. cool. super long nv talk to her le.. yay~ =)

chatted online with yt today morning b4 gg off to work.. then she brightened my day! haha. cuz.. she thanked me for this thing that i did long ago which i dun even rmb.. but she still rmbs... n is so grateful for it. haha. isn't it amzing how a little thing u do to help others sometimes u dun even realise u're helping but they rmb such things for life? :)

yayNESS. hahaha

2006-03-13T07:36:00.000+08:00

before i forget... gaigai why i always tag ur board u nv tag mineeeeeeeee.
haha.

ok i'm late for work again lol.

nwae... ytd was kind of cool. went to meet ernie for nus openhouse. gaigai called to talk with me from my hse to clementi.. hahaha. n she is JEALOUS. hahaha. we should be starting a catfight soon over ernie... MUAHAHA. cool~ ok out of pt. then we like took the wrong bus which nv stop at the part of nus where the openhse is.. so hafta hike up there.. chuan shan yue ling.... haha.. cool rite.. i was wearing heels lo. thanks laa. hahaha. at least he didn't got me lost la.. haha. ok then first person we saw was dotty! hahaha. then uhhh. yeap. saw weisiong n toon too!! hahaha. then got this person we kp walking past ALOT of times.. then ernie say is charmine's ex.. however u spell the name haha. yah it got too hot n boring.. so we left.. n ernie say he want go chapt2 cut hair.. so we went marina.. n like got super alot of ppl there.. cuz suntec having computer fair zzz. ok then i learnt that 2 indecisive ppl cnnt go eat tog.. cuz we spent like 20min++ deciding wat to eat. hahahha. ok then this part must put in caps to ci ji alot of ppl... MAB BERT I WENT TO EAT CARL'S JUNIOR. yay~ hahahah. nice. then actually i in hurry to leave le.. but thinking ernie cut hair shld b wun tk too long n i wanted to see his new hairstyle too! so went to stone n watch him cut hair. then he ask the person to cut short. so the person literally cut short. -_-'' hahaha. then he so sadded. lol. then me left for my relative's hse go c my godsis.. =)

yayness. ERNESS. hahahahahhaha.

oh my godsis was finally wide awake for once! haha i go see her she always sleeping de.. then played with her for awhile.. haha. then she so funny... my ahyi was listening to the 4D results on radio. then i playing with her.. then she kp stretching.. ^^ then like entertaining herself with her hands.. -_-'' then the 4D results finish liao.. n she juz suddenly fall asleep. HAHA. 4D turns her off! lol. so cuteeeeeeeee. then the other kids suddenly came running in from nxt door(my uncle stays nxt door de..) n pulled me to their hse to play.. hahaha. -stunned- i didn't even know got so many kids come.. haha. so bo bian juz went lo. then the 'xiao zhu ren' of the hse is such a spoiled brat lo. play game also cheat. then dun get her way n all that then SCREAM n CRY. so horrible. =X then they playing with the ribena tumbler.. then got this heavy packet of thing stick at the bottom to kp the thing from falling down de ma.. then she play until so chor lor keep kicking the tumbler.. then the packet of thing came falling down. means the tumbler cnnt stand le lo.. so like tumbler cnnt stand obviously is cnnt play le lo. then she start screaming n crying n scolding this other cousin for spoiling it... -_-'' n everyone was like huh? cuz we all saw is she spoil de.. hahaha. then she even ran back nxt door (where all the adults r..) n complain to that cousin's mother... hahaha. pro liao. so stunned. =X then when she finally quieten down le then wan drag everyone back to her hse to play..nobody dare to play with her le. haha sadded lo.

blahhhhhhhhhhh. ok i shld go work le la. cya guys~ :)

2006-03-12T10:54:00.000+08:00

ok juz stumbled upon something... but that's besides the pt.. =X

ok nwae.. the BURSTING with excitement thingy.. i still can't talk abt it.. so nvm.. nwae.. i'm not that excited abt it anymore.. =(

hmmm yeap. so went out ytd with mab shuwen huiyu ernie bert.. hahaha. went ernie's MC openhse to look see.. hahaha. saw so many familiar faces! the peter laoshi, fang zhong hua, ruth, sugi, weichong blahblahblah. hahahah ok then uhhh yah.. listen to them sing lo.. yayyy~ ernie rocks! shihui rocks! muahaha. ohhhhhhh the zhiwen laoshi sing the gou gou shou until soooooooooooooooooooooooo nice. hahahaha i'm meltingggggggggg. lol. n the peter laoshi sing.. everyone was like -stunned look- hahaha. wooooooooooo.

went to orchard after that.. fooled arnd in subway.. then walked arnd lo... hahaha. ernie n i got the sudden urge to sing kbox!!! but like.. 6+ liao.. so if sing 7 de.. v ex n v late enddd. saddedddddddd. hahaha. nvm another day ba.. then walk arnd somemore... stone liao then go home... hahaha.

ohhhhhhhhh.

CHUA YEOW KHENG. PLS STOP CALLING ME EVERYDAY TO ASK ME STUPID QUESTIONS. PLS GET IT CLEAR THAT OUR STATUS NOW IS X. SO U CAN JOLLY WELL SAVE YOUR WEIRD QUESTIONS FOR YOUR PRESENT DEAR. AND PLS LA. EVEN IF U WANT TO ASK CAN U CALL ONE TIME N ASK ALL AT ONE GO. ALTHOUGH I GOT FREE INCOMING N YOU DON'T HAVE FREE OUTGOING, BUT MY SALIVA N HP BATT IS MORE PRECIOUS THEN YOUR STUPID TALKTIME.
thank you very much.

lalala~ oh i got so much to say but i duno wat to say anymore. hahaha. nvm. tell u guys another time.. *shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

2006-03-10T20:37:00.000+08:00

haha i'm BURSTING with things to say. but nvm. i'll keep my cool. will gif u guys a full update when everything's settled.

2006-03-10T08:34:00.000+08:00

okok i really shouldn't have read it. hmmmm =(

2006-03-10T08:08:00.000+08:00

yayyyyyyyyyyyyy. my blog got song liao! hahaha.. abit long to load tho... =X but nvm... my song is nicer than porkie's!! -nehh- MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

2006-03-10T07:34:00.000+08:00

haha wat's new? i'm late for work again! but i'm so siannnnnnnn. dun feel like going/going so early! ahahahas.

saw yt online. chatted abit. i ask her whether wan meet not then she say can kao lu kao lu.. then got me so excited for awhile liao then she say meeting a fren online at 9.. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

someone wake up n entertain meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. haha opened pork's blog juz to listen to the music.. lol. so nice! :)

zzzz.

2006-03-09T20:08:00.000+08:00

erm.. sorry '1 of the disjointed'.. i juz saying how i feel ma.. u dun agree oso dun hafta listen to me.. haha. juz do wat u tink is right ba.. everyone is entitled to his/her own opinion..

anyway.. reason why i said those shit was cuz someone once told me something meaningful.. "why do ppl condemn someone juz bcoz of one thing he did? then wat happens to the rest of all the good things he used to do?" ok so u may say one thing is often enough to condemn a person.. but yea.. i choose to believe in the former. =)

besides.. i tink it's really qute tiring.. u haf to come up with a list of vulgarities to scold them with.. then finish thinking le still have to come up with another list of the ugliest ways they can die blahblahblah. hahaha.. which by the time i come up with so many lists i myself die le.. blahhh. nwae.. i nv pretend i dun hate him oso.. i really dun hate him le ma.. haha watever. that's not the pt i guess..

oooh. today work was kinda funny. debbie didn't come.. so i sat at her place. haha i always go arnd using ppl's comp de.. cuz my comp sucks.. the mouse like half-dead le.. so always do work so slow cnnt jiao cai.. hahaha. but since almost everyday got ppl nv come so i very long nv use my own comp oso le hahaha. yah point is.. so i was sitting beside my eye candy... wooo~ haha cool huh.. but actually i oso quite sian of him le.. what's the use of a cute butt when he's sitting down half the time? hahaha. ok so he's quite good-looking too... but that's besides the point.. hahaha. ok so nwae.. he started showing me pictures of his fren.. -_-'' then he asked me whether this guy shuai anot.. then i said ok lo.. cuz only can see side view ma.. then he was like.. "huh?? ok er yi ar??" then he show me another guy.. then i said the previous photo one nicer.. then he say ya lo ya lo.. then something abt.. "xia si wo.. ta zhe yang shuai le ni hai jiang ta ok er yi.." hahaha.. then he show more another few more guys.. then i juz say the first one most shuai lo.. then i was like "why ur hp all guys photo de? " hahaha then he look so embarrassed. LOL. then he juz mumbled something abt he seldom take photos de n blah which i tink is out of pt.. then he insisted on showing me one last guy.. then he kp saying very shuai de.. then he showed me i was like.. huh? not very shuai ma. then he say is the first guy who's side view i said is very shuai de.... -_-''' HAHAHA. pengz. ya now u get an idea of how boring data entry gets n the things ppl do to entertain themselves.. zzz... but ya.. i heard my eye candy very shy n meek infront of his own gf de.. lol. so funny.. cnnt imagine lo. he's like so macho n ego type. whole day act like he's gods gift to girls. then infront of gf............ =XxX

okok i want to go watch tv le. mayb come online again later ba..tadaz.

2006-03-09T07:36:00.000+08:00

ok looking at the time i posted this stupid post obviously means that i'm late for work but i dun really gif a damn. hahahha.

okok i reply tags first.

seth: ok u dun hafta kp reminding me that i'm fat thanks... haha
jun: haha ok.. jog all u want... jog with thy fishballs!! lol. so out of pt. hahaha
temp bf: yes i noe u wld nv b jealous.. cuz u r juz temp staff.. haha
yuyu: there's nothing i can do abt ur hunger.. haha.. but since u'r the only one who understands my crap.. u can help me recruit my temp staff le..
jaren: get ur pay from yuyu thanks haha.
secret admirer: lol pls do not tell me u r jess... zzz..
beavan: yah stop encouraging ppl to jio me.. i'm like still in 1/2sianed mood haha. n obviously the secret admirer is a poser la. lol. ya u're welcome for the card. take care.
temp bf again: yes yes... got u no wonder no other guys dare to gett near me... wahaha.

okok. i wanted to upload songs to my hp.. but i realise i cnnt find the card reader! haha pro liao lo. all the more proves that this type of things should always rely on gorgor. hahaha watever. since i'm here might as well blog.

ok.. tues was planning the surprise for gaigai..zzz. waste so much time n saliva n sms still cnnt get everyone to turn up! haha paiseh.. one is last min cnnt make it the other one is dowan to mk it... =X ok then erm.. met beav, yuyu, jun, ernie.. ate at the boring sun plaza.. then ernie dowan lemme entertain him on the bus.. ok nvm haha. he got beavan to entertain him with tekong ghost stories instead then kenna freaked out until lidat wahaha. huo gai lo. who ask u dowan lemme entertain u. ahahhas. then yea lo.. nothing much oso.. juz sat arnd the rm n talk n watched abit of tv then went home le cuz super late liao.. blahblahblah. i dunno wat to say le? haha ok i shall comment separately.

erm.. gaigai pls dun b too sad.. i'm sure that before u decided to b tog with him u shld have expected the disjointed thing to happen le.. u see that time i tog with him den know le. like beav come join us for lunch all the dans will welcome him.. but yk comes everyone will gif black face.. ya. so it's juz a matter of wu neng wei li n getting used to it.. like i have for the past yr.. =X n ya.. dun take things so hard la.. somethings that r meant to b will alwasy stay that way.. even if u make the extra effort to change it also cnnt change de.. the problem doesn't always lies with u, but rather the ppl whose views u r trying to change. like i keep telling u.. we all need time to accept the reality. blahblahblah. i keep on nagging. i hope i'm not becoming too yk. or else i'll bang my head on the wall. ahahas.

ok the rest of the ppl who belongs to part of the disjointed sets.. haha. erm.. i oso duno wat to say actually. i guess i understand why everyone cnnt stand him. but yea.. if he's bad or he wants to be bad, so be it lo. none of our business oso le ma. u'all whole day gif him black face dowan to see him wun change anything.. only make other ppl unhappy oso. see i kan po hong chen le so much happier now! haha.. ok that's besides the pt.. but ya.. if he's really that bad.. he kenna scolded n cursed for so many ppl for like 2wks le.. he got what he deserved already also la. i tink his life already shortened by 10yrs liao lo. so u'all can da ren you da liang dun ji jiao liao la. zzz. i tink i still sound naggy. *bangs wall*

yay-ness.

ppl have been coming up for the past few days n keep telling me they r proud of me! ahahas. thank u!! i'm proud of myself too! ok so many ppl telling me so many things that i've been learning so much.. haha. xing fu shi kan de tou er bu shi she bu de ta de suo you.. yay~ that's quite true. once u learn to forgive n forget.. life is so much easier.. not like u dun forgive the somebody, somebody will b ultra miserable or wat.. if he can do watever he did to u, shows that u dun matter anymore or matter so much to him le. so no point dwelling on the sad stuff. no point wasting time being sad over someone who doesn't gif a damn to u yea? same thing to beavan.. u so worked up abt yk oso no use.. he already dun care abt me do u tink he will even look u in the eye? zzz... spend ur two weeks looking at more gals la.. think of boys for what?? not like u like yk... -_-''' ok as usual i'm getting out of pt.. ok nvm. point is.. the faster u face up to the truth the faster u get over it. like that day in the hospital.. i admit i was sad to see them so sweet..but at least it waked me up in some sense. it highlighted the issue that things will nv be the same with him again. it's really really time to move on.. that's why i kept encouraging u to go her hse too.. wanted u to face it.. cuz after that it'll b easier to move on already.. u won't b holding on to something that cnnt b held on to anymore.. but mayb it didn't worked for u... sorry then.. bleah. =X n anyway yk wasn't in the toilet too haha.

ok for this whole period of time everyone has been telling me to get back to my cheerful crazy self again. hint hint..am i always THAT crazy? haha ok.. i tink ppl r used to seeing huiting smiling then crying.. esp. my sec sch frens.. i rmb bert used to tell me.. "huiting mei chu xian wo men hai hen zhen chang de.. ta yi chu xian wo men jiu pei ta yi qi ki siao.." ahahhas. goes to show i have the natural flare to land ppl up at IMH. =) ok pt is i tink that part of me changed for the one yr i was tog with yk.. strange ain't it? i guessed i got so used to someone caring for me that i stopped caring so much for my other frens.. which is kind of sad now i tink abt it.. i rather go back to caring for my frens.. cuz i know that my frens will nv hurt me.. but boyfriends can. haha.. so yeap. i shall go back to being the gal that everyone is used to having around to cheer them up n drive them crazy! actually i tink i already more or less better after i break up with him le lo.. haha. yeap. i'll be my old self again! :)

n to yk.. forgive le doesn't mean nothing happened before. n this para is for gaigai to read also.. it's quite impossible for the 4 of us to b good good frens again le if u know wat i mean.. just trying to persuade beavan will b hard enough already. it's almost like mission impossible. n like i said... it'll only b a teeny bit eaiser to convince me. haha. ok i'm quite mean. but yea.. like i said. forgive doesn't mean nv happened before. n since it happened already.. there will be bound to have irreversible changes. n the more u try to reverse the changes, the more it will hurt the ppl involved if u get what i mean? ok dun understand then ask me..

n mab... pls cheer up!! we meet on sat ok.. then we go out! yay.. haha... n i got postcard for u too!! haha ok.. i've been like writing postcards for the whole world lidat... ok but nvm.. goes to show that i'm slowly healing already! :) ya hang on tite in there dear frens! *hugs*

2006-03-06T20:01:00.000+08:00

ok i juz had this very action packed day.

first i went to work. i walk until outside the office gate le. then huiyu sms all that. called her back. so we decided go see gaigai at the hospital. ya if u'all still dunno she's hospitalised.

ok so called yk ask the room all that then he's still as irritating. muahaha. i'm sorry but i can't resist the urge to suan u. watever. then ya. went toa payoh meet yuyu eat breakfast. then took bus to hosp. n yk's still being irritating. n great great great gandmotherish. then dropped by the shop to buy mag for her. see i so liao jie u lo. i live in hosp b4 de. i know that hospitalised ppl dun need flowers n all that shit to mk them feel better. they juz need PRACTICAL stuff to entertain them. hahaha. n i bot the mag u like! yay. clever me. hahaha. then yea. sprung surprise on her! n like she had to take blood test so huiyu n i went out of the rm n left her alone with yk... then huiyu like.. u realise u'all wearing the same tshirt? n i'm like SHIT. wth??? eeeeeeeeeeeeks. hahahahah ok. so disgusting. watever. then ya. went back again to entertain gaigai. then yk got bladder problem. muahaha. then so cool one. the doc called her to tell her of the diagnosis.. hahaha. so fang bian wor? n i dun understand the diagnosis oso. some balloon in right lung then dunno wat bi duno wat yan.. then some inflamation or something. so luan. then still got something to do with fingers too long?? wth. then wat's wrong with my fingers too? hahah. n still got wat mafan syndrome which only gaigai understands hahaha. -_-''' but yea.. thanks for replying my letter tho u were so sick already gal :) yeap. i'll reply it soon too.. hope by the time u'll b out of hosp n running le! tk care meanwhile. =)

so yea. wasn't in the best mood after leaving the hosp. so huiyu n i decided to feast. so we finally settled at swensens. n ordered so many stuff. so yah. i'm sinful now. watever calories i burnt in my short run ytd is back again. hahaha. ARGHHHHH.

ok then huiyu n i did the most absurd thing ever. we went to popular to buy PRIMARY SIX test papers to do. wahahah. pro liao lo. cuz quite bored then so long nv do pri maths le. haha so we went to orchard n sit at starbucks to do pri6 maths. -_-''' then i forget everything le. so shi bai. then i gave up 1/2way n started stoning n reading gaigai's letter le. only huiyu the brave perservered. lol. so wu liao of us hahaha.

ok my bestie if u're reading this.. it's useless for me to tell u not to b upset cuz u'll still b upset i tink. but yea.. juz try every single chance no matter how slim they r.. then if u tink ur teacher makes sense.. listen to him n go back first. if everything turns out fine after the posting results come out then u stop sch ba. if not jus cont.. 1/2 a yr will pass very quickly de..trust me.. n by then u haf studied everything twice le.. so u have advantage over the rest too! *jiayou... dun gif up on hope! *hugs*

n beavan... i jus realised these 2days that i'm stronger than u after all! yay~ hahaha.. so my turn to tell u this... pls b strong n stand up again! i'm already picking my butt up from all the shit n crap n moving on le. so u do that first. n i shall copy u. WITH ME CONFIRM CAN DE!! wahaha. lame la. watever. jiayou.. nid a fren call me :)

n ya.. girls GIRLS. pls stop matchmaking me already!! i'm not desperate or something laaa. aiyo. i've juz broken up with a guy like 1+wk ago... ok mayb u can insist 2mnths ago... but the idea is.. i duneed a bf nowwwwwwwww. n it's qute ridiculous to matchmake me with THREE GUYS looooo. omg. do i look like i need a bf NOW? hahaha. so lame laaaaa. yeap. temp bf will b gd enough. n ya... i'm recruiting temp staff... 10bucks per hr... hahaha. interested? lame shit. hahaha. watever. dun tink anyone will understand my crap. ahahas. =p

k la gtg le! tk care frens! :)

2006-03-05T22:48:00.000+08:00

yay. i finally bot my new hp! hahaha. nokia 6230i. sorry jess..wo dui bu qi ni. you call me not to buy n i still buy le. but it's so prettaay. =)

oh i tink my dad's kind of weird today. or rather. out of the sorts. he bot me eye patches. those for eye bags or watever u call them de. then kp nagging me to slp early n blah. then we went out to go get hp de shi hou.. he pull me go buy supplements! haha. brain boosters. -_-''' he say i nid to improve blood circulation in my brain so that will more ling huo. hahahhaa. ok. i shall take that as a compliment. -_-'''

then met temp bf, lj, hx. yay. happy. hahaha. walked arnd n blah. chatted. shopped. bot this baby pooh for my godsis! haha. cuz she's always wide asleep at nite.. so i tink got companion play with her better! hahaha. then she wun b so bored at nite n kp wailing n bring the whole hse down. ahahas.

:)

2006-03-05T11:32:00.000+08:00

ok.. just cut out the cs dans pic from the bian se wallet cuz its stuck to the plastic n i can't take it out w/o destroying pork's face.. so the wallet is officially destroyed. n i just dumped it down the rubbish chute. so there's no turning back from this pt onwards.

i'll be strong. :)

2006-03-05T09:07:00.000+08:00

ok i'm sitting infront of the comp typing n stinking up the room at the same time. hahaha. finally after so many months of snuggling up n slouching around.. someone finally convinced me to exercise... hahahah. guess who? ok not impt. anyway.. woke up at 7+ n went jogging for arnd 1/2hr... n on my way to the park.. saw this group of guys in cv clothes entering the cab.. but they r ns guys cuz they have eggheads. haha. ok durian heads. that's not the pt. anyway.. went for my jog n all that in the shirt i slept in.. cuz the park got noone familiar so i juz anyhow wear.. n got this big bugs bunny on my shirt. n i was wearing chungcheng shorts. so u imagine how ridiculous i looked? hahaha.. nwae.. reached home n saw this sms from andy n he said he SAW ME. omg. talk abt lose image. then initially i tot he was the grp of guys boarding the cab. then he say no, he just booked out n on his way home from camp in his dad's car then he saw me in the middle of the road. which was worse. cuz i was on my way back from jogging already. which means bugs bunny is sweating like hell n looking unglam! hahahah. then andy said.. u got image to lose meh? n i'm like. okkkkkkkkk. watever. hahahaha.

yeap. just blogged a para of crap. realised i'm good at blogging crap. hahaha.

nwae.. the last time i went jogging at the PARK (the rest of the times was just arnd the estate..) was like j1 or something? dunno when i was very fan about fj or victor? haha. point taken. do i only jog when i'm bothered about guys? lol. that's kind of stupid yea? anyway the park is nice to jog in! i hate jogging in estatees. i will jog one round only n feel like puking. dunno why. mayb pollution wahaha. watever. yay... i oso dunno how long i jog just now.. lost track of the distance cuz the how many meters on the ground disappeared after 700m... haha.. then i just anyhow jog le.. but shld b arnd 2-3k but.. yay. i'm slowly regaining my stamina! hahaha. OH YAH. i saw this woman jogging with her daughter. then she was wearing like only a nike sportsbra n trackpants! then she has this to-die-for ABS.(i can picture beavan drooling..haha) hahahah. which reminded me of the gym duty days when we all tried so hard to train for abs. n it was kinda funny how everyone did their crunches differently. haha.

okok enough about my boring jogging adventure.

yay. went to fish n co. to eat on fri with jaren n mab. the first thing i said when i saw jaren was.. "why do u have so much hair??" hahahha. ok so it was kinda fun n funny. oh it was the glasshouse one at dhobby. n guess what? the band or watever was singing downstairs(we were sitting upstairs..) then there was a blackout! hahaha. so sad.. so the singer disappeared. n we assumed she went out to smoke her marlboro menthol. hahaha. cuz after she came back she was abit on the high side lol. n she started singing halfway... n the lights went off again! wahhaha. so funny. so we actually finished eating already n they were like saying.. let's not call for the bill first. we shall stay on to record the no. of blackouts. HAHA. so lame..... but they only blacked out twice la. n the singing got unbearable hahaha. the gal went shouting.."and the reason is YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU." so we decided to get out... hahaha. yay~ nwae i tink it will b quite romantic if they just keep the lights on for the 1st floor n provide candlelight dinner on the 2nd floor for couples. it's a very nice idea lo. haha... they shld BUY my idea. haha fat hope. hahaha got this group of ppl so lame..they celebrating fren's bdae.. then when blackout they sing happy bdae song all that with SPARKLERS. lol. but it looked kind of nice! ^^ hahaha ok. then just walked about ps n went home le. yea. thanks jaren for bringing 2 depressed gals out n cheering them up! haha.. yes u r a nice guy.. yay~ ^^

XU SHUYA STOP TALKING NONSENSE. hahahaha. ;p

okok. then ytd went to watch this boring movie with mab n shuwen... it's so BORING. n we were sitting at the 2nd row from the front n i like half falling asleep n half straining my neck... hahaha. the only funny thing abt the movie is that this guy screwed 3generations of the girls in a family.. yeap. the grandma, the mother n the daughter. omg. wad a bastard. hahaha.

yeap. walked abt n all that later. then shuwen left after we walked to bugis. n it's quite depressing that even emily wallets can't cheer me up.. =( haha ok.. then finally saw this nice billabong wallet n the salesgirl spoiled my mood. hahaha. ok nvm. i still bot a nice wallet. but it's kinda small you mei you? then beavan like "so small u buy for wat?" n i said "its nice ma..." then he like "ok that's reason enough" hahaha so i realise guys r not very practical like i imagined. lol.

yeap. blah. went to see my godsis at nite.. mummy warned me to go at nite.. cuz she'll be sleeping in the day n wide awake at nite... so i went at almost 8? then erm... she was awake.. but ah yi lemme carry her while she prepared the milk for her... then she fell asleep in my arms!! awwwwwwwwww. so cute. hahaha. she looked so sweet.... but i want to play with her!! boo hooo... then she's so soundly asleep. argh. then mummy said.. when i tell u to come at nite i mean 12midnight. hahaha. pro liao lo. yeap. went home while she was still asleep. hahaha

then oso nothing much liao.. slacked arnd n talked on the phone.

ok i shall reply beavan here b4 i forget...

hahaha ok.. i noe it sounds wrong.. but yes i noe there's a connection. ahahahas. yah n i guess everyone knows why.. so u dun hafta explain why... hahaha n ok.. point taken. u dun have to lower urself to compare with him.. so i shall do it the other way round.. he's an infinity to the power of infinity times worse than u... hahaha. u know the lenz law that handsign? the triple L de.. my fren once said before it symbolises Loser,Lamer,Lan. hahaha. ok suits him. lol. happy? hahah got girl say u cute ar? wahahaha. i tink u look like hamster sometimes. hahaha. but hamsters dun walk like ahbengs. lol. ok out of point. no la.. seriously i tink u look better with ur balding head. all the guys looked better than last time on wednesday than when they were studying in sa. prob cuz of the balding eggheads n the tan.. argh. i love tan guys! lalala~ ok off topic le. hahaha. but point being.. u know who is dotty? i tink u look like him! hahaha. ooops. n i told him that on wed n he like "wah suddenly jieru becomes my gf..." n i like "ermmmmmmm....." ok then i dunno wat to say.. cuz i tink yk wld like to tell them himself.. so i shut up. cuz if i tell i wld b biased then he got more reason to find excuses to cover up for himself. ok that's VERY off topic le. like why do i tell u this? haha. ok back to replying u.. n i know u just complimented me on being not-so-dumb... but i still dunno why? hahah.. pls explain? lol. i got say anything that hinted i noe wat a man wants meh?? hahaha. -_-''' ok i'm still quite sotong. watever~ oh yah... i must learn my colleague.. he said on vday.. "i'm giving out free hugs today!" lol. ok so now i shall give out free FRIEND HUGS too... but i presume u dowan so i take it back! yay. hahaha. so lame.. no la.. i anything de.. u want then take it or else u leave it! sounds wrong. nvm. TEMP BF IF U R READING THIS PLS B JEALOUS. hahaha. so lame.. ok nvm. i shall hug my temp bf one day too.. he's quite sad nowadays. *hugs temp bf* ok this shouldn't b appearing in this para too... lol. ok enough of crap. go grab ur gal soon!! ^^ N BTW. can u stop sounding i'm desperate to chat with u everytime u sms?? hello??? i look THAT fragile meh? thanks laa.. hahaha. ok I AM STRONG! yay. i jogged so i m strong hahaha. out of pt. but yay..i can b stronger than i appear lo.. so dun underestimate me! ask my frens if u dun believe :p

yay. gaigai recieved my letter while i was tagging her board. i dunno why her district postman works on sunday morning in the first place. hahaha. ok that's besides the point.. but yah.. am just glad u r not offended :)

oh ya.. made a colleague very happy on friday.. she was like so super bored n tired. then i took out my yearbook lent her.. n her face immediately lit up like some lightbulb. hahahha. cuz her ex in sa de.. n she still likes him ma.. ok. then i lent her for a day.. then she came back on sat n say her sis (who's in sa too now..) also got the yearbook.. -_-''' hahaha. then she saying like the ex like this gal.. then she ask me is which one.. then the only photo i can find of the gal is with her eyes half-closed de.. so she was very happy. cuz she says she's prettier than e gal. lol. so funny... ok but in a way i cheered her up! lol. yay~ ^^

oh btw.. thanks to all who tagged. u r all nice ppl! yay~ hahaha. tk care ok.. :) n ya huiyu.. i cnnt b bothered by my skin oso.. haha. so if u no time to do oso duneed to do la hahaha.

ok dunno wat to say le. go bathe n eat breakfast!

i still miss yunxue! :X

2006-03-02T19:59:00.000+08:00

today i finally realise why i've been going around cursing n scolding everyone like some moody pms-ing bitch. cuz when u're angry, at least u dun tink clear. but once the fury is over, the hurt starts settling down. n that's even worse. i wish i could go on being a bitch for the rest of my life. but yea.. i promised all my frens to be strong.. so i will try no matter what it takes. :)

didn't went to work today.. mab's sad. so went to her hse pei her in the morning.. looked thru' webs n those booklets n stuff.. then lazed around talking laughing n watching tv... hahaha.. wat's new? :p i wish i didn't have to go to work everyday.. but tt would b bad of me.. especially now when the work starts to pile up. clara msg to tell me they might haf to ot until 8+... bleah. i feel kinda bad.. =(

nwae.. finally ate half a bowl of instant noodles in the afternoon.. then went out to meet shuwen afterwards.. n stared at them eat the nice-looking chicken rice, but still dun feel like eating! haha. then we waited for bert to come n watched big mama's hse 2 or watever's the title. hahaha. played at the arcade for awhile meanwhile. haha. then went in for the movie late cuz bert arrived late. haha. but it's super funny. ahahas. should watch. thank goodness nv watch another weepy show. but i still feel kinda weepy after that on the way home. ok...watever~

yea.. then i msg beav.. then soon after gaigai msg me too... hahaha. win liao lo.. cool. -_-''' but yea.. dun hafta repeat things here i guess... watever i hafta say oso say le haha.

oh yah... i suddenly realise all the guys around me are getting kida sweet! hahaha. n i dunno why... everyone's sweet except him. yayness. watever~ hahaha. n i'm still bringing ernie's postcard n pen with me whenever i go.. cuz when i'm sad n i look at it i'll feel much better! yay~NESS. hahaha.. thanks man... happy birthday!! hahaha. =p n bert's kinda sweet too! he wrote me a postcard too!! hahaha.. sometimes i juz wanna cry not cuz i'm sad..but cuz i'm touched. haha. ok but i shall try to stop crying. my eyes already pain enuff le. haven't really been sleeping the whole week too. :( oh ya.. still got another sweet guy! jaren's treating mab n i to the glasshouse fish n co. tmr!! omg. hahaha. talk about sweet. lol. hahaha yay. thanks so much guys! ^^

reached home juz now n hugged my mum first thing. cuz she went to my aunt's hse help her look after baby when i reached home last nite already. so happy. she's happy too. yay. but she like dun like me to tk psychology. bleah. then she kp asking me go old folk's home all that do volunteer work n scare myself first..see whether after that i still dare to tk psychology not... -_-''' erm i tot volunteer work is like.. for social service de?? haha.. altho she's trying to link, n got abit of link.. but there's really no link with studying psychology. anyway, i dun care. i die die also want to persuade them let me study psychology. it's the only course i'm interested in. haha. if dun haf i might as well not go uni le. cuz i dun wan accountancy or law or eee or certainly not anything to do with physics. god... hahaha. but yea. ok mayb maths still can. but it's something that no matter how interested i'm in, i wun do fab in it. haha. unless mayb i juz go n take stats. then wat.. be a teacher after i graduate? urrrrrrrrrrrrrrrghhhhhhh. i dun care.. die die oso muz persuade them. i muz fight for my own happiness now! like how i fought to stay in sa n not go to tj... i've nv regretted that until last sunday. -_-''' ahahas. but i guess i dun mind trying volunteer work! but can i go children's home instead? i prefer children. altho all my old folk's relative seem to like me alot too.. but i still prefer children. hahaha. esp. young children! ^^ anyone want to pei me go look see for volunteer work?? hahaha.

speaking of children... i miss yun xue... =( she's so sweeeeet. hai...not like her relative. eeeks. =X hai.. but i guess i wun get to see her again le. haix.

hmmmm.... it's kinda sad nowadays. ya know got this korean movie showing now..season of love or something lidat... but i realise everyone's breaking up recently. ok i shall not name all the couples that broke.. cuz that's super lame n stupid... but ya.. got another fren oso want break up with the bf le.. blah. =( pls be strong n dun drag things like a particular jerk. it'll hurt him even more. i lend u some courage!! -NAH!- hahaha. so lame.. but yea.. return it to me after u finish using.. cuz i need it too! hahaha. take care dear fren... =) *hug hug*

haha got this colleague like some horoscope psychopath lidat.. very into horoscope n the characters all that de.. hahaha. then she's shun bian into zodiac too de. then she says rabbits like to enjoy life de... hahaha. n i tink she's true! all my same batch frens around me like all like to do nothing n enjoy life if given the chance... hahaha. sometimes i wish we can all juz go hook up with some filthy rich husband n da ma jiang for the rest of our lifes. hahaha. but then. that's quite stupid laa... hahaha. i tink i'll get bored as soon as i get up to the battlefield standard. but prob is i dun tink i'll ever get up to battlefield standard. hahahah. so i shouldn't get a rich husband so soon. hahaha. wat am i toking about? haha so crappy. just talking rubbish..nvm me. :p

nwae.. notice something recently... it seems that life is very fair after all. u can only have one type of happiness at one time. cnnt too greedy n want too much de. everyone's entitled to only this small piece of happiness. n that's all. not more than that, not less than that. u want an example? take me. i lost my bf, but at least i get an interview for my dream job. i get my dream grades, but the hospital called to cancel the interview for my dream job. i dun get my dream job, at least i get the support of my frens! :) see the cycle of 'happiness'? dun usually talk big n make sense i guess.. but i tink i really make sense this time. think about ur own life... izzit going in this weird cycle too? yea... so i guess that's why ppl always say "stay contented with wat u have". am i starting to make sense? haha.

oh btw.. just found out from a RELIABLE SOURCE that.. the class guys got nothing against me. it's just some jerk over exagerated things n slandered me. find excuses as usual. only one person complained about me.. n is jokingly complain oso de.. n i can't believe after so many times i warned u, u still allowed a guy that tried to sabotage our r/nship ur opinion so easily. haha u pro lo.. i got nothing to say le. n u can rebutt if u want to but i dun wish to comment oso le. haha. but yea.. only shows that i'm right to stay away from u. so useless. -nehh- all the same.. i'm so relieved to hear that... i really treasure the guys in class, be it frens or classmates. i treasure their frenship more than the other clique's if u'all understand wat i'm hinting.. dun wanna spell out certain things that i dun see a need to... point is.. i'm happy :)

anyway.. i really really REALLY officially swear that i'm really suffering from sas-phobia now le. huiyu i'm not joking anymore this time. i dun ever wanna date any sas guys anymore. n best of all is sajc de oso dowan. hahaha. so screwed up. i wonder if the guys know about us already... haix. i guess it's none of my concern oso le rite? but i hafta say i still tink some of the guys r real nice! like dotty n aaron n james n blahblahblah. anyone but HIM. haha..

mayb i should start using IT instead of 'him'... since beavan already says he's d____less. hahahahah. watever. i shan't be so mean. ok. HIM. hahaha. like it makes a difference anyway.

maybe it's just my problem ba.. all of mab's ex-es r still so nice to her! only mine ex-es r so screwed. so i guess the problem lies with me ba... haiiiiiiiiiiiiii.

:(

2006-03-01T23:26:00.000+08:00

ok i dun even want to reply ur sms-es anymore.. just stop bothering me. i tink i'm already nice enuff today. everybody keeps asking me ah yeow leh ah yeow leh? n all i said was either i dunno or we break up le. i nv drag her into the picture or wat.. only those really close frens know.. then pinkie ask why then i juz tell her why..but i nv drag her name in too i swear.. so in case anything happens or wat... dun come blaming me again liao.. i already tried my best to protect gaigai le. i said GAIGAI not you. ahahas.

n yea. i noe it sounds lame.. but yah.. i was like so nervous looking out for the 2 of them that forgot to be nervous about the results thingy until i finish hugging her.. hahaha. then i stand behind phyllis then i start freaking out. so ya i ought to thank u 2 for diverting my attn... watever. bleah. gaigai actually i got alot of things wanted to tell u today de.. i wanted to pull u aside from that idiot before collecting the results to talk.. but u'all ended turning up so late.. then i see u le.. i oso lose control. so ya.. blah. n not like got alot of time to talk oso. then after get results worse still... the atmosphere n mood is totally wrong for talking about it so yah. hahah... but to cut it short yah.. make sure u finish spending all his money! wahaha.. i tell u he's super stingy de lo.. so make sure every single time u'all go out he treats u n buys everything u want for u.. dun care if he has only a pathetic 50cents per hour pay.. just qiao zha him. muahaha. n erm frankly speaking i dun really want to know what's going on with the both of u's love life anymore.. but ya.. just tell me when he dui bu qi ni.. ok i oso dunno what i will do.. but yah.. u can tell beavan too.. hahah.. i think he will confirm know wat to do.. then we can strategise n plot some revenge for u or something.. hahah watever la. just dun make me get hurt for nothing. make the best out of it. zhan ta yue duo pian yi yue hao la. not that he got alot of pian yi to zhan anyway..

haha i think i'm quite proud of myself to kp my cool in school today when i see him. at least i didn't slap you lo. haha.. altho it wasn't very nice of me to throw all the stuff back at u.. but u weren't very nice to me oso ma. watever. haha.. but all the same.. like i said juz now in sch.. thanks for coaching me last yr.. i shall b unbiased about this issue n thank u.. blah. n hor.. did u seriously get ungraded for chem s?? i tink i'm mean.. but u kind of deserve it lo. i tink u're lucky to get ur straight As liao.. i tink there r a thousand n one ppl who worked harder than u who deserve better grades lo. ok i'm glad that at least u cannot yaya anymore. or else u will remain so cocky like ever for the rest of ur life. i hope this serves as a lesson for u n u actually start studying in uni.

oh ya.. my results were ok la.. gbetter than expected.. so i'm contented with me.. n i think bahbah is very very nice.. altho erm.. sorry pork i noe u did that for my good.. i'm very touched actually.. i didn't said that to u but yah.. i am.. all the same.. i already apologise to him oso le la.. so doesn't really matter le.. n i tink he's qute sweet about it oso la.. yay. i nv tot i would b saying this one day. bahbah is SO MUCH nicer than the jerk! yay. no wonder the jerk always dun like him... haha.. cuz he's JEALOUS that he's nicer than him! wahaha.. ok i'm going out of point again. but yea.. i'm glad that he's happy for me! :)

erm.. those who didn't do that well.. i noe it's easy for me to crap here but pls do not b too sad about it.. just try to apply to ALL unis ba.. some courses will have interviews de.. so i tink it will help alot la.. yah. juz try to kp a positive outlook ok.. :)

n uh.. wat else?

oh ya.. i'm very happy to see so many frens back in school again! yay. n i tink the new campus is super pathetic. even hall oso no aircon.. make me have to go bang wall. ahahahs. n dun have the cozy feeling anymore le.. but yah.. i still happy to see so many frens n classmate there! ^^

n i tink i hafta thank everyone for being so supportive for me.. yeap. thanks for all the hugs today.. n thanks for pei-ing me spend the rest of the evening too! esp. ernie huiyu jun.. n pork pls dun pull this kind of stunt again.. everytime ur hp low batt will scare ur mummy de lo. -_-''' n yah.. ernie.. thanks for being SO ultimately sweet. hahaha.. i tink d________ should consider u again hhahaha.. go jio her leh.. i tink u'll make a gd bf! so u shld start looking for a gf! wahaha.. sounds like i want to jio him lidat...so wrong. ahahas. that's not the point.. point is thank u for being so sweet! i'm so touched! n of cuz by the rest of my frens too! all of u'all r so sweet!! thanks for helping me.. u'all made me want to be strong! :) i've been thinking of it the whole night le.. if i can get friends like u'all by me forever.. i rather give up a stupid imbecile bf! yay~ *hugs all frens*

n yah.. finally went to watch i not stupid too with huiyu n ernie.. haha it was quite funny.. gbut yah.. not that fab oso la.. just touching.. but quite cliche plot i tink... very jack neo. hahaha.

oh i tink i broke a record today! i didn't eat for the whole day lo.. cuz i got diarrhoea last nite n today morning. n i didn't felt like eating in the morning tho i'm hungry.. cuz got no appetite. then afternoon i'm ultra sad. cuz i was looking forward to eating at sav.. then i reach there i juz didn't have any appetite at all. hahaha. then at nite wnated to go home eat after watching movie de.. but mummy msinterpreted n heard wrongly.. so she tot i eating outside.. then put all the leftovers into the fridge le.. -_-''' then i'm super hungry but i STILL got no appetite.. hahaa.. so i like aiya might as well not eat le la zzz.. hahaha. so i nv eat any meals today. so pro. if there's anything that turns out good of this whole screwed up accident.. is that it's taking away my appetite cuz apparently this has been going on since monday.. so yah. i'm going to become thinner. hahaha. yay-ness. i tink u guys r going to think i'm anorexia liao. however u spell that. haha.

ok last thing i hafta say. my dear frens i noe it's not very nice of me to make such a request cuz i know u'all have my interests at heart.. but pls stop blogging abuse or hurtful comments about gaigai already. cuz somehow they will backfire n usually some jerk make some other comments to protect her then end up i'll get hurt even more. i've already come in terms with the fact that he really loves her more than he loved me. cuz he nv ever protected me the way he protects her now even when we were together. n that actually kinda hurts. watever. i juz dowan to tink about it anymore. i juz want to get on with my own life n leave both of them alone. so pls kindly stop blogging about them or sms-ing them.. juz take it that u'all r protecting me from being hurt further can? thank u very much. but ya.. u'all can continue cursing HIM.. i dun mind. haha. n yah same thing to gaigai.. altho i said sorry n all that for the mean thngs i said to hurt u.. but the fact about u hurt my fren still stands true. so pls stop talking to my frens already to prevent things from further complicating liao. n other frens ya.. same thing. juz stop fighting. i'm alright already.. juz need a break from so much crossfires, or watever u call that....

ok n ppl pls kp a lookout for nice wallets for me.. cuz i dun like my bian se wallet anymore. i feel FILTHY touching it. haha. but nvm.. i tink i want to get an emily/jack wallet! yay-ness! hahaha.. so happy~~

ok i dunno wat else to blog about le.. hahha.. take care guys.. :)

2006-02-28T21:15:00.000+08:00

haha.. sorry i've been out the whole day. so didn't get around to reading everyone's blogs.. so yea. juz read them hahaha. i dunno wat to say. mixed feelings lo.

in case i blog until too ji dong later.. i want to say something first.. yk.. i hope that whatever i told u last time.. u wun go about telling her or ANYONE else. it's called privacy yea? even if she can use it to defend herself or wat.. dun tell her anything that i told u before pls. cuz the least u can do now is respect me. and when i mean anything.. i mean. things that ESPECIALLY CONCERN MY FRENS. be it mab or huiyu or albert or shuwen or any other 8e and any other frens. secondly.. whatever we did together back then.. i dun tink there's a need to reveal to her too. whatever u want to do with her i'm not stopping u. but i just dun like the idea of others knowing about what we did. ok i might sound stupid or whatever, but still... RESPECT me for the last time. thank you very much.

ok.. to the rest of my ardent fans.. yay... i'll start blogging again. haha.. yayyy~ since i stopped for someone else.. n someone else doesn't care.. i dun hafta care too... rite?? yayyyy... ^^ but i'll keep my promise to a fren n stop hurling abuse. ok. correction. i will TRY. ahahas. n i'm not stopping anyone from reading my blog too. but yea.. the both of u.. if watever u want to comment is unnecessary.. den dun comment. if u tink it's constructive.. fine.. c omment. i dun gurantee u i'll find it constructive haha.

ok.. now the REAL blogging.

erm... i dunno wat to say.. yeap. to yk.. i juz read every single entry n i hate u more n more. i tink u r worse than fj. so stay away from me pls. n erm.. gaigai.. i really really really REALLY dunno wat to say.. i feel kinda sad for u too to be stuck with an idiot.. and having to bear the responsibilities of his stupid actions.. n i can't believe u still want such a _________(vulgar) person in ur life. hahaha... i'm luffing at the vulgar thing by the way, not u. ok.. but i oso cnnt say i'm still kinda angry with u. but actually is more for mab... cuz the both of u distorted so many facts. but yea.. back to the snatch bf issue.. i dunno wat to feel oso.. i'm just so angry with the ________(vulgar) that i dun even know if i'm angry with u anymore. ok i think i can safely trust u r not the type to go about snatching others bf.. but i still think u could have spare a thought for beavan n i's feelings. u knew he still loved u so much. but u went ahead w/o telling him anything. n i dun care if u knew abt our breakup one month ago or one day ago. fact is u knew i was upset, n u blogged about how much u cared.. then u went ahead too. i dunno wat to say? u can tell me love is blind if u want.. but i can tell u too.. love is not suppose to be selfish. when i say selfish, i dun only mean being nice n magnanimous to the person u love, but also to the surrounding ppl who r involved. especially to a FRIEND who thot u cared. i feel so wasted spending so much salva to convince beav that u r not cheating him. n about the thing u r confused about.. i tell u wat ur dear sent me ytd evening. "ok..beavan doesn't believe we aren't attached.. he keeps insisting we got together on 9th jan.. so yep.. we got tog 2dae" yea. that was it.. i didn't changed a single word at all. standing at a unbiased pt of view.. what would u have interpreted it as?? u get wat i mean now? it sounded like u'all got together to convince beavan. n when i talked to u earlier, u said "nan dao yao deng dao wo men go n get tog le then ~~ni men~~ ta cai xiang xing meh?" so it all mk it sounds even worst. if u tink i'm stupid to have interpreted it that way... i got nothing to say.. i'm sorry i'm stupid. ok.. erm.. i forget what i wanted to say le.. haha. but yea.. if u'all truly like each other.. yea lo.. i'm in no position to say anything too.. so yea... all the best. altho i think he doesn't deserve u. altho i dun ever want to b frens with him again no matter how much u try to explain for him.. standing from a pang guan zhe's point of view.. i can tell u straight in the face that he's a jerk. but if u really happy with him.. then go ahead.. i give u my blessings. realise i said YOU, not YOU'ALL. haha. but yea.. pls understand that i dun tink i want to face the both of u for the time being.. ESPECIALLY HIM. yah.. mayb i'll put this past one day n talk to u again.. but for the time being.. yea. take care. n erm.. i hope ppl will stop being so angry with her.. u'all can b angry with yk for all i care.. but spare her liao la. n erm.. wat happened btw u n pork i dunno.. but i hope things will b alrite.. i know i sound equally hypocrite staying all this stuff. but like u say, we all have the right to choose whether to believe it or not. so yay. make ur own choice. :)

n to all the frens who cried with me n talked with me n listened to me n hugged me n gave watever advise.. THANK YOU SO MUCH. i'm not as optimistic as beavan. but i noe i'll recover n find a better guy. i'll find stuff to distract myself. n yea.. make more frens hopefully in UNI. hahaha. i'm so pissed off with all these shit i dun even have time to think about the results tmr. ok i shall be more normal n start worrying now. hahaha. sigh... i'm so grateful that at least there are ppl who will stand by my side.. n if u reading this too.. yea.. thanks for talking.. u're a nice guy too.. n u can find a chio-er gf too. hahaha. yah.. we dun understand each other that well.. but still, u nid to fa xie juz ramble on at me lo. fan zheng i listen all ur crap only duneed to do anything oso ma. ish MIAN FEI DE! hahaha. out of point. but yea.. we'll all survive this ordeal n carry on with our lives. i noe i'm saying all the cliche stuff.. but there's a reason why cliche stuff r called cliche. cuz they really work. hahaha. wat else i wan to say huh? oh yea.. GOOD LUCK FOR THE RESULTS TMR!! hahaha.. suddenly went completely out of point!! :p

n i'm sorry to say this. but i beat jackjack up last nite. HAHA. -_-'''

2006-02-27T19:29:00.000+08:00

i didn't wanted to blog this at all. but since no considerations of my feelings were shown at all, i dun see the need to give face anymore.

yea... for all who still dunno. yk broke up with me. according to him it was since 6th jan... but i've been blindly led all this while that i still have hopes of patching up with him.

so i did all i can to salvage the relationship. i stopped blogging abt stupid things. i learnt to be independent. i tried to stop bugging you when u were in ns. i tried to control my moods and dun flare up all at one go like u disliked. i left the comfort i seeked in typing my feelings out n talked to u about how i felt. u dun see how big a deal it was. but it was for me, cuz i lack COURAGE. but i found it to talk to u. and most of all, i tried so hard to push away all the feelings of jealousy i had for her. i believed you stupidly when u sat me down to convince you still love me right before you went for ns.

and yesterday less than 2months later you can happily tell me you love another gal.

haha someone slap me in the face and tell me it's not true.

you happily led me on into believing i had hope. do u know how happy i was the few times u sms me, call me, met up with me?? do u know how i write about u in my stupid diary fa hua chi-ing like an idiot. every single detail what u did i wld pen it down. i wanted to be proud of how i survived this ordeal at the end. how i managed to fought so hard for my love.

but i forgot the most important thing. it takes two hands to clap.

and like everytime i ask u, u tell me u needed more time. cuz u were scared u wld make the wrong decision. scared that if things wun work out btw us, it'll be a waste of time. scared that if dun try, and turns out to be something that can be worked out, u wld regret. n i think i've been patient n gracious enough to kp putting up with it, although i didn't understand why u can prefer wasting time thinking if it would work out, than trying to make things work out. but everytime i cry out in exasperation that just dump me if u don't love me anymore, u told me it wasn't true. GREAT. you stupid two-timer. i can't believe u r this type of person. i nv forgot how mab told me in the beginning that to have u loving me is my fortune..is i jian dao bao. now i tink i've been stepping on dog poo for my entire life. thanks so much. u happily made 2 girls believe that u loved each of them n that there was hope. u dun try to de4ny it now by saying it has only been going on for a few wks. i can read out on each day wat happend n wat u said to me that made me happy from my diary. beavan's barking like a maddog now, over thngs that arer true n untrue. n i can start barking like one too if i didn't still loveD u.

haha. ain't i pathetic?

n i told the both of u clearly that i'm just hurt, not angry. i wasn't even blaming the both of u. ok mayb juz yk. he fucking screwed up the way he handled things. u said u were handling it the way that seemed right in order not to hurt me. everything u say to defend yourself sounds so shallow n selfish. all u think is about yourself n her. what about my feelings? are they non-existent the minute she comes into the picture?

and i even had the decency to kept this from any SA ppl, cuz it might make the both of u awkward on wednesday. n for bloody hell's sake, i still treated the both of u as my good friends. every single person i told says, "forget them. if they can do that to u, they r not even your frens." "the girl's a bitch. she should stay away from ur bf in the first place" "u r better off now w/o such a jerk now." "why do u love him in the first place??" but i stayed firm. cuz i believed the two of u. i believed u nv meant to hurt me.

but if u can conveniently get together with her one day right after we break just becoz of wat beavan said, then i bloody hell think u are a fucking bastard asshole. n up til this point i have nv wanted to drag gaigai into this whole stupid thing. but if u're in him with it... i have nothing more to say. the friendship i have been holding onto for so long is just tearing like that, as easy as some stupid tissue paper. i thot i was bad enough to get together with victor one week after we broke. but at least i handled it prop-erly. i didn't hide anything from you. but now the both of u bloody heel get together one day after we break?? and u can just push some lame excuse to me... bcuz beavan dun believe it.. so to make him believe u'all get together?? what the fucking hell happenes to the both of us. love isn't suppose to be like that at all. it isn't all about 2 ppl like u see in fairytales. if i can be so considerate to the both of u even after all u did to me, i dun see why it wld hurt postponing the both of u getting together. obviously i dun matter to u anymore even as a fren if u can pull this kind of stunt.

if everything about the world is going wrong now... i can trust one person for sure... my mum. cuz she told me right from the first time she saw u that u r too childish n immature. that i shld never be with u. and i brushed it off. but now i realise how right she is. i should nv doubt her judge in character again.

i dunno wat to say anymore. beavan's right. u r juz some cao gay coming up with pathetic excuses to cover up the wrongs u have made. n u can come n telkl me i've shown my true colours at last. yeah. fine if that's what u think. i bloody hell am not going to talk to u again even though i'm bleeding like some bloody idiot deep down.

to think i still tried so hard to calm beavan down n ask her to listen to her. bcuz i cared. n i didn't want them to nao fan bcuz of me. but this is all i get in return. i thot beavan was crazy. now i realise. he's normal. it's the both of you that's crazy.

n i really dunno what to say anymore if u tell me whatever effort i put in to change myself was cuz the changes were for my own good. i tell u you wll fucking cry if u ever read my diary. ha.

n u hide from me so long the the class guys hated me. they even told u to tell me, n u didn't. i'm not even angry with them. i'm just pissed with u. i was so happily grinning at them happily everyday n sch. n now i realise they dun even want to look at my stupid face. do u have any idea how taht hurt?? it's like i not only screwed my relationship with u. i screwed it up wth ppl who i genuinely cared for. and what? u can come n tell me i always hide things from u blahblahblah. WHAT ABOUT YOURSELF?? so everything i hide from u is wrong.. n everything u hide from me is only right cuz u were trying not to get me hurt??? what fucking logic is that. excuses excuses more excuses. i'm so sick of them. n sick of u.

i put in so much into a relationship n only to find up u've been two-timing me all this while, n not appreciating me at all. while i've been trying so hard to change for u, u've been happily falling for another girl instead. do i even matter anymore??

she told me to understand that some feelings r not within her own control n ur control. i tried to understand. i really did. that's why i didn't screamed at u'all or what. but when i tried to understand what did u'all turned around n do?? get together.

fucking hell.

n all the day i have to try so hard to keep myself from crying or breaking down. cuz i promised so many ppl i wld b strong n not weep over you. n the moment i close the bathroom door i'm weeping like some pathetic moron under the shower.

i dun even imagine why i want to waste my tears over the both of you.

i already give you my blessings. why do u still want to do all this crap to me. if u think i'm the selfish moron in any way, ok. go ahead. tell me. but if u r going to come up with some lame excuse again to hurt me deeper. u can jolly well not go to school on wednesday. cuz i'll fucking make sure u r not going to fuck for the rest of your life n won't get to celebrate a single father's day.

haha. i know u're a coward. so u won't even try.

lalala.

n just to make u feel better. u must be a super good jerk to make me actually utter the word 'fuck' for the first time in my life.. and for so many times at one go too!

yay~

2006-02-26T18:56:00.000+08:00

ok. so i've been slow/dense/stupid/whatever all this time. i've been making too many assumptions. it's time i stop dreaming and hoping. all this is coming to an end. no more turning back.

abandoning my blog for one and for all. enough is enough. time to wake up. might start a new blog, might not. will keep a diary for now. but yea. i'm leaving the memories here.

bye.

2006-02-01T22:08:00.000+08:00

going on HIATUS.

i nid a break from all this. if i dun return by end of march. i've probably abandoned this blog. sorry if i mk anyone unhappy with such a decision. but yea.. wun be coming online so often too. anything u'all wan to lemme know, dun ask if i've read ur blogs. cuz i probbably have not. so yea.. anything important juz tell me straight or sms me.

thanks.

2006-01-31T15:09:00.000+08:00

blah. i dunno wat to say.. so i shall not comment.

yay~ malaysia was fun... i always get high n happy whenever i come back from there... cuz it's one of the few places i can go n play to my heart's content w/o worrying abt anythng.. lets me forget all my troubles... yea... might as well move there one day.. then i dun hafta face anyone from here... lalala~ oh well.. i'll still hafta start developing new troubles there.. watever.

blah. happy cny? haha i said already rite? zzz... so sian.. hafta go bai nian later.. so sian.. see wat i mean? in malaysia i juz wait at the hse for ppl come bai nian ahahas. nice~ n dun hafta wear until so nice oso ahahahas. juz normal nice can le. tadala.

kk shall stop here.

2006-01-28T08:20:00.000+08:00

bleah.. got so many things to say n i'm leaving for m'sia in like an hr? hmmmm... to summarise events... had fun with obf on thurs cuz like 3ppl nv come n not much things to do oso.. n ec nv come oso so i sat beside her lol. then we kp gg kk n gg downstairs to slack n blah haha... nice life~

n yea went back cchs ytd... saw davamoni n so happy!!! almost wanted to hug hjim... haha.. then he oso very exicted lol. yea then juz chatted abit.. n finally saw simin!! lalala~ cuz not a single person frm my batch tt i sw n i was starting to get lonely... saw lawrence gan too...wearing YELLOW(not green haha..) then uh yea... chatted n walked arnd with simin.. wnet back hall watch concert.. almost zzz... she went out n called saying reuben outside.. FINALLY! so i went out.. then chatted n blah... ahahahs. he's still evil with a capital E. lol. ladida. then yea went to see the juniors.. got abit ying xiang la.. but so many bu ren shi de hahahah.. den erm.. cont watching performance... zzzz... like uhhhh the dance standard drop so much from our batch tt one.. n i can't believe they buay paiseh gg up n dance in slacks... =X hahaha i tink it's nicer watching the sa qipao n heels dance lol. =) then wushu standard oso drop le haha.. n ya.. when finally choir they were actually LOUD. wooo hooo~ wat a miracle hahaha... but they went sharp as in ear-piercing sharp. lol. nvm... everyone's high. ahahahs. saw lee er ker... n marcus kuek on mc again... i go n he always on mc or on course de... -_-''' hahahah. then uhh yea.. went to meet lj after the ocncert. toa payoh. finally got my manicure! ^^ so sorry u had to kp doing for me.. so screwed up... sorry!! =( n yea.. went to meet bert with The Irritable Twins. hahaha... one kept triggering the other off to luaghter or somethng.. then juz stand there reminiscing(however u spell tt..) the cchs days when i did the same thing to her too... hahaha.. n uh yea walked arnd n blah until mab went off... n we went pasta... yay~ n talked n talked n talked. yay~ finally found someone who COMPLETELY understands how i feel... ahahhas. at least at this pt of time he's the one who understands me most ba... n yea.. shuwen went off too... n uhh bert n i juz wlaked arnd lo.. looking at watches n blah. hahaha. oh ya... bot geisha bk le! yay~ ^^ oh did i mention? i got my pay a few days back le lol. n yah.. came back to paris to buy the earphones tt lj bot too... but only got black whte purple here.. so i oso buy white ahahhas. cuz decided purple looked a little weird... bleah. wanted pink or blue de hahah but nvm.. n i realise watever colour u buy e string will still b pink so lj duneed to change de haha.. n erm yea... went home lo.. oh ya ernie i bot ur pressie too le! lol.. =)

okok now for the serious stuff...

ermx... first of all to mab... i noe it seems irritating to u e way he is irritating u.. duh. wat am i talking abt... but yea idea there. but if u understand how i feel everytime i call u panicking n feeling paranoid.. u shld try understanding how he feels... n i tink he already v patient liao seriously... if i were him volcano errupt liao... n altho i told u i'll go with any decision u mk... pls pls PLS tink properly... there's gotta b a reason why 99% of the ppl who know abt u n HIM doesn't like HIM... not for obvious reasons on whoever's side we r standing on.. but rather... for how he used to treat u, n am still treating u tt way.. n will treat u tt way. yea... i'm serious... yea... u can drop him too... but doesn't mean u hafta go back to HIM at the same time? erm i guess i'm probably pissing u off with all this.. but juz hope tt u will mk a decision tt will mk u happy.. =) but still.. i'll b with u watever u choose.. =)

n erm.. to u... i noe wat i'm worrying abt seems like notting compared to somebody else's... but yea.. i'm on the verge of breaking down too.. nt juz bcuz u r in ns or wat... but it's hard to stop myself frm thinking abt wat happened b4 u went in... i noe i sound v petty... but ask mab how she feels after tt suicide thingy n i tink she will understand y i kp getting paranoid too.. i'm so sorry... n it doesn't help when half the time u call juz to hurry me to hang up the call.. n i dunno why... i tink we r juz drifting apart.. n can u pls stop shouting at me everytime u call? so wat if u r defending the country? doesn't mean i hafta put up with all this. i haf my rights too. n we r not spending time with each other anymore.. even when u come out.. i'm busy half the sunday n when i finally tk out some time to meet u, u come late n i end up juz seeing u off... n u still tell me wan to walk arnd n talk talk awhile... tt's really very awhile... thanks. =X like u dun even noe n bother to find out wat's happening in my life anymore.. haix... i'm getting super super tired already. n since the 4wks r coming to an end.. n nothing's still happening can i ask to request cooling off to vday? i'm like half dying already... cuz sad to say i dun haf shuwen's patience. n erm anyone reading this pls dun try calling me n attempt to counsel me or soemthing cuz it'll only mk me more pissed off. so piss off yea? sorry i sound so rude.. but yea i mean it. i juz want time by MYSELF to tink it over. mayb if vday comes n everything's still cocked up we'll juz cool off forever ok?

yea.. i'm off to malaysia to cool off. sorry everything gets so spoiled before cny. but i dun feel any better myself. yea... bye. happy cny ppl..

2006-01-26T22:13:00.000+08:00

PISSED off. wat's HIS problem? wat's MY problem??

2006-01-24T23:08:00.000+08:00

zhang jing xuan - guo yun yu
the 4-yrold german gal(haha) - schnappi
2morow- qian zhe ni - ci ji 2006(something lidat la..forget title le)
eason chen - the new album de zhu da ge..i forget wat's e title haha..
weilian - wo zhi shi xiang yao - ai hen nan
guo mei mei - gou gou shou
cai chun jia - wo yuan yi
wang li hong - kiss goodbye
liu ruo ying - xing fu de ji hui (and the other song they intro on tv too..)

haha ppl here's my new list of songs.. pls send if u have.. ahahas.

nwae.. yea.. went to watch in her shoes with mab n bert after work.. tot it was some bimbotic show initially.. turns out to b quite nice afterall! haha.. n if u kp seeing cameron diaz strutting abt in her bikini n gstring half the time u actually realise her shen cai is not tt gd... ahahahs. n oh ya.. i forgot to gif bert n mab the postcards!! =( nvm fri ba! ahahas. yay yay yay! i juz love spending time with u guys!! ^^ n bert say i got the natural ability to bring out e crazy side of them! ahahhas. i tk it as a compliment! lalala~

nwae... i'm SO pissed off with ec! hahahah... he's supposed to share my workload! but wat he do? tk the ones with the least no. of pages... look thru' the whole stack.. realise i'm clever enuff to do all the least no. of pages ones already so he conveniently juz puts back the whole stack n doesn't do anything at all. wow. cool lo. thanks la. >=( n even after he took the least no. of pages to his desk to do liao.. he takes like 10min to settle down while he fills his cup with water, drinks the water, chats up with obf who alr finished her work, ties his shoelaces, goes to e toilet n whatnot... zzzz... which by the time he settles down to start on his pathetic few pages.. i already finish at least one or two alot of pages de liao... wooooo... =X -speechless-

hahaha bert was funny btw... "where's the cheese??" wahahahahhaha.... n he still dare to call me sotong gal... muahahaha. talk abt humiliating... n UNATTRACTIVE. muahahaha.

oh oh OH!!! today was funny.. boss didn't came until 2pm... so everyone finished up their work so much faster without the noise pollution!! ahahahs. ok so tmr tink i'll b quite free for 1/2 the morning hahahah... n ya the whole office started gossiping abt her! lol so funny.. oh ya..mr singh is very funny today! hahaha unusually chatty hahaha... lalala~ i'm getting high! time for bed le.. zzz hair not dry yet... shall read my nora roberts! =) gd nite!! ^^

2006-01-22T11:33:00.000+08:00

okok before i forget ppl i wan these songs!! if have pls send me!!
zhang jing xuan - guo yun yu
the 4-yrold german gal(haha) - schnappi
2morrow- qian zhe ni
eason chen - the new album de zhu da ge..i forget wat's e title haha..]
ok i suddenly cnnt rmb wat songs i wan liao.. xiang dao le zai shuo hahaha

bleahhh. i'm sinking into depression i guess.. haha dunno why.. i'm not happy nowadays.. n it doesn't help tt all my frens r sad! makes me sad too.. =( n like cnnt do anything to help.. the helplessness... haix...

n i want to total up my no. of injuries before cny... here's the injuries i've sustained in the past one yr..
fell off the sch track there n grazed BOTH KNEES before x-cntry
sprained LEFT ANKLE at some pe lesson at beginning of yr.. can't rmb which pe lesson
sprained cum fracture RIGHT ANKLE/FEET during a pe lesson in may
fell off some chair in the bloody office , spraining LEFT ANKLE n slightly impacted my LEFT BUTT n LEFT WRIST
slipped on some transparent food that some moronic imbecile threw on the camouflaged floor, landing very very hard on my LEFT BUTT n LEFT WRIST

i wanna cryyyyy. the last 2 injuries happened one after another on simultaneously 2 days nwae... =X

i muz announce that my right brain muz b starting to malfunction.. cuz i happen to b injuring all my left body parts recently. argh.NESS.

nwae.. ppl n frens who r sad.. pls dun b sad anymore.. ok i know ttz qute impossible!! but cheer up pls! yay~ n thanks ppl who pei-ed me ytd have such a great day! with the exception of the fall.. hahah.. n blah. yea... haha =X

okok shall enlghten u'all with my weird life..

was in the office.. n trying to sit down on this chair on fri.. then tink i nv sit properly.. n landed my butt on the edge of the chair.. n so the bloody chair rolled away n i twisted my left leg.. n actually nv land on the floor de.. juz tt my leg v painful.. so cnnt tahan.. n fell down n landed on my butt ahhaha.. so cool rite.. but not to worry.. after my fracture n may.. that sprain was nothing liao.. hahahha... n i like manage to go up n down the stairs so pro-ly n normally liao... muahaha.

n yea.. met gaigai after work n went down to paris tog so she can wait for beav.. so pei her walk arnd awhile.. n we ended up spending like almost 1/2 hr choosing earrings at ice lemon tee... hahah madness. but we have 2pairs of nice earrings each now... yayNESS. =) then she sent me home! lalala~

then met ernie sat after work.. to watch geisha.. met gaigai n beav so she can give us the discount coupon first.. n i saw beav n started laughing.. n he saw me oso mouth open big big.. so gaigai was standiiing in the middle there n.. "ok so u'all r very amused by each other's hair.." HAHA. ok.. hahaha...

yea.. then so cheated.. the coupon cnnt use.. =X hahahah.. nwae.. geisha is SO SO SO NICE!!!! it's a MUST WATCH! hahaha... i tink it's as nice or nicer than mao mao gang guo~ lol.

yeapz. then met bert n mab wif ernie tog after e movie.. n the 4 of us went literally crazy... hahaha.. n the toy's'us bear yo-yo-yo'ed at us!!! oh my goodNESS. it was damn hilarious la... hahahah.. =) had so much fun.. thanx guys for the day... =) altho it ended with a fall... hahaha.. i juz wanna murder the person who threw the transparent looking thing on the floor... mk me so unglam.. so many ppl turned to stare laa... =X

okok ppl pls b happy? =)

oh ya ernie i wanna tell u something.. red panties most certainly dun bring gd luck considering my injuries sustained hahaha.

2006-01-19T20:56:00.000+08:00

hahahah i wan watch tv le la.. btw my fav couple is the fiona n sunny! hahahah... i tink they r so sute... n so sweet! lalala.. =)

n hor.. saw the condo show at ch U... got this person pasted the daughter's photo as wallpaper in the daughter's rm!! omg. n so nice... =)

n i was wearing a black-white stripped top today... then EC came in late with this black/light gray stripped top. pukey. or rather... pukeness. haha my vocab is improving thanks to ernie lol. the pt is.. i dowan to wear the same thing as tt stupid guy!!

okok sing song le = show start le!!

geisha anyone?

2006-01-18T19:48:00.000+08:00

ok i sort of haf a lot to say abt EC but i shall leave it for nxt time cuz i wan watch tv... HAHA.

first of all... EC sucksssssss. hahahaha... u'all muz have think some alien abducted me overnight or something rite? hahaha.. watever~ yes.. he's cute he's funny... BUT he's so FJ... omg. talk abt FJ. i cnnt stand another one in my life... hahaha. so yea.. i shall kp away from EC! lalala~ i hope he quits soon... ahahahs. n i can b in my own lala land... lalala~ hehe... suddenly v high! lol..

oh oh OH! msg victor today morning.. had to get his number frm huiyu... haha apparently i deleted it after we broke up under irrational circumstances.. hahaha... wat talking me? nwae.. he didn't reply.. or rather.. there was no delievery report... so i'm still prayng hard. hmmmm.. =)

2006-01-17T20:46:00.000+08:00

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HAHA JOURNALIST? omg... =X

2006-01-17T20:29:00.000+08:00

haha juz rmb-ed something hilarious.. tt day we went ajisen.. then pork trying to tk backview of my rebonded hair! then i was posing for it.. n i dunno why.. i was holding up my hand in a victory sign.. n smiling brilliantly! then the waiter walked past.. n i gang hao posing in his direction... n since pork was taking my backview i appeared to b grinning like an idiot at nobody! OMG. then the waiter stared at me with the shocked n surprised expression... N STARTED LAUGHING!! hahahahah... nOH NO... i was trying to dig a hole in pork's shoulder's desperately n hide my face... argh! talk abt humliated. hahahah!

2006-01-17T19:37:00.000+08:00

hahaha... today is so happening!! n abit scary la haha..

ok so first of all.. since i'm gg to kp mentioning them let's call my office best fren OBF(sounds liike old boyfren haha..) n my eye candy EC! hahaha..

ok so it went.. OBF came back from lunch n wrote me a note saying Max is so disgusting! then i was like huh?who's max.. hahaha... so we went downstairs to gossip again wahaha.. so ya.. she was telling me.. tt day she talking to her mum on hp downstairs.. then THE LEGENDARY MAX(haha..) walked past then started telling her like wat upstairs very busy la blahblah then started SCOLDING HER... like huh? he not even from our dpt she scold her for wat? -_-''' ok so tt day sat the company dinner OBF was wearing this dress n she looked quite nice apparently.. n so this disgusting max kept giving her those pervertic sleazy smiles n kp staring at her... OMG. then later she eating with EC n the rest.. then max suddenly came over n looked at her n laughed n said.. "hen hao chi hor?" then kp sending her those teeko look n walked away.. then EC went like.. "chi chi chi.. chi dou fu la!" WAHAHAHA.... so funny laaaa.. i hear liao then kp laughing then OBF tell me oso tell until she herself laughing.. hahaha... so funny.. then nwae.. today morning the max walked into our office n OBF sitting nearest to the door ma.. then he like dunno say wat to her la.. cuz we all listening music (earphones on) so didn't heard.. but apparently it wasn't somethng nice.. cuz the boss heard n came over after he left n asked her wat he said? then she say dunno cuz she listening music then purposely dowan to look up.. then e boss say.. "ta shen jing bing de la.. bu yao guan ta hor.." =X omg. freaky guy.. actually tt workplace is really v freaky la.. like tt time i wore miniskirt then all the lao uncles kp staring laaa... freaked me out man. after tt i dun dare to wear le.. =X n hor n hor.. after tt obf n i sat at e roadside there n chatted.. then she was saying she want to quit once 2mnths up le.. then she asked me whether i quitting.. then i told her like ya i oso dun like the place n the job.. freaky n boring haha.. bt tink i'll wait until get results le then see how.. then she told me ec say he might quit after feb oso le.. n another guy oso.. haha.. then i was telling her my ex-job with carol then tell her like.. how come watever job i do everybody quits together de... hahahah.

ok so nwae.. we went back to work.. then gg to knock off le.. EC pointed out to me this mistake i made ma.. then is quite serious de.. i enter wrong figure.. n like 1000 difference! =X bleah. then i tink the boss quite angry ask him to change.. (cuz he quite senior then know how to do more things then us la..) then at first i didn't knew e boss was angry then EC oso only say he juz pt out my mistake only nvm de, when i apologised.. then i went back to work.. then the boss was like shouting across the room to him.. "oi very serious leh 1000units different leh..." then i was v shocked then turned back to ask EC izzit juz now the mistake i made? then he juz nodded n ask me to kp quiet.. then he carried on typing then shouted back to the boss.. "okok bo dai ji liao.. i change le.." boss: "okok.. aiyo who make the mistake one so serious.." EC: (give me e kp quiet look then say) "dunno leh" boss:"u izzit??" EC: "no la no la.. i know who liao.. i got tell her cnnt mk same mistake le.." boss: "ok la ok la" (she nv ask anymore le cuz she in a hurry to go home le..) PHEW!! if he told the boss it was me she will scold me non-stop lo! omg... THANK GOODNESS. really v thankful lo.. then after the boss went i turned back n said thanks lo.. then he juz shrugged n said duneed n went back to work le lo... lalala~ so nice of him.. haha ying xiong jiu mei~! tada!! wo shi mei nu!! hahaha.. ok out of pt.. but pt being i dunno why but the first time i saw him i really dislike him alot.. haha cuz i dunno why he reminds me of fj? lol.. ok but now at least better le.. dun hate him or dun like him anymore... lalala~!

n the adventure doesn't end here... i tell u he's super funny laa.. cuz got this lao aunty at the other dpt.. then EC n my shifu(e colleague tt was assigned to teach me the first few days i joined the company) have to work with them closely de ma.. then v funny.. they kp complaining abt her cuz she like to TOUCH GUYS... omg. not only we have teeko guys we oso haf teeko girls!! then v funny... today the aunty n my shifu wearing the same shirt.. then EC was telling us the aunty went like "eeee... -myshifu- ni tuo diao leh tuo diao leh.." eeks. hahaha n guess wat she calls EC? as in call him that permanantly... BAO BEI..... omg................................ hahahahha... n she haf husband de lo aiyo.. thenn all the guys atrted complaining she always purposely walk up to them n 'accidentally' touch them de lo.. then EC kp complainiing she always mk alot of noise when EC arnd.. then end up the boss will come out n scold EC! HAHAHHA... so funny.. all the boys kp complaining... LOL. then EC was like "wah -myshifu-... nxt time u wear the same pants as her she gg to ask u tk of ur pants le lo.... " hahahahah.... he really v funny laa... =D

okok no more le.. ttz the end of my adventure at e office today! hahaha so happening rite? nwae.. dearie tk care of ur wrist n leg ok! n erm bert nxt time i c u then tell u more ok.. =) which reminds me.. tmr is victor's bdae! hmmmm....

2006-01-16T19:46:00.000+08:00

guess wat? mummy bot me a RED panty... omg. omg. OMG. i mean no pictures no paterns no nothing juz a BRIGHT RED panty. argh............ hahaha shhhhhhh. i wear oso nobody know! lalala~

okok today was VERY INTERESTING! haha.. told u'all abt the eye candy like my office best fren or something lidat rite? dunno la zong zhi guan xi ai mei jiu dui le.. haha.. then tt day they went for the company dinner.. saturday.. i didn't went ma.. then juz now lunch i stayed in the office n the rest of them went down le.. then i heard the boss complaining to one of e perm staff.. (will not mention any names juz in case blahblahblah..oh nwae my eye candy nv come today! :[ hahaha..)

"wah tt day i was fuming mad i tell u.. i ask -eyecandy- help me go tk the mee siam then he help me tk already went back to sit on the chair.. then i see he sitting alone like v poor thing ma.. then want to go accompany him sit. then i abt to sit down on the chair beside him hor.. then he say until v loud: "cnnt sit cnnt sit!! this place reserved for -myofficebestfren- already!!" n i was so angry! the dinner is meant for company gathering.. not a place for lovebirds!! i tell u i was so angry that i almost shouted at him!"

HAHA! i tell u i was so tickled tt i wanted to howl out in laughter.. then i quickly write a note abt wat the boss n said n when my office best fren came back i passed to her (cnnt say.. cuz the perm staff there like ge qiang you er lidat will da xiao bao gao if they heard anything de..)... then she read already aalso like.. can see she trying to control from bursting out in laughter.. then she quickly tell me.. "we go downstairs then talk la.." so we went down n started laughing.. ahah.. then she kp complaining like -eyecandy- already warn her muz b careful le.. cuz the boss very irriatting de n blah... haha then i was asking her like... u'all really got something gg on? then she was like 'no la...' hahaha (hmmm...)... nwae.. we went to the pantry cuz the rest of the temp staff inside n related the story to them.. then they also kp laughing.. say the boss angry cuz my office best fren steal her toyboy or playboy or something lidat from her... hahaha... (obviously eye candy doesn't get called eye candy for nothing.. it's so obvious even the boss treats him especially nice!) HAHAHA... i tell u it was really hilarious... n wat's e worse thing? my office best fren lives quite near the boss n she always give her a lift home every day hahahah.. so like.. she also dun like to sit in her car alone.. cuz e boss will kp complaining to her abt the temp staff then she will juz sit there in awkward silence.. then now even worse... hahaha... then she kp saying she want to qut as soon as the 2mnths r up hahaha... (actually b4 tt she already say she confirm wan quit after 2mnths le.. haha)

lalala~ so interesting.. =)oh ya gaigai.. sat yk say he coming back late.. arnd 9+ liao.. so dun tink can go wait for beav with u le.. sorry... nwae.. tink i shld b gg to my fren hse do manicure le haha... paiseh wor~

2006-01-15T15:34:00.000+08:00

haha juz watching this quite nice de korean show.. prob is i watched it in korean so abit blur n nv ctach some parts of it.. so abit dun understand hahaha.. =X all the same its still v touching! ^^

nwae.. went out for the whole day ytd haha.. supposed meet yj pork gaigai @ dhobby mrt at 1.30 but i reach before 1.. so v sian.. n gaigai at orchard so ask her come meet me first haha.. then i got tired of waiting.. so i took off my heels, sat cross-legged at the mrt station there.. n put the heels infrnt of me n juz took out my bk to read!! wahahahhaa... talk abt UNGLAM. lolx..

then she finally came n yea walked abt abit then the other 2 came n we went to eat.. haha.. then was talking abt babies.. then jun wan be gynae.. then she say she will help us jie sheng nxt time.. haha.. n was telling her she'll b v busy cuz i wan 4!! ahahahs. then dunno pork or who oso wan? dunno la.. haha then say until like.. when baby wat was the first word we learnt to say.. then pork say the 1st word fj say sure is vulgar word... HAHA. so funny.. imagine this:
fj dad: call papa.. 'papa' 'pa-pa'
fj: !%$@$#!^%@$#&#@*

lol.

then yea.. gaigai left after lunch to go see her dad.. so yea.. we walked abt boringly.. cuz ps nothing to see... haha then jun went off at 5.. then pork n i started trying alot of clothes hahah.. then huiyu came.. then ah heow n brandon came.. then went to eat ajisen... yea~ hahaha... then ya basically juz crapped arnd for the rest of the nite lo... haha quite fun la.. yay~ n their head looks quite normal surprisingly.. but they all hen you mo qi de wear back their caps once we said we wan to leave ajisen le... hahahhaha

=)

2006-01-13T20:54:00.000+08:00

oh oh! wanna add something i read from cleo.. it says that when guys meet for dinner.. they juz eat liao dun get up n leave.. but when gals meet for dinner they will leave VERY LONG even after they have said their byes... cuz they will prob v happy n have enjoyed the evening n start planning when to meet again.. where else for guys.. they will juz assume its a natural thing to meet again some after day so duneed to plan de... hahaha... so funny n it's quite true! lolx..

n juz rmb-ed something darling told me he read from his bk b4 de... for woman, sex is love & love is sex. for man, sex is sex & love is love. LOL. n its SO TRUE!! ahahas.

k la go watch tv le.. tada! ^^

2006-01-13T20:18:00.000+08:00

gaigai i oso reply u here!! wahaha...

firstly.. wat has my feng liu kuai huo got to do with ernie do his job? sounds so wrong lo... =X hahahaha... n YES YES YES!! i can go paris wait for shuttle bus with u... wahahaha... but dunno if they come back same time anot.. -_-''' n i got work in the morning!! ahahahs. n oh ya.. abt heels.. i wore them today too!!! same reason...cuz it's SUNNY!!! muahaha. cuz i got this horrible phobia when i wore it last time.. u noe wat? i standing on this grass patch waiting to cross the road then suddenly my heel starting sinking into the mud/soiil(whatever it was)! EEEEKS!!! heng i faster realise n pull out.... ARGH!! then i tell u i tell u.. i got phobia no. 2 liao... WALKING ABOVE DRAIN COVERS!!! it feels shitty when my heel start going into the stupid stripes or holes or watever u call tt!! u get e idea la.. ARGH! haha i feel stupid... lolx.. n YES!!! gg down n up staircase so0o0o noisy! n guess wat? my company so run down tt the staircase is WOODEN!! gosh... *CRIES IN UTTER HORROR N DISBELIEF* hahaha so half the time i go up n down the staircase i feel like i'm wearing clogs lidat..so noisy! ahahahs. ok i can't believe i blog so long abt juz heels ahahas. haha if beav is jealous can ask him to read my blog... haha... u nv blog then i blog lo.. then he can read abt wat's happening to me! ahahas. out of pt again.. =X like why wld he wan to know.. -_-''' ahahas. oh n btw is ur dad better already?

hahaha... okok enough abt gaigai n my girly stuff lolx..

haha i wanna talk abt my colleagues.. i guess u'all heard abt class couple b4? (ahems.) haha ok.. my pt is.. we have an office couple!! haha.. altho they r erm.. haha ok nvm.. but they r like 10yrs apart? wow... n the guy is v funny.. i like him.. cuz he always kajiao the boss who i dun like... MUAHAHA. then he always kajiao say the boss v fat.. so she will chase him arnd the office n out.. then the rest of us will start hooting with laughter once they run out... haha apparently everyone doesn't like the boss... -_-''' haha sometimes i tink the guy is more compatible with the boss... -_-''' but she is erm.. lao char bo... haha.. n very unlikeable leh.. =X ok nvm.. then there's this guy.. which reminds me..GAIGAI.. forget to tell u.. i got new eye candy le.. n he like sitting behind me.. so i can stare like 6days/44hrs per wk... muahaha. r u jealous? ok nvm.. back to my pt.. he's a natural woman magnet... ahahahs. n he's really a real charmer! ahahas. n i tink he knows it himself so he plays it well yea? n i tink he got playboy written all over his face or something.. MUAHAHA. dun worry dear i wun use my feng liu kuai huo on him cuz he apparently set his eyes on my office best fren liao.. ahahas. n they like so happy sitting beside each other... i wonder if he likes her for real or he juz play play de? oh well~ it's nice to have a fling once in awhile i guess..provided ur fling partner is looking out for a fling too... hahaha.. *darling reads in utter dismay n starts wailing* hahahaha i abit crazy le..

lalala~ i'm so sian! hahaha...

n i abit sad.. cuz i tink i really look nice with the rebonded hair.. but i feel my hair v spoiled de gan jue... =( but i really really like my hair now lehx... hai.. :(

oh ya oh ya.. meeting alot of ppl tmr!! yj n pork in the afternoon.. n prob huiyu brandon n AH HEOW for dinner... lol.. wat a nic... AH HEOW... mayb he n AH YEOW can go gay together.. n yan jiu maths.. fmaths.. physics.... HAHAHA. ok i'm getting evil.

oh ya.. lj promised to help me do manicure! ^^ prob is i'll nv get to meet her again b4 cny i tink? hahaha.. n i dunno whether to cut my nails not now.. cuz they r getting v long n irritating n it sorta amazes me how i tk out my contacts everyday... urrrrrrrgh.

oh ya.. ppl visit www.xiaxue.blogspot.com if u'all nothing to do... read the blog abt orgasms...... eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeew, i wonder if she's got a wire lose up there or something.. =X n she's from CCHS... omg... i dun like her.. she's so bitchy.. argh. wat a disgrace... =S

lalala..... single life is starting to get fun! ^^

2006-01-12T20:09:00.000+08:00

wheeeeee!! hope this works out fine.. was like cldn't get into blogger at all for like 20min or something?? ARGH!

haha nwae... SEAH SULIN!! suddenly so many tags!! ^^

oh b4 i start replying.. ernie!! was doing the data entry stuff.. then came across this person with the name.. SEAH SU LIN!! goodness... can u belief it?? hahaha.. if u wan back ur burden u can try looking for her in serangoon lolx..

gaigai: haha y wld beav b jealous? n do i look like some granmama telling story haha? n yea.. glad u found my fellow sotong in e mang mang ren hai zhong haha.. yay... heels not nice de... hahaha.. n oh ya.. thanks for explaining to yuyu... hahaha.
bert & ernie 1: can u not curse me so crudely haha..
bert & ernie 2: haha u wan demo n teach me how to walk? n i meantion victor to u before la.. but tink u forget le.. nwae.. nxt time we meet then tell u more if u wan lo haha..
huiyu: haha wat mistake? wat dowan admit? lol.. ur qn gaigai ans le haha..

ok yea.. interesting 2 days.. esp. today!! hahaha... ok to start with.. work is still boring.. juz tt gossip abt office politics when boss not arnd is spicing things up... hahaha... so evil.. i dun really like the ppl there.. as in.. they r ok la.. juz feel like not safe.. like.. everyone is so complicated.. n u dunno whether they trying to por u or mk frens with u.. but thank gdness.. nobody wld wan to por me cuz i'm not the boss.. so still ok.. hahaha.. gossiping with clara n debbie.. so interesting.. n they mentioned the dark side of some ppl.. so hard to imagine some ppl r actually so evil.. =X urrrgh. nwae.. i starting to dislike the boss alot.. whole day so noisy still dun let us talk.. she talk like the whole offivce can hear laa... hahaa.. n i tink i like mr singh! he's the only perm staff tt i feel very comfortable n at ease arnd.. n i tink he's very fatherly... hahaha then sometimes he will talk to me then relate to his daughter.. -_-''' hahaha... n florence is not bad too... somehow i like those more low profile ppl.. i tink duneed to explain u'all shld b able to feel more or less why ba.. hahaha.. n ya... was on e way home with clara cuz she live tampines ma.. then she telling me her story.. her dark dark life de story.. haha i oso dunno why.. she said she only told ronald n i.. ok abit surprised la.. but ok la.. at least she feels comfortable to confide in me! =) haha i'm always happy when i know someone trusts me..even if the person is not v close to me.. =X nwae.. yeah... this person called ronald.. he has a ronald macdonald on his desk... HAHAHHAHA. so funny... -_-'''

yea nwae.. notting much le i guess.. haha.. still trying to finish my very nice storybk! lalala~ it's so super thick laaa... n i kp staying cooped in the office these few days eating my bread n reading the thick thick bk during lunch like some bkworm fiona xie... hahaha.. with the exception i dun haf her figure cuz SOMEBODY juz cursed me for umchioing hahaha...

ladida... sorry gaigai i really can't tink of any story to tell le?

haha oh ya.. chatted with yuyu until 2am.... shagged!! today was like so blur when entering all tt data.. so desperately wanted to slp!!! hahaha... n damn the stupid office.. it's so freaking cold!!! =X

so sian.. even somebody calls somebody from ns at nite to talk... n i get sms only!! haha but nvm.. he's unofficially not my bf for the time being now.. so nvm lol.. i shall feng liu kuai huo now for e time being.. anybody wan to yang wo? i quite broke now... hahahha.. tink yk will peng if u get to read this.... hahaha..

2006-01-10T11:47:00.000+08:00

haha... mum juz told me something last nite... gorgor can come out of ns early!! yayyy~ as in.. he suppose to serve for 2yr2mnths.. but he always so suay kenna for all the public hols... so like for every public hol he get called back tt wld tk one xtra day off his 2yrs2mnths... then he nv touch his leave before.. so can at one go tk block leave for dunno how many days or weeks.. so end up he can come out at arnd june/july instead of august!! HURRAY!!! lalala~ so she say hopefully we can both go uni together... hahaha... sounds quite fun actually... *shrugs* see how first... heex... ^^

*happy smug girl*

2006-01-10T11:38:00.000+08:00

bleahhh. haha am helping mummy bake cookies for cny! haha.. so fun.. n why am i here? cuz each tray needs an hr to bake in the oven.. n cnnt start on the nxt tray so soon... hahaha... so ya.. dun bother looking for me to chat online.. cuz i'll only reply u every 40min or something... hahaha.. yayyyy~ so excited... nowadays v happy n excited easily.. dunno why... hahaha....

DARLING PLS COME ONLINE N READ THY BLOG!!! ^^

lol.

2006-01-09T22:18:00.000+08:00

wheeeee~~ DARLING IS BAAAAACK!! ^^

haha... today was fun... n messy... ahahas. firstly.. went to work in HEELS. muahaha. n was like stumbling on them so clumsily n ungracefully!! lalala~ but got better eventually.. haha.. then was v evil.. when tking the train.. i sniggered n grinned evilly at anyone who was walking uglily in her heels... MUAHAHA. but not aloud la.. juz umchio.. haha.. no gaigai i dun haf nei shang..n no ernie i dun haf breast cancer...

ok then... reached work place.. debbie said i looked cute with rebonded hair... yay~~ hahaha... then later lunch time she told me she loved my sine curve... -_-''' hahaha but she say rebond oso nice la.. juz tt natural curl v special n she wan to perm her own har..ttz why she like my hair.. -_-''' hahahha... then yea.. cold n boring day as usual.. haha

then after work reached paris late liao... as in already missed 2 shuttle buses n still darling haven't came.. then like dunno to wait or not.. cuz nv tell him i'll wait for him.. then saw theresa n fj... HAHA. so i tot.. ok shld b coming back soon too so might as well wait... so ended up waiting for like 20min or something lidat.. then first person i saw was weehon who alighted n started running to dunno where.. =X then i saw the s21 guy dunno wat's his name... then saw DARLIING.... then saw gk siong-jie andy chongwei n blahblahblah cnnt rmb who.. juz one whole sa crowd... xia si ren!!! then i v excited... cuz nv see them so UGLY before... wahahaha~ kidding.. then like only saw chongwei balding.. the rest dowan/cnnt tk off cap haha... then i said hello to chongwei.. then he also very high.. ok so everyone was high... hahaha.. then he suddenly say '3 tian bu jian le..' then i was like..'huh? 3 tian qian you jian dao ni mei?' then he went 'hahaha... mei you la.. jiang ni bian mei le jiu dui le la..' then i was so stunned tt i juz went 'har?? orh... xie xie...'

HAHA!! can u believe it??? chongwei says i'm prettttay!! ^^ yay~ monkey praise sotong~ muahaha. wat's the world coming to... but still... lalalala~ so happy! hahaha... then darling oso say my hair look nice... *phew... was scared tt it looked weird... ahahas. then then THEN. saw willis!!! hahahha... so exciting~ really v high.. cuz live paris so long always see so many ah bing ge together n first time is all i ren shi de... WAHAHAHA.... -_-''' hahaha... then erm.. so maluating.. cuz we see each other then always walk home together de cuz he lives nxt blk... then tink he was expecting to walk home with me.. then yk talking on hp.. so i juz pointed n said i waiting for fren.. then i tink he tot i waiting for the nxt bus to come or something... hahaha... watever~ i oso dunno.. juz hope to see him again arnd~ so long nv catch up with him le!! ^^

yea.. then yk's dad came n dropped me off below my blk... hahaha... n after dinner watched campus superstar with mummy! lalalala~ so HIGHHHH today!! ^^

*sniggers* darling loook so UGLY!! muahaha. i look so PRETTY!!! lalala~ BEAUTY & THE BEAST!!! wahahahha~ siao liao... i sound more mentally deranged then POH SIEW!!!! hahhaha...

2006-01-08T21:37:00.000+08:00

ok how come i nv fail to fail to post chinese words on blogger. bleahhhh. someone tell me wat to do?? haha..

2006-01-08T21:19:00.000+08:00

haha... rebonded my hair le!! daddy didn't scold! (surprise surprise!) haha n the person shun bian help me pluck my eyebrows haha.. no la.. actually she shaved it.. cuz she say kan de chu i scared painful... hahaha... so it's not v well done... n i tink i look weird! wahahah... yayyy~ 26days left to wear heels n i haven't worn!! can't find the right occasion to wear them.. abit glam u see... hahaha... nvm. mayb i shall juz wear them tmr.. practise walking... MUAHAHA. quite stupid hor? haha. nvm...

lalala~ found a very nice song... actually already knew abt the song long ago.. but dunno why.. the lyrics juz suddenly came into my mind the other day.. n i tink its v meaningful... hahaha... but i forgot who's the singer le... it's dang wo men tong zai yi qi.. someone pls send me the song so i got something to drool over... hahaha...

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awwwww... so sweet... as sweet as me.. *gag gags*

haha.. nwae.. ppl muz support my blog.. haha.. i'm trying to blog more frequently nowadays so tt dar come back can see wat i did WITHOUT him arnd!! muahaha. so lame~ heex.. wonder wat he's doing now.. i feel so stupid.. sent him so many sms today then his hp nv on.. hahaa..

oh ya... was thinking abt some serious stuff today.. izzit juz u dun the person enough, or izzit no matter how much u love someone when he/she does something VERY bad/wrong u will begin to dislike or mayb even come to detest him eventually? actually was thinking abt my parents.. overheard mum talking to one of my aunts on the phone then like heard her say like she dun care so much abt wat dad has to say to her le.. like those very tired n 'i-give-up-le' tone.. hmmm then wondering if she still love my dad.. cuz she giving him the cold shoulder n prac nv talk for the whole wk le.. but when she talk to me abt him ytd like she still look v hurt n got like those tears brimming... hmmmm. then i tot abt my short time with victor.. i'm convinced tt i loveD him... but wat he did really put me off.. n mayb bcuz we rushed into the relationship n i didn't understood him enough.. mayb i juz simply didn't loveD him enough? i dunno.. but the pt is wat he did was enough to mk me want to end the whole relationship? so tt brings me back to the first statement i made in the beginning of the para... hahahha.... *shrugs*

back to work tmr!! ladida... tues hol again.. haha.. dar's coming out.. but dun tink i will look him up.. wld b better to stay away for 4wks i figured. hahaha~ i still quite excited abt the idea of wearing heels... lol. but it's seriously quite stupid to wear jeans n match it with so glam heels lol. ooooh~ delivery reports coming in! DAR ON HP LE!!!! ^^

2006-01-07T22:27:00.000+08:00

yea~ went out with bert mab lj shuwen chongyi after work today... so nice~ v happy today!! yay~~ ^^ n i learnt how to walk from orchard mrt to far east!! yay~~ haha i know i sound stupid..but it's quite a feat for me ok... muahaha.

wooo.... he went in today liao... lalala~ n i juz realised something this afternoon... i have 27 more days top wear heels!! ahahahas. so out of pt.. yea.. nwaae.. was hugging him gdbye at the interchange.. n suddenly melv juz walked past n started crooning "awwww... so sweet"... -_-''' talk abt maluating.. haha wanted to scold him after tt but he fall in le then i oso late for work le so juz left le lo... haha.. =)

dear dun worry for me.. i'll tk gd gd care of myself... heex.. u tk care too! ahahas. not like u can see this nwae... ahahas. yay~ i learn how to walk from orchard to far east today!! heex.. r u proud of me? lalala~ nxt time i bring u there ok... hahaha. so bo liao~ gd nite! =)

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i tink i haf a moronic dad... as in.. he's not mornic to me.. he's juz moronic to my mum... but tt still makes him a moron. urrgh. now u know why my top 5 conditions for an ideal bf includes no MCPs... haha. not v funny nwae.. i juz detest the way he treats mum n shout at her.. n yea.. i figure he will start yelling the hse down tmr after i come home with my rebonded hair........... watever.

2006-01-06T20:35:00.000+08:00

haha looking at my previous post i realise i sound like a wimp.. =X but nwae.. laugh if u wan to.. i'm juz saying all i feel n nid to say.. but yea.. mayb i shldn't haf said THAT much.. haha cuz look wat happened today.. lolz.. but i sort of expected it after wat u said ytd la.. it was a sooner-or-later thing i guess.. n yea.. i'm willing to respect ur decision n i shall b understanding n do my part too in the mean time..

i promise u that i'll learn how to b strong.. n i'll learn how to be more independent.. n most importantly.. i shall learn how to stop getting lost!! haha.. i'll try to mk up for the time lost with my frens n family too.. try to spend more time with them.. i shldn't neglect them.. in other words.. i'm gonna change!! n i wan to mk darling proud of me when he sees me 4 wks later!! ^^

lalala~ in case u haven't figured out after reading for so long.. yea.. we're breaking up tempoararily for 4wks.. dun ask why.. i'm lazy to repeat stories.. haha.. talk abt irony.. was sms-ing gaigai.. then was telling her.. single life also quite nice n how i will miss being single at times too.. haha now i got my wish come true.. lalala~

ok i'll b lying if i told u i'm not sad.. but yea.. after lunch juz occupied myself with the stupid comp n typed non-stop until 6.30... then got everything sorted out liao.. we r breaking up so tt we'll become closer again... so we'll be fine.. i'm sure we're going to cherish each other more after we pull thru' this 4 wks.. so i'm willing to accept it n enjoy my single-ness for now.. haha

n yea.. hope u change to a REAL MAN too after ur ns!! muahaha. sounds offensive.. but i'm juz saying the cliche stuff tt ppl say to guys gg into ns.. haha.. yea.. the same goes to any other guy reading this.. haha.. all the best!! =)

2006-01-05T20:04:00.000+08:00

hmmm me ish sick.. =( down with a flu since tues... n kp OT summore these few days.. then today really cnnt tk it le.. so left work early n dar pei me to c doc... then went home n slpt... feeling so much better now.. =)

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hmmmm i dunno wat to say.. thanks for pei-ing me to the doc today.. really v grateful.. =) n i dunno why u came to such a decision... i nv even say anything... =X but nwae... ok.. mayb this is a gd time to really let us reflect on this whole thing.. jiejie's rite.. we really got communication breakdown.. n i admit it's not totally ur fault.. it doesn't help tt sometimes i kp everything to myself until it overflows n i flare up at one go..

i believe many ppl reading this will know the story abt how we started off... n i believe no one will argue if i say that u were the one who fu chu more in the beginning.. everyone said tt it was obvious how u loved me more than i did.. everyone told me tt having a bf like u is wo san shen xiu lai de fu.. haha... so funny to think back abt it now.. i rmb everyone was so envious of me..they told me tt u r too unbelievably sweet n all tt... hahaha.. i suppose nobody ever voiced it out.. but everyone felt the same way: if this r/nship ever come to an end.. it muz b ht who dumps him... hahaha... rite??

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i dunno how it happened... but i guess getting tog with victor only mk me realise how badly i fall without u standing by my side.. i guess when u were wooing me i sort of took u for granted ba.. n when u weren't by my side..i suddenly became so lost n ended up so badly hurt.. i guess i was too impulsive n childish then... n it hurt everyone to an extent tt can't b healed now n i'm very regretful abt it.. i'm juz hoping in a few yrs down the road both of u can start talking like before again.. but i dunno if it will ever happen again.. =(

nwae.. as i was saying.. at one pt of time in our relationship, something changed.. mayb it was bcuz i became too dependent on u.. but life started to b hard whenever u weren't arnd.. esp when u took care of me when my leg was injured... but watever it is.. it changed me.. i guess i became selfish.. i didn't want to share u with anyone else.. i wanted all the love n attn for myself.. n i guess it made me quite a bitch. for sometime i guess i sensed the change in myself.. but i juz cldn't say wat change it was... until i sat down n started thinking abt it juz now.. when u told me u have not been a gd bf... i figured..neither have i been a good gf.. esp when i start pms-ing.. haha.. mayb i shld look for u again when i reach menopause... haa...

but then i dunno why.. i guess last wk's incident made me feel very insecure... i found it hard to trust tt u love me again.. n u might find it ridiculous... but i was really very badly hurt. n it made me realise how afriad i was to lose u... for awhile i wanted to tell u tt i want a breakup..n u shld b given the privilege to be tog with someone u truly love n care for.. but everytime the thought came into my mmind or when i wanted to start telling u, i wld juz break down n cry... the thought of losing u was too scary... i might appear tough to many..but i'm not at all. i have times when i am juz as vulnearble as any other girl... times like when i'm on the verge of losing someone i love n depend on so much..

thanks for talking to me juz now.. thanks for trying so hard to convince me tt u still love me... yea.. i choose to believe in wat u say.. n dun b so sure tt i'll b the one who's gg to dump u.. mayb in a few yrs down the road i'll b the one begging for u to come back.. u juz nv know..... =)

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i tink W is very wrong n stupid n selfish to mention everything n dig up the past at such a time... i'm not biased or standing on S side... but i seriously feel like kicking someone's ass...... kick some ass!! lalala~

2006-01-02T19:38:00.000+08:00

i wan a Panasonic VS6.

went to singtel website check out the price during christmas. $298. decided to wait for it to drop. went back to singtel website again juz now. $438. freaking stupidd. $298 was the christmas special. =X went to check out M1 n starhub websites. $298.

haha... wat's their problem?

2006-01-02T18:57:00.000+08:00

lalala~ went shopping with mum again ytd... bot more things... hahaha... she says i've spend like half of her bonus... oops. =x lalala~ shopping is nice.... n made me realise mum's e only person who's always by me when i'm sad... haha n i dun even confide with her... so ironic.. =)

yea~ today she mk nice food for me to eat... haha... then i help her clean up the kitchen... cuz she say like the floor alot of floor... so i tk e cloth n wanted to start cleaning... then she took the container with the flour inside, n want to tk out more flour to use... then the container dropped. n wooooo~ really alot of flour on e floor liao... ahahas. then we kept laughing. lolz..

then help her song huo to other relatives' hse... walked arnd myself... bot vcd!! haha... my sassy gf... v long wanna collect liao... haha.. den was like buy one get one free... so any how choose another vcd lo... ahahas. came home n watch. juz finished watching... so nice~ ^^

lalala.... later got campus superstar... muahaha.

oh. yea. juz now was sitting on the toilet borl. trying to shit. then suddenly tink abt e sec sch day... n started missing the 8e so badly.. =( how they used to ying chou tis silly girl here n meet up at e balcony there every morning to memorise the ci yu shou ce... then pei me rao zhong zheng hu.. guess they r the ones who truly understand me.. n the ppl whom i can really b crazy n myself with... the 7.5 girls i will miss... =) haha hope somebody doesn't see e 7.5 lolz...

ladida. life's boring... n so is work. i've nv been more bored since work started. ahahas. ultimate sian-ness.... lalala~ n i'm gg back tmr... hahaha... in JEANS. yep. no more skirt....or else i'll freak out again haha.

so long.. =)

2006-01-01T10:20:00.000+08:00

happy new yr to all~

tho i had a totally unhappy new yr's eve... apart from the niang dou fu n meeting mab... i've got notting to comment abt e rest of the day...
cuz i've reached the tip of the volcano n errupted... hurray~ wat more can i say?

2005-12-26T15:30:00.000+08:00

haha so long nv blog le.. so busy... =X

first of all... merry xmas to all!! ^^

2ndly... wun reply the tags cuz like not very repliable oso.. n some of them i not very able to tune in to same frequency... haha so nvm...

n ya.. juz to let u'all know.. i'm working at SP services now... data entry.. if u're wondering after seeing photos somebody posted... no i'm not working at SMRT... -_-''' i'm working at the place where all ur monthly power bills come from... hahaha... so u betta not de zhui me or else i'll mk sure u go bankrupt paying bills.... MUAHAHA. kidding.

n yea... the work's boringly boring....... n no i no longer hafta wear office clothes... first day only... -_-''' which is a waste of money haha...

n yea.. went to marina sq on fri with dar to get my dear bag after work... it's sho nice... hahahaha... so happy~ i have my dream bag!! lalala~ gaigai r u happy for me? hahaha...

oh ya... forgot to mention went to shop for office clothes with my mum on the day b4 i started work.. spent ALOT.... n she volunteered to pay for everything... haha... even when i insisted to use my own money... so yea... in the end to thank her... i bot her this top that looked nice on her... but it was only like 21 bucks... n after tt she gave me my allowance which is more than twice of 21.... hahaha... so lame~ guess i'm the only one still receiving allowance after working... but it's really not my fault... i wan to use my own moeny but she inists tt i save it up... =X

n uh yea... went to malaysia on christmas eve morning... to attend a wedding on christmas day... hahaa... left home at FIVE THIRTY AM. goodness... so tt wun get caught in the jam la.. but yea.. guess wat? we took the very first bus tt left the interchange at malaysia towards my granma hse.. which is like 8am... then the stupid bus broke down... TWICE. haha.. first time at the petrol stn.. n 2nd time in the middle of the road... urrrgh. so we were held up for quite long.. n we reached there close to noon instead of the scheduled 1030.... hahaha... =X then yea.. notting much oso la.. as usual fooled arnd with the kds abit.. then read my book.. n sleep alot n eat alot... haha... buffet on sat nite n sun afternoon.. then wedding dinner on sunday nite.. the food wasn't quite nice tho... haha... then returned today morning.. n reached home at arnd 2...

n i went to announce something!! I LOOK NICE WITH STRAIGHT HAIR!!! wahahhaa.... one of my ah yi wanted to go steam her hair before the wedding dinner... so she say bring me along too go wash my hair n say she'll pay for me cuz it's apparently SUPER CHEAP there.. haha.. so yea.. went along.. n the rest of the 'mothers' asked me to straigten my hair.. so ok lor.. then juz sat there while the person washed my hair... haha... so shuang... n she even massage the neck n shoulder n back all that lo... lalala~ but the girl like look abt the same age as me lehx.. then the skill so gd le.. wo0o0o~ haha... then yea... wnet ahead to straighten the hair.. as in those.. temp de.. once u wash ur hair then it's gone le.. yea... at first tot i look weird.. haha it's the same effect as last time rebond la.. juz tt my hair is longer now.. so it's nicer.. haha.. then yea.. went home prepare for the dinner.. changed into the nice nice clothes... then realise i look VERY NICE with tt hair.... hahahah... so weird.. lalala~ so shall rebond my hair ba.. ahahas. n yea... mayb i shld juz wear the same clothes tt i word everyday so tt it'll go along with my hair n i'll look nice... MUAHAHA. kidding. ok..not funny. =X

lalala~ i'm off to complete my bk.. i mean.. finish reading it.. haha...

n btw.. if u're reading this. i seriously mean it when i said u were a utterly selfish pig. n u betta change for gd... FULLSTOP.

2005-12-18T17:11:00.000+08:00

hmmmm.. feel abit sad after reading somebody's blog... guess i can really understand how somebody feels even if everybody else thinks somebody's the one in the wrong... hmmmm juz dun ask me who somebody cuz i have no intention of telling anybody who somebody is... n i mean ANYBODY.

no it doesn't seem like a valid reason but if u were standing in somebody else's shoes u wld tink it was a valid reason. but then i still agree with somebody tt it wouldn't have been a valid reason. HAHA. crappy entry. dun mind me. juz feeling weird n crappy. like i can no longer tell who's right n who's wrong. hmmmm mayb everyone were wrong..but i shouldn't have done wat i did regardless of wat happened yea? but i still tink i made the right decision... so juz wth am i trying to say? hahaha...

i hope somebody is reading this... juz to let somebody know if u r reading this... tho i doubt u r reading this since we've lost touch for so long n i dun rmb giving u my blog ad.. but yea... get the facts right first b4 u point fingers ok... dun accuse the good ppl... yea... guess tt's all i have to say to somebody.... hahaha... to the somebody else... i dunno wat to say... i guess i have no comments.. ahahas.

thinking abt the crazy ideas i used to have.. but thinking back now.. n looking at the situation now.. they suddenly dun seem like crazy ideas anymore. haha. wat irony. lalala~

nwae.. i tink 18 is a stupid age to be at... it sort of mark u as a half-adult.. yet there r still so many things that u still can't do.. pretty sucks huh? like u have to start taking charge of ur actions n b responsible for wat u do... yet u cnnt b fully in charge of ur life n get the freedom u want.... hahaha... wat tragic irony. somehow the word 'irony' always make me want to study lit. hahaha.. sounds stupid.

oh yea.. so we all quit-ed.. i wonder how she's coping now.. 6ppl quitting at one go. somehow i feel sorry for her.. yet i wished i had screamed n shouted at her b4 walking off... haha wat i___y. lol.

hmmm i noe u prob tink i'm v bad to quit n walk off lidat.. n i know u prob tink i'm juz some stupid kid kicking a fuss out of everything... but then again.. when have i nv seem like i'm kicking a big fuss? haha somehow it gives me the urge to want to juz believe that i'm the one in the wrong.. so everything wouldn't seem so bad..n i prob wun feel so bad too.. watever~ tho i have no reason to, i'm still trying to get use to this.

ok i tink i've typed enough of confusing stuff.. hope nobody understands this. hahaha.

btw.. i tink it's cool of mab to actually get the cchs job... hahaa... now she get to see zhong zhen hu everyday... well, with the slight regret tt nobody SHI QING HUA YI can pei her san bu every morning while she sneezes.. *ahem* tt was meant to be our secret.. so nvm if u dun understand.. haha..

if u actually finished reading this entry... r u regretting it now? lol.

2005-12-16T20:26:00.000+08:00

haha juz read blogs. realise... seems like everyone's unhappy with their work. HAHA.

2005-12-16T18:16:00.000+08:00

sorry ppl that i didn't blogged for almost 2wks or something... ok.. nothing much to update oso.. was quite busy.. went to work at the lego fair @ millenia walk... with shuya lj hx bert yk... initially we tot the boss was nice... then she turned out to b some totally horrible terrible incorrigible person.... i dowan to do liao la.. kenna suan-ed n acused for notting then all she does is treat u like some spare tyre.. she only needs u wen her darling rich business partner's daughter can't make it to work... n she's so totally disorganised n lousy in management.. first she doesn't plan a schedule at all.. then when we finally spent so much time helping her plan one.. she ruins it by saying so-and-so duneed come work tmr cuz her darling rich business partner's daughter is coming so enough ppl le... n like wth. 2days ago ask her whether fren's cousin can come work not cuz she say not enuff ppl.. then she say enuff ppl le duneed more liao.. then an hr later we plan schedule with some half-days n breaks in btw she flared up n say not enuff ppl le still wan to work half-day? wth?? first u act nice when u duneed ppl n say wat cnnt kp working n tire ourselves.. then u say enuff ppl le duneed employ more.. then now u tell us not enuff ppl le muz kp dong full day... then ur dear rich business fren's daughjter comes along to work then u ruin our whole schedule.. then u have to criticise ppl n say wat ppol duneed to rest cuz she needs money... wth wth wth. need money then duneed to rest ar? need money then muz come see ur face ar... then still say we go do earn so little n ur rich fren's daughter go do then earn so much... HELLO... go see for yourself wat happened on tt day so tt she can earn so much more?? SHUT ur bloody mouth up la.. when we were slogging our guts up n helping u earn money where were u??? eating @ silkroad with ur dear bf. why dun u come n sell the things yourself?? since u so good at it n wan 20k profit... sorry la.. we r not superman lo... u nv even hit above 5k b4 and now u wan 20k.... DREAM ON LA. u better gif me my pay tmr. cuz i'm quitting after tt... n i dun care if ur whole fair no one work for u not.. since we r juz spare tyres to u..so i figured u duneed us too. haha. i'll juz drop by n go shopping at marina one day n wave to u... see HOW WELL ur fair is gg... then congratulate u when u get ur 20k per day profit. MUAHAHA. tt is if u ever get it. lalala~ feel so much better now... yayyy~

haha sorry mk u'all hear me grumble... so sorry so long nv blog le.. cuz really busy working for like 10hrs per day or something? then like stand whole day reach home v tired le juz ko le lo... feel so cheated now. after i start working so many ppl call to offer me data entry jobs! URRGH. then i see her like not enuff ppl working for her then promise her to stay until january.. then i turned down all the offers. ARGH. feel like such an idiot lo... like..wth. now i dun even get to spend christmas with my family cuz kan ni ke lian..then no one working during christmas so go work for u then nv pei my parents go m'sia yea? n now u gimme this type of attitude?? sorry lo. WO BU GAN LE. -nehh-

k la.. dun tok abt her le.. so wet blanket. hmmmmm.... besides her... the rest of my life is juz perfect now... quite happy n contented with it! juz tt after start working haven't had a decent meal with my family for more than one wk le.. kp eating out.. cuz like.. start at 11am n end at 9++++++pm.... so kp eating out... hmmmm... today mummy cook all my fav soups n all that le... so excited... i miss home-cooked food! :) haha btw if u r wondering... yea she make me tk leave today cuz got enough ppl working le... =X so speechless...... haha heck....

ppl if u wan to buy any lego... dun buy from millenia walk or tanglin mall ok... yay~ lalala... shall attempt to play maple now... hahaha... ciao~

2005-12-05T13:42:00.000+08:00

haha okok so many supporters... bu de bu blog.. firstly.. wanna clarify to dotty.. i not nv enjoy sas outing.. in fact i enjoyed it very very VERY much! heex.. juz very yi han de yuyu dear dear didn't came.. haha

ok 2ndly... i'm breeding mosquitoes yes ernie... hahaha... i tink it's quite funny nwae... haha... so yeah... go ahead report me.. then we shall all do the x-dengue rap... hahaha...

ok finally.. to everyone else looking at the stagnant blog... my blog is stagnant not bcuz it's unwanted or something.. it's juz tt during exam period i've gotten used to not coming online... so now after exam i remain lazy n dun feel the need to come online so often.... yeah hence the untouched blog. hahaha...

ok eventually... I'M BACK FROM 5DAYS 4NIGHTS OF CHALET!!!! muahaha. total shuang-ness! ahahas. thurs was the cs chalet.. which i only went for one day.. haha.. went arcade played pool.. watch tv... walked about... strolled in the park and all that chatting... love them all so much.. everyone so nice and all that... felt so at home.. heex.. there was wu lao shi pris kelvin meimei wenwen hh minshan!! haha... so happy! ^^ then left the chalet at fri morning with hh.. he gg out first then i came home.. yeapz. prepared the 8e chalet things... then yea.. bathed n rested awhile.. ahahas. then went to the 8e chalet at arnd 2+... called jess over to help mab make-up for her prom... haha so fun! then uhhh stoned with yk when both of them went prom n the rest haven't come.. haha.. then went to eat... n went back room watch tong xin yuan n blah until 9+... came out to walked.. the rest called to say they coming liao.. went back room to wait... yea~ came le... played n blah... hugs n blah... so long nv see each other! so nce~ ahahas. btw there was a barney fair there... so it was quite fun apparently playing with the bubbles... muahaha. so zhang bu da... yeapz. walked to hte beach n blah... haha... bbq-ed for 2 evenings! yum yum... ^^ am so broke now.. dunno how to go class chalet liao... might nid to work nwae.. see how first.. mayb stay one night only ba.. yea~ do i smell og candy? hahahhaha.... oh ya saw chongyi finally... haha... he's ok i suppose.. v entertaining... ahahas. yeapz... went home after breakfast today.. then uhhh.. saw a cat near the park.. n i meow-ed.. so it followed me qute a distance.. n stopped after tt... hahaha... so i sat there n waited for mab they'all come.. n played with it.. heex... it's so cute!! tickled it n it kept rolling about so happily.. hahaha... =)

yeapz. back home now so tired n happy... contented little girl... couldn't b happier... friends for llife! =)

2005-11-23T18:57:00.000+08:00

wooooo... back from sas cum harry potter outing! haha... ok la.. quite fun.. played pool after tt... can't elaborate now.. wanna watch tong xin yuan haha.. but nwae... the recruit agency called me... blahblahblah... say shortlist me to the company.. then might call me again for interview.. haha... but the job seems quite cheem lehx... they mention everything i dun really understand haha.. but will learn ba.. then ermx.. the pay is VERY high too... haha at least to me la.. then i reach home.. mummy say one of my ah yi's husband company ask me go interview oso... haha... calling her back later to confirm... haha.. dunno wat job is tt also.. sum insurance company... -_-''' bleahhh. scared they ask me start work early then cnnt go chalet... =( hmmm shall c first ba.. go see fishball le!! ^^

2005-11-22T08:58:00.000+08:00

woooooooooo.... exams finally finished!! bleahhhh. am told to blog.. but like notting much to blog abt... all the papers sucked. dowan tink abt wat's gg to happen to me also... haix... n so stupid... mummy kp hurrying me to go find a job.. eeeeee.... i dowan.. i wan go chalet first... urrrrrgh. n like so sian... juz finish ytd only then she kp tell me to do this do that.. like so watever... i do my own stuff then she tell me dun waste time do boliao stuff... -_-''' even if waste time is waste my time ma... =X haix... so sian... am used to not coming online le.. so... yea... hahaha... no urge to do anything.. juz leaving the comp on juz in case got job alert... hahahha... but yea.. i rather watch tv now... haha... nwae.. am TRYING to prepare a present for most of the ppl reading this... but i dunno how to make it... =X haha lousy instruction-follower... but yea.. not my fault.. instructions not detailed enough ma... hahaha... ooops. k la.. i wan go watch vcd... hahaha... ciao~

2005-10-20T21:03:00.000+08:00

Hmmmm… dunno why I suddenly so sad.. yeapz. Lunch wif falala tmr is cancelled.. think he got something else on le.. bleahh. So sad rite… I told mummy I lunching out le then he told me dowan meet le.. =( so I dunno how to settle lunch tmr.. usually will juz settle for cup noodles or something de.. but dunno why dun feel like eating cup noodles le.. really was looking forward to lunching out de.. like got de shut at home so long liao de feeling n finally can lunch out with a fren.. doesn’t matter who the person is.. juz wanted to lunch out.. then now dunno how to settle lunch tmr liao.. bleahhh. Like dun feel like asking anyone else out.. cuz like.. mummy’s curfew yea? Then she dun allow me to go out too early oso.. so like.. will only b meeting for lunch.. n most ppl either leave too far away or wun purposely come out for lunch ma.. so yea~ hmmmm… nvm lo.. will juz hafta settle it myself I guess… =X

Yea.. as I was saying juz now.. was very sad.. actually i still am sad now la.. haha… but feeling abit happier.. cuz like.. ytd was complaining to my bro printer not working.. then he was like saying.. like go install myself lo.. then I told him I tried liao but didn’t worked.. even after put in the installation cd.. then he say.. duneed cd de ma.. then I say dun put cd oso cnnt work.. then he very irritated then juz said ‘too bad laa,,’… then juz switched on the comp now.. n turns out he installed it for me already!! =) heex.. so nice of him.. always sounds so irritated when ask him do this n tt but will still do after tt de… yay~ ^^

Hmmmm feeling abit bleah-ish now.. dunno why.. was still feeling quite high today morning de.. now really feeling quite sad…. =’( mayb mood swinging ba.. haix.. =( ermx.. if i sound moody n irritating sorry lehx.. pls dun tk it to heart ok? =)

2005-10-20T12:00:00.000+08:00

haha this blog is courtesy of james... i dunno wat story u wan but these r the few stories tt i filtered out haha.. n the last story is somewhere from my ex-blog de i tink.. but couldn't find it n got so fed up of searching so ya.. took t from someone else's blog.. haha... enjoy~ if it's not then tell me i try search again lo... i tink the tree leaf wind story is nice tho... yay~ ^^ pls tagggg ok... haha..

THIS IS WHAT A GIRL TOLD A GUY

If you see me walking on the road with
someone else,
It's not because I like his accompany...

Its because you're not brave enough to
walk beside me.

If you hear me talking about him all the
time
Its not because he pleases me

Its because you're too deaf to hear my
heartbeat

If you feel me falling with someone new
Its not because I love him..

But because you're not there to catch me
fall

If you feel lost, I too am nowhere
I too don't know where the road is going

Are we gonna cross each other's path
Or just completely turn around?..

Will we just let go of what we had
Or go to the place where love is bound

Don't let me walk with him,
It's you I want to walk with..

Don't let me talk of him,
it's you I want to talk with..

Don't let me fall for him,
It's you I want to fall in love with..

"HOW DID THE GUY REPLY?"

When you thought I wasn't brave enough to
walk
beside you
I was behind you every step of the way

Still filled with awe because of the
beauty that
stand before me

When you thought I was too deaf to hear
your heartbeat

I didn't want to assume anything
And I was afraid to lose our friendship

When you thought I wasn't there to catch
you,
It was because you never gave me the
chance

You never reached the bottom,
you've already grabbed a branch

If you feel like you are nowhere,
I too am lost

I too don't know where the road is going
Are we just going to turn around,
Or are we gonna cross each other's path?

Will we just let go of what we had
Or go to the place where love is bound?

Don't let me walk alone
I want to walk by your side

Don't let me talk of something else
It's you I want to talk with

Don't let me fall for someone else
It's you I want to fall in love with.

WHEN I SAW YOU...

I WAS AFRAID TO TALK TO YOU...

WHEN I TALKED TO YOU...

I WAS AFRAID TO HOLD YOU...

WHEN I HOLD YOU...

I WAS AFRAID TO LOVE YOU...

NOW THAT I LOVE YOU ...

I'M AFRAID TO LOSE YOU...

SOMETIMES LOVE HURTS...
BUT IF IT DOESN'T HURT...

THEN IT ISN'T LOVE..

________________________________

My husband was an engineer. Since I met
him, he
was always an
unflappable rock in my life. I knew he always
had
his feet firmly
planted on the ground, and it seemed that no
matter what else went
crazy, he would be the one constant.

Three years of romance, and two years of
marriage later, I got tired.
He was the most unromantic man I know. He
never
bought me flowers, he
never
surprised me, and nothing changed in our
marriage.

After some time, I finally found the courage to
tell
him that I wanted
to leave him. He just sat there, speechless.
My
heart froze... what
kind
of man was I married to that didn't even know
what
to say to make me stay?

After a while, he spoke, "What can I do to
change
your mind?". "I will
stay if you can give me a good answer to this
question," I replied
coldly.
"If I asked for a flower that grew on a cliff, and
you
knew that
getting it for me means certain death, would
you
get it for me?". His
face grew
troubled.

"Can I give you an answer tomorrow
morning?" he
asked. Hearing that
kind of answer, my heart died. I knew that I
could
never be happy with
a man who couldn't even give me a answer
straight away.

The next morning, when I woke up, he was
missing. In the living room,
under a warm glass of milk, was a note. My
eyes
grew misty as I read
it...

"Dear, I have my answer. I will never pick the
flower for you if it
meant certain death. But before you leave, I
hope
you can give me a
chance to give you my reasons....

You will always sit in front of the computer
and
type
about for the
whole day, but everytime you will end up in
tears
cause your formating
will
always go all over the place... I need my
fingers,
to
do the formating
for you, so your tears will become smiles.

You like to travel, but would always get lost... I
need my eyes, so
that I can bring you to the nicest places on
earth.

Everytime you leave the house, you would
always
forget your keys... I
need my legs, so that I can run home to open
the
door for you.

You never knew how to take care of yourself...
I
need my hands to help
you get rid of the pesky white hair you hate so
much when you grow
old, to
trim your nails, to feed you.

So you see, that's why I can't pick the flower
for
you. Until I find
someone who loves you more than I do, I will
need
my body to take care
of you.

If you accept my reasons, then open the door,
where I will be waiting
with your favourite muffin."

With tears streaming from my eyes, I opened
the
door, and there he
stood, with a extremely worried look on his
face.
He still had nothing
to say, but just stood there waving the packet
he
had in his hand in
front of me. And then I knew for a fact that I will
never find another
man who will ever love me as much as he
does.

Just because someone doesn't love you the
way
you want them to doesn't
mean that they don't love you with all they
have

__________________________________________________

Tree, Leaf, Wind & Love . . .

People call me "Tree".

I had dated 5 girls when I was in Pre-U. There is one girl who I love a
lot but never dared to go after. She didn't have a pretty face, good
figure or an outstanding charm. She was just a very ordinary girl. I
liked her. I really liked her. I liked her innocence, her frankness, her
intelligence and her fragility. Reason for not going after her was that
I felt somebody so ordinary like her was not a good match for me. I was
also afraid that after we were together all the feelings would vanish. I
was also afraid other's gossip would hurt her.

I felt that if she were my girl, she'd be mine ultimately & I didn't
have to give up everything just for her. The last reason, made her
accompanying me for 3 years. She watched me chase other girls, and I
have made her heart cry for 3 years.

She was a good actor, and me a demanding director. When I kissed my
second girlfriend, she bumped into us. She was embarrassed but smiled &
said, "Go on!" before running off. The next day, her eyes were swollen
like a walnut. I did not want to know what caused her to cry. Later that
day, I returned from soccer training to get something & watched her cry
in the classroom for an hour or so. My fourth girlfriend did not like
her. There was once when both of them quarreled. I know that based on
her character she is not the type that will start the quarrel. However,
I still sided my girlfriend. I shouted at her & ignored her feelings and
walked off with my girlfriend. The next day, she was laughing & joking
with me like nothing happened. I know she was hurt but she did not know
deep down inside I was hurt too.

When I broke up with my fifth girlfriend, I asked her out. Later that
day, I told her I had something to tell her. I told her about my break
up. Coincidentally, she has something to tell me too, about her getting
together..
I knew who the person was. His pursuit for her had been the talk of the
School. I did not show her my heartache, just smiles & best wishes. Once
I reached home, I could not breathe. Tears rolled & I broke down. How
many times have I seen her cry for the man who did not acknowledge her
presence?

During graduation, I read a SMS in my mobile. It said, "Leaf's departure is
because of Wind's pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay"

Leaf..
People call me Leaf..

During the 3 years of Pre-U, I was on very close terms with a guy as
buddy kind. However, when he had his first girlfriend, I learnt a
feeling I never should have learnt - Jealousy. Sourness to the extreme
limit. They were only together for 2 months. When they broke up, I hide
my happiness. But after a month, he got together with another girl.

I liked him & I know he liked me. But why won't he pursue me? Since he
loves me why he didn't he make the first move? Whenever he had a new
girlfriend, my heart would hurt. After some time, I began to suspect
that this was one-sided love. If he didn't like me, why did he treat me
so well? It's beyond what you will normally do for a friend. I know his
likes, his habits. But his feelings towards me I can never figure out.
You can't expect me a girl, to ask him.
Despite that, I still wanted to be by his side. Care for him, accompany
him, and love him. Hoping that one day, he will come to love me. Because
of this, I waited for him. Sometimes, I wondered if I should continue
waiting. The pain, the dilemma accompanied me for 3 years.

At the end of my 3rd year, a junior pursues me. Everyday he pursues me.
He's like the cool & gentle wind, trying to blow off a leaf from a tree.
In the end, I realized that I wanted to give this wind a small footing
in my heart.
I know the wind will bring the leaf to a better land. Finally, leaf left
the tree, but the tree only smiled & didn't ask me to stay.

Leaf's departure is because of Wind's pursuit. Or cause Tree didn't ask
her to stay..

Wind..
People call me Wind..

Because I like a girl called leaf. Because she's so dependent on tree,
so I have to be a gust wind. A wind that will blow her away. When I
first met her, it was 1 month after I was transferred to this new
school. I saw a petite person looking at my seniors & me playing
soccer. During ECA time, she will always be sitting there. Be it alone
or with her friends, looking at him.
When he talks with girls, there's jealousy in her eyes. When he looked
at her, there's a smile in her eyes. Looking at her became my habit.
Just like, she likes to look at him.

One day, she didn't appear. I felt something missing. I can't explain
the feeling except it's a kind of uneasiness. The senior was also not
there as well. I went to their classroom, hid outside and saw my senior
scolding her.
Tears were in her eyes while he left. The next day, I saw her at her
usual place, looking at him. I walked over and smiled to her. Took out a
note & gave to her. She was surprised. She looked at me, smiled &
accepts the note.
The next day, she appeared & passes me a note and left.

It read, "Leaf's heart is too heavy and wind couldn't blow her away.."

"It's not that leaf heart is too heavy. It because leaf never want to
leave tree." I replied her note with this statement and slowly she
started to talk to me & accept my presents & phone calls. I know that
the person she loves is not me. But I have this perseverance that one
day I will make her like me.
Within 4 months, I have declared my love for her no less than 20 times.
Every time, she will divert away from the topic. But I never give up. If
I decide I want her to be mine, I will definitely use all means to win
her over. I can't remember how many times I have declared my love to
her. Although I know, she will try to divert but I still bear a small
ray of hope.

Hoping that she will agree to be my girlfriend. I didn't hear any reply
from her over the phone. I asked, "What are you doing? How come you
didn't want to reply?" She said, "I'm nodding my head". "Ah?" I could
n't believe my ears.
"I'm nodding my head" She replied loudly. I hang up the phone, quickly
changed and took a taxi and rush to her place & press her doorbell.
During the moment when she opens the door, I hugged her tightly.

Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask
herto stay...

Moral..

In love, we win very rarely, but when love is true, even if you lose,
you still win just for having the tingle of loving someone more than you
love yourself.

There comes a time when we stop loving someone, not because that person
has stopped loving us but because we have found out that, they'd be
happier if we let go..

Why do we close our eyes when we sleep? When we cry? When we imagine?
When we kiss?

This is because THE MOST BEAUTIFUL THINGS IN THE WORLD ARE UNSEEN.

There are things that we never want to let go of, people we never want
to leave behind, but keep in mind that letting go isn't the end of the
world. It's the beginning of a new life. Happiness lies for those who cry those
who hurt, those who have searched and those who have tried. For only
they can appreciate the importance of the people who have touched our
lives.

A great love? It's when you shed tears and still you care for them, it's
when they ignore you and still you long for them. It's when they begin
to love another and yet you smile and say, "I'm happy for you." If love
fails, set yourself free, let your heart spread its wings and fly again.
Remember you may find love and lose it, but when love dies, you never
have to die with it.

The strongest people are not those who always win but those who stand
back up when they fall. Somehow, along the course of life, you learn
about yourself and realize that there should never be regrets, only a
lifelong appreciation of the choices you've made.

Loving is not how you forget but how you forgive, not how you listen but
how you understand, not what you see but how you feel, and not how you
let go but how you hold on.

It's more dangerous to weep inwardly rather than outwardly. Outward
tears can be wiped away while secret tears scar forever..

It's best to wait for the one you want than settle for one that's
available. It's best to wait for the right one because life is too short to waste
on just someone . . .

2005-10-20T11:28:00.000+08:00

lalala~ juz diiscovered another jing tian dong di thingy ytd... hahaha... JAMES READS MY BLOG!!! wo0o0o h0o0o0o~ ahahas. so interesting... the LEGENDARY james actually read MY blog!! ahahas. okok.. i go look for the story u wan for u later k.. haha.. *waves~ pls tag... ^^

oh ya... was suddenly thinking abt the sas guys ytd.. dunno why.. haha.. guess was cuz huiyu kp talking to me abt bran n james.. then at nite i still go msg dotty to scold him tk photo oso wan be dian deng pao... ahahhas. so funny... then was thinking tt time morning always tk bus tog with huiyu n them.. so nice.. =) tink dotty was the 1st non-owtenos i got to know.. then aaron then victor then garrel n blah... haha.. dotty is the "he so kpo of cuz know everyone la.."(quoted from yk so u can go scold him..) ahahas... then aaron is the first person i see who can get naggier than yk.. lolx.. then erm... victor.. hmmm guess i wasn't v fair tto him.. bleahh. abit sad things ended up in this state.. until graduation he still doesn't wan to tok to me.. =( oh well... guess i hafta blame myself... hmmm... then garrel. is funny. he sits down n starts talking. n talking. n talking. n i mean TALKING NON-STOP. ahahas. n he cnnt resist suan-ing yk... hahahha... which is quite funny at times... hahaha... yah... he really doesn't stop tlaking until he stands up to leave again lo~ hahahha.... yea~ as huiyu n i often say... those IRRITATING sas guys. wahahaha~ can we go outing after A's? haha... like so sad.. nv go out as a grp with u'all b4... heex.. can can CAN? *excited tone* ahahas. watever~

okaes.. i forgot wat i wanted to say oso le.. haha.. oh yea... went for phys concultation ytd.. then wanted go gp mock after tt de.. but huiyu shedding her snake skin n i v sian oso.. so we hang arnd abit.. then went reading room do work while waiting for e rest lo.. haha.. then I GOT STUDY LO!! dun believe huiyu hor!! pls read MY blog before reading hers!! haha i really got study!! lolx. but got talk abit oso la.. hahaha... she told me alot of very funny stories.. lolx. then she hungry after tt so we went downstairs bot alot of snacks to eat lo.. heex.. then saw shuhui.. then she describe huiyu until v funny... beng beng tiao tiao de... hahaha.. then yah.. we study/chatting/eating halfway silas walked by then ended up sitting down n chatting with us... hahaa so cool~ then the rest came down.. then gaigai ernie dar me.. played black magic n johnny whoops... hahaha... then dar was SUPER FUNNY... he still go n shake shake shake lo..... ahahahs. n guess wat? ends up he knows abt the game liao but only entertaining us lo....... hahaha... almost strangled him lo... then yea... on the way home was intro-ed to jing lih... ernie's gf... hahahhaa... they r gg to kill me... but the intro was funny... hahaha... n i heard she looks like dotty's gf? hahahhaa... ok i conclude alot of ppl will kill me after reading this... hahaha.. yeapz. so went home.. n blah..

yayyy~ v productive today~ lalalalala..... ahahas. so high... i dunno why... hehe.. suddenly feel the sense of urgency to study.. haha.. dunno why.. oh yah.. toon gg to b commando wor~ yea... according to FABIAN... they chose him bcoz of his BUILT. haha ok.... hmmmm yah. hahahaha..... oh no.. i'm gonna b slaughtered again.... think i'm self-entertaining... ahahas. n falala shall b commando too after lunching with me tmr!! hahah... cuz i bring him luck ma~ -nehh- lolx... yayyy~ so high... ahahas. suddenly feel like playing gb!! lolx. but shall control my urge n play after A's.... lalala~! not like some PPL... play DOH-TAH everyday~ hahahhaha... oh btw... i tink FIR-ST-DAY sounds nice!! ^^

2005-10-17T09:01:00.000+08:00

haha ok zzz... can't blog with my accnt as usual... told bro liao but he doesn't really care so shall cont' invading his accnt lo... -nehh- heex...

big news big news!!!

today is the record breaking earth shattering jing tian dong di day since 24th may..... I WENT JOGGING!!! muahaha. finally uh... hahaha... since tt time tore ligament n blah then nv jog until now liao... then juz now went to jog... bleahhhhhhhhhhh. almost threw up... hahhaa... but gaigai says her coach says.. run until wan throw up means is zui gao jing jie liao~ wheeeeeee..... so i presume i did a pretty good job! ahahas. ^^

2005-10-14T12:17:00.000+08:00

haha ok bot my pencil case on tues liao... quite small tho.. bleahh. but yeah. betta then one with a big ink blot on it haha... but seriously i still love the old one better... =)

yeapz. studied whole day @ mac on tues... skipped mock too... dar n fabian joined me one after another... stayed until 12+... went to montip to get my pencil case.. then fabian left... n dar n i cont' walk arnd hbf n i watched him eat his lunch haha.. then he pelled me to paris... his aunt working at wsands mac.. reserved the one last hamburglar for me!! ^^ haha so we ate happpy meal AGAIN. n her aunt very nice.. scared we still hungry so came up n treated us to another large fries... hahahah... so we r both officially sick of mac now lolz.... but haha so funny... think they not enuff plasticine of something.. cuz hamburglar's tongue is yellow now... wahahaha.... but yea... thanks nwae!! :)

then ermx... wed... intially only planned to go back for fm then leave sch liao... but stupid security guard dowan let us out!!!! :( so we slacked n did abit of work.. then went to funny websites while waiting for 1245 hahaha.... then met dar at ps n walked awhile then went home le lo haha..

ytd was FUN!!!! heex... farewell assembly okok lor... sang sch song n al tt for last time... initially got abit choked up for awhile.. but after college at ease then ok le.. laughed the rest of the assembly hahahha... diaoz. albert chan was so cute!!! wahahaha... then yea... went for civics... something wrong with my cca record.. got deprived of 2 service pts... hope baba doesn't slack n give them back to me... haha.. but tink i will only get a D or C ba.. :( ok nvm... then yeapz. leow mama so cute.. she came n gaf them chem students a pilot pen each... then weiyan complained why nv gif her... haha then leow mama says she only bot for chem students but got 2 left so she asks who wants... then i say gif yuyu n weiyan lo i nvm... then she says wait wait wait... then she went back to staff room n specially came back with another one for me!!! so sweet~ :) ahahas. then yeapz. then yea... the sch gave us a pen too... n baba gave us a PARKER PEN EACH WITH OUR NAMES ENGRAVED ON IT. whoa~ talk abt being rich.... hahaha... n guess who wrapped it for him? hahahaha... =p ok so we have like 3 new pens each now hahaha.. yeahhhh~finally got our class photo too!! n it's damn nice sio~ muahahaha. yeapz. so went arnd taking photos n blah during the reception... then left sch at arnd 12 n lunched at pastamania with the whole class excpt. fj.... haha wat's new... yeapz. then after tt ws toon ernie kacuah fabian jun pork dar me n gaigai went to gaigai's hse.. some played mahjong n we played bridge then yeapz. very fun wor~ hahahaa... so nice to go as a class hehe... yeapz then reached home at 7+ n now am curfewed until 21st nov liao.... hahaha.. =X

kk gtg liao came online too long le... hehe.. tadax~

2005-10-10T17:41:00.000+08:00

haha i edited the grad post for the 3rd time!! lolx. the owtenos para wahaha... so lame crap... hahahhaa... yeapz nwae.. ermx.. cnnt stay online for long.. juz to cut it short!! hahaha... went je daiso to find pencil case but dun haf.. then went jp wallet shop to buy wallet... not very nice one.. but still ok la.. juz to spend the 15% voucher lo since my wallet rotting liao wahaha... kk really gtg liao... tadax~

2005-10-09T18:40:00.000+08:00

haha after offline ytd.. suddenly rmb-ed tt i missed out my darling DANs and chao you fen ernie!!! n of cuz some little things here n there whahaha... so come back now to add on lo... wahahaha.. lalala~

ok the wkend was SO chaotic.. did papers after papers... yes yes... papers as in paperS... note the S yea?? hahaha...

yayyy~ chalet finally booked liao.. the one with the 8electrons i mean.. yeapz... special thanks to shuwen... lalala~ 2/3/4 dec! wheeeeeeeee~~ haha thank gdness not gg prom haha.. or else will die.. go prom with BIG eyebags... wahahaha...

juz realised i've been using lots of special thanks in the past few entries lalala... so special thanks becomes not so special after all liao.. hahaha crapppp. :)

yeapz~ dunno wat to write liao hahaha... lalala~ ^^

2005-10-08T09:56:00.000+08:00

haha sorry haven't went offline aparently.. juz suddenly got v inspired to blog this.. although it's not really time yet..

yeapz. 2yrs in this fab fab sch is finally coming to an end soon.. really enjoyed my 2yrs in college.. had our ups and downs.. braved thru' many storms together.. and we're finally graduatig in a few days' time.. although i can't say i exactly enjoy all that intense stress and all that.. but i'm really glad that i get to know so many fab frens n classmates.. really dun wanna part... wish tt we cld go on forever.. but yeapz. reality says tt we r all dying to end this screwed-up jc life... =)

firstly.. to beloved og19.. altho i doubt most of u will b reading this! yeapz. thanks for making me feel welcome to the sch... it was nice knowing all of u n enjoying the 1st few wks tog going endless outings... from the sch of rock outing to touch rug orientation to the anchorpt foodcourt.. neoprint outings.. bbq @ wangting's hse... prank calls and blah... enjoyed every single one to the fullest! :) esp. wun forget tt time we were waiting to go touch orientation n ivan, sailing.. so we went watch sch of rock @ lido 1st cuz v early.. then end up finish watching late for touch & sailing.. so we looked high n low n walked thru the whole orchard road.. ok not exactly the whole.. haha the dunno wat hotel n the taxi stands n blah.. so funny.. ivan leg injured then pain so xx n hp went ahead to look for taxi stand first n tell me pei ivan walk slowly.. then end up they walked so fast tt they walked rite past the taxi stand n didn't saw laaa... n they were SO far ahead!! haha so we had to call them n get them to come back.. lolx. then finished the touch orientation n ivan finished his sailing too... then ant n marc they'all came back from lido there to wait for us!! wowww... so sweet rite... bcoz somebody wants to jio somebody else ma.. so find excuse come back look for us laaa.... ahhaha... then v late liao n we girls was actually thinking like have to go home le but they waited so long for us so aiya dun eat oso juz go along with them lo... mayb drink something or wat lo.. yeapz. so we went along... n sat at the anchorpt foodcourt.. waiting for the guys to go buy things to eat... n turns out.. EVERYONE DOESN'T WANT TO EAT N JUZ BOT A DRINK!!! wahahahaha... it was hilarious i tell u... can nv forget wat ivan said.. "i tot the bus-stop there got vending machine.." wahahaha.... =D will nv forget all those happy moments spent with u guys, my first frens in college.. :) tho i guess i sorta drifted apart with u guys afterr tt.. but yea.. i still truly treasure those past moments.. =)

then to the PAE 04S13... another batch of true frens.. esp. ling and xing.. not forgetting nat din melv sam n blah.. learning pool from sam.. endless pillow fights with din n sam @ the sc.. n how din sat there motionless n let me throw pillows at him but my pillow ended up hitting nat... hahahahah~ n helmi's stunt acts... ahahas. n the toxic mtv.. endless comical lessons where we make all the teachers n ourselves laugh nonstop.. n going out with sam n melv.. helping sam choose presents for chiobus... and NOT helping him jio xx... =D was a hilarious 3mnths i dare say... n very very fun too.. =) tho more or less drifted too i dunno why... but yeapz... same thing..i really loved having u guys arnd! :)

and to the short-lived fitness... everyone's nice in fitness.. i really love the girls n blah.. esp. yenmei, yuinyan, debra, zhenle, elyse n blah.. but really can't seem to fit in somehow.. it was too cliqued.. cliqued in their own respective sec schs.. n i tend to feel very left out at times.. wanted to quit in j1 already... but stayed for someone.. but yea.. someone didn't gave a damn abt me anymore n vice versa.. so i quitted... but still.. i really relish those very very tough camps.. whether it's the one with the class or the ubin one.. taught me alot of things.. n trained my endurance to a very great extent.. =)

and to my lovable cs mates... i'm really very very glad i joined cs... fits in so much better!! n was doing something i enjoyed too! guess i'm still inclined more to the aesthetics side.. =) it's really hardly any cliques at all.. juz everyone one big family.. everyone helping each other in their various sectors.. n even the acting cast being so independent juz to reduce the hua zhuang zhu's workload.. sometimes makes me secretly very touched to see everyone working together n trying our best to salvage yang guang you miao, which everyone initially tot will end up a flop.. but us guys salvaged it.. n we performed a miracle given such a lousy place n limited failities n short time.. =) n i simply love the moments spent in audi singing ourselves silly 'karaoke' with only one pathetic mike.. but it was really really fun... n the many many times running arnd little india clementi n blah looking for cloths n blah with my beloved hua zhuang zhu... n fooling arnd telling stupid dirty jokes with those lovable n huggable juniors.. n of cuz not forgetting how i injured my leg afew days b4 yang guang you miao n everyone didn't left me out.. they carried me all arnd n helped me with my crutches n took turns pei-ing me when i can't move abt n am super bored... =) really very very touched... n i will nv forget 'yong qi'... it makes me smile everytime i listen to it now.. =) n special mention to a special someone... priscillaaaaaaaaaa~~ haha as in the person who calls me ricola... hahaha.. guess there's this very special bond b/w us.. the 1st time we really talked n clicked was the time @ audi while we were making the masks i guess... so we were telling each other love stories.. lolz. n it was so nice.. n both of us were so happy tt we found a new confidante.. =) n the best thing is she's the sweetest pres i've ever seen.. so selfless and helpful.. considerate n thoughtful.. n a pretty fab actress too! :) i love cs!! ^^

last but not least... to OWTENOS!! :) i guess there has been many unhappy moments in classs n too many cliques going on.. but u've gotta admit we got our fair share of fun and happiness! =) rmb the beginning of the 2nd intake? everything was so nice n everyone got by together talking together so happily and playing abt.. there was spiderman day,ultraman day n i dunno wat else... n tt pw/gp lesson where we stunned baba for the 1st time when we played concentration.. haha. then we started telling so many lame jokes n laughing like crazy tt baba started doubting if we were a fm class! hahaha... n not forgetting the metal cupboard at b11 or was it b12? hahha... u get the idea la.. it was real funny.. ^^ n yeapz. every single lesson was more or less fun joking arnd n blah.. not forgetting our all so lovable teachers.. babana who is grinning from ear to ear all the time.. leow mama who is so loveable n motherly n so cute n so innocent.. haha... n ms chan of cuz who love to crack SO out of pt jokes haha.. sometimes we laugh at her attempt to b funny n not cuz the joke is funny haha.. n beloved bao hua jiejie who we all started out hating n ended up loving!! haha she's juz so funny n pohsiew's-motherly... hahaha! n of cuz the legendary baba who we all hated..n i guess many ppl r still hating now.. but yea my opinion of him sorta changed i guess.. still dun lke his teaching methods n blah.. but i guess he's still a very nice person ba.. =) i guess we might not b as united as other classes.. but wat matters is i guess we all found true frens among each other.. n i guess tt was really enough.. =) n i certainly hope everyone will work hard tog n ace our A's tog.. grinning at each other happily nxt yr @ pp campus... =) i juz wanna say finally tt.. no matter how so many unhappy things have happened.. i really REALLY truly still love our class.. :) n i tink we wld get on better now if we were given a chance to start anew again.. esp. w/o SOMEONE's unhealthy influence... hmmm but guess we will juz hafta get on with our lifes n move on now.. =) oh yea.. juz to add on.. hmmm special thanks to the DANs for being with me all the while.. n not to forget ernie for being a nice someone to talk to when i'm sad... and for sharing chao YOU fen with me wahaha!! ya ya yah!! cnnt forget the hcl gang!! wahaha... hydrochloric acid.. come to think of it quite pathetic cuz out of 5ppl left kacuah tk 4subs liao... hahaha nv tk chi so much time study still end up lidat!! wahahah... =D and yea!! beloved drop chem crowd cnnt forget too!! heex.. really love studying with the both of u.. even if it's not studying juz crapping arnd oso v happy.. made me got to know another side fabian too i guess... the huiting-possesed side of fabian.... :D lolx. heex so nice knowing this bunch of gd frens.. thanks so much for lighting up my life in sa!! heex... sounds so cliche... =)

n yeapz.. of cuz not forgetting beloved pinks who might not fit anywhere in the above categories.. but she's still been an undoubtedly great fren for me!! i love her!! :)

n the last special mention to a special someone.. whom have been arnd sharing all my fun/laughter/joy/peace n wars/sorrows/cries/tears...(haha quoted from bert..) n yeapz. thanks for being so ermx.. consistent? yeapz. dunno wat's the word.. determined? yeapz. guess i'm really glad i found u.. tho there's this big big 359degrees change after we clicked tog.. n changes r definitely unwelcome.. but in the end i guess we r all happy ppl.. haha tt sounded funny.. but yea.. thanks for all the love n concern.. =)

wooo 10.43 lao... hahaha didn't knew i wld write so long.. kk gtg liao.. all da best for revisions ppl.. jiayou!! :)

2005-10-08T09:12:00.000+08:00

haha ok using my bro's accnt again.. dunno why mine still can't use.. bleahhh. =X can't b botehred nwae.. only using once a wk or somethng now... haha ernie... huiyu's rite.. maybe the best way to avoid the comp is to spoil it.. ^^

heex nwae.. let's talk abt my week!! :)

hmmm dun really rmb wat happened on monday yea? lolz. haha okaes.. tues was betta.. lessons started late.. so yuyu n i met @ harbour mac to do work first... yeaaa~ so nice.. did quite alot of work! lalala~ yeapz then went sch n had phys n blah... haha.. then ermx.. went to bras basah after sch to buy phys guide bk... lalala~ so funny.... ^^ heex.. yeapz. couldn't find it.. haha so went meet mab @ tamp to pass her the cds she wanted first then went to wsands pop to get the bk then off to home sweet home!! yeapz. mugging is my life now... haha. then uhhh wed was fun! no lessons tt day except for a gp makeup lec n consultations.. so yeapz. met @ harbour mac again.. saw gaigai who was on her way to seah im meet pork n jun for breakfast.. so she joined us awhile first @ mac b4 gg off meet them.. then end up only met jun cuz porkie overslept AGAIN!! :p haha yeapz. so we did abit of work n talked abt gg genting instead of chalet after A's? lolz. yeapz went sch n all tt later.. phys consultation was nice~ heex.. ^^ then yea dunno went where after tt... home? forgot le.. haha.. yeapz. so ermx thurs.. went to sch.. then early morning headache liao.. then got worse n worse.. n wanted to go home.. met ms chan for consultation which was......... =X haha ok.. then ask her whether can dun go for mock test not.. then she dun allow... =( yeapz. so went lo... n by the time it finished my head was literally exploding... yeapz. realised i got panadol in my bag.... =X haha yeapz. went kovan walk awhile.. saw brandon with the legendary james... hahaha... yeapz.. friday was funny... only got the fm lec n gp lec ma.. then yeapz. after fm went for consultation with bao hwa jiejie!! yeaaa~ i tink she's v nice... ^^ not like............. =X hahah ooops. lolz. then yeapz. sneaked out with yuyu planning to skip gp n went to eat happy meal!! yeaaa~ got the grimace toy n cinamon!! ^^ then did our work... lalala~ then SOMEBODY came... blahblahblah... let's not talk abt him... stupid idiot... -nehh- yea then resolve everything le he went n we cont' doing our work.. then wanted to go home liao de.. but end up buying LOTS of things to pig out on!! heeex... ^^ yeapz then went home n blah lo..

haha as u can see.. hbf mac has essentially became part of my life.. n mugging too... hahaha... k la.. speaking of muggng.. i better go get a life n mug liao... ciao~

lee wen wo thye lim you chong shennnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.....

2005-10-02T08:23:00.000+08:00

haha ok shall blog as fast as possible... hmmm here goes haha.. cuz using my bro accnt n somehow my accnt can't blog... =X yeapz nwae leaving for tuition soon! :)

yeapz. erm let's see... yea went to gaigai's hse on monday after sch.. sorry ppl if i spoiled the atmosphere... but yea really abit worrying haha but glad tt thngs turned out fine after all! heex.. thanks to my intelligence of cuz..somehow managed to cooked up something believeable n diverted the topic! =X hehe ok but all the same it was fun.. n yea.. tink porkie gg gaigai's jiejie's hse today to try somemore n shun bian look at BABY DARREN!!! omg..i wan seeeeeeee..... :) hahaha...

then ermx forgot wat happened on tues n wed liao haha.. tink thurs was the day when very few ppl came de? haha yeapz. so funny crapping early morning abt 'xiang qi' hahaha... yea nwaae.. ermx... oh ya.. after phys then we were very bored so we decided to to an imitation of e fridge ad.. the one tt goes.. "luo bo" "fan qie" "deng long jiao" "sheng cai...aiyo!" wahahhaha.... so stupid.. ernie kacuah dar n i all sitting in one row n gaigai videoed us... n we dunno ng-ed how many times laaa...haha all thanks to me... -blushes- lolx but it ended up quite funny laaa... ^^ yeapz then eft early with a 'stomach cramp' n skipped gp.. haha.. then actually pei gaigai tk 166 de.. then ended up alighted at outram n took nel... then dar suddenly reminded me at dhobby tt corpse bride is coming on screen on tt day.. so we got off in a hurry n went to catch the movie.. thanks to the stupid lift we missed 5min of the show... haha the lift is so screwed up laa.. we pressed 7 then it kept 'disappearing'.. as in u press the button then got light de rite... yea.. so we kept repressing... until it reached 6th lvl... then we forgot to repress... so it went all the waydown to 2nd lvl!!! ARGHHHHHH!!! so screwed! so we took the escalator eventually.... haha yeapz movie was nice... n so was A chayedan hahaha...

yeapz. fri was funnnnnnnnn!! mab n shuwen came to hbf find us!! actually she wanted pass the cheese thing to me but i jio-ed her come eat NZ icecream... haha so yeapz. so surprise surprise!! we kept bugging the guys to buy shihlin n mcwings for us... then they dowan... haha... then we spent a long time in the toilet cuz long queue.. then wen came back.. shuwen suddenl;y pointed behind;; then we looked at whatever he was pt-ing.. then when we turned back.. got mcwings infrnt of mab n ling ji infrnt of me!! yayyyy~~ ^^ lalala~ haha then had so0o0o0o much fun!!! laughed like dunno wat lo... heex.. =D

okok i betta go b4 i get late for tuition le... cya peeps!! tk care alrite~ dun fall sick b4 exams!! n jiayou~~~~~~~~~~~ ^^

2005-09-25T13:03:00.000+08:00

bleahh. sorry guys.. not much time to look thru' u'all blogs... bro wan use comp so i'm juz using it for awhile yeapz.

hmmmm notting much i guess... except for fri n sat... finally met up with part of the electrons! ahahas. hmmmm lijiao bert xian mab n shuwen... haha... was SUPER fun.. yeapz. went suntec k... n they partly sponsored me.. yea~ =) then still got cake for the 3 sept babies!! wheeee~ n o0o0ps. we left out shuwen!! ahahas. =X lalalala~ so funnnnnn.... laughed n laughed like nobody's business... crazy liao haha... so long nv had so much fun liao... yayyyy~ ^^ yeapz.

then went home for dinner n finished framing mab's jigsaw! lalala~ haha tink she guessed wat it was already la cuz last yr already told her tt was wat i originally wanted to gif her... hahahha... nvm it's still nice... ahahas.

then wat with all the rahrah abt dar the pig slp so late n blah.. haha forget abt t... etc etc... then went mab's hse in e morning.. n ya... delivered the pressie.. hahaha.. then her mum saw me n say very long nv see me le... then mk alot of funny comments which i dun really agree with... wahhaha~ but she very funny lolz... n yeapz. then went with mab to tm there.. she meet shuwen i meet dar... yea~ then they went out lo.. den me pei dar catch his long awaited movie... which turn out to b an ULTRA bore... hahaha... yah like he said it's meaningful..but it's boring.. n they could have presented it better ya noe.. haha.. yea.. it's ..haha... n it's M18 which shuwen apparently got v excited abt... haha dun worry no sex scenes... it's juz bcoz there's lesbians n ok erm yah they had sex..so there's still sex scene? haha ok nvm... yeapz. n it's so ridiculous.. the girl attempted suicide... then she jumped down the building n landed on a man who happened to b wlaking past below the building... so in the end the man died n the gal had a failed suicide attempt... HAHA. so rubbish~ -_-'''

yeapz. then juz walked ate n walked abt n blah lo... lalala~ very long nv walk walk n blah liao hahaha... so nice~ really v long nv go out with dar liao i realise.. hmmmm yeapz~ :) enjoyed myself.. n i tink mab enjoyed herself too! hahaha... i noe all e surprises!!!! :p lalalala~ ^^

kk go liao la... ppl prepare to cont' study liao haha... fail prelims the fail liao.. time to work hard again!!! ^^ gambate~

2005-09-21T17:20:00.000+08:00

bleahhhh. so what lo.. mummy nagging me again... yeapz. dunno how to tell her.. dun feel like telling her everything yet.. so yea only told her the phys results... hmmm fail de say 1st lo.. dunno.. always like to tell bad news first.. -_-''' but yea.. got nagged as usual... then she say wat kp doing present for fren n like ur own mum's bdae u nv even do all these...y always regard frens more impt then ur mum.... bleah. so pissed off. first of all i dunno wat has my results got to do with frens more impt n she not being impt. 2nd of all..everytime i gif her present she say it's not nice n she dump it somewhere in the cupboard n i basically dun ever see it anymore after tt... n it's not like i nv gif her present for her bdae n blah... i try so hard to find a present for u n after u get it u say it's not nice n dump it in the cupboard wat else u expect me to do?? urrrrgh. dun wanna talk abt it le la. i nv ever get appreciated for wat i do de... watever i do u always scold me de.. not fair at all... i really gif up le.. not like i nv tried pleasing u.. but yea.. results r the only thing tt can mk u happy.. n ur happiness doesn't even last for long after tt... n i really tried studying n i listened to u n shut myself at home for prac the whole hols n i sacrificed meeting with so many of my frens n turned down meeting them for so many times le.. hell i didn't even get to see one of my best fren when she's pregnant n it means so much to me but u dun even understand. everything tt doesn't concern u r juz deemed wu liao n unimportant to u... u're not even allowing me to live a life n ttz not fair at all.. doesn't mean u dun like it then i dun even have a choice to choose whether i like it or not.. if u r restricting my freedom ok i surrender but now u dun even allow me to choose wat i like n wat i dun... ttz so screwed. ok u pushed me over my limits alr... i dun even wanna try to pls u alr... am so fed up... u r nv contented... ='(

bleahhhh. yuyu deardear is sad... n actually i am too... but guess was trying not to face it until i reach home n tell my mum.. yea so didn't wanted to go the marina thing cuz i noe if i still go i reach home will get scolded even badly-er... hmmm sorry guys esp. ernie n gaigai.. thanks for trying so hard to persuade me to go =) hmmm yea.. skipped fm lec.. heard jun they'all got scolded real bad.. bleahhh. feeling quite bad *sorry* =(

hmmm yea wanted to go grab a quick bite w yuyu n pork after tt for lunch @ airport... but end up yuyu had to go home so left 2 of us.. n yea... blah... porkie kept luffing when i tok say i very funny... but i seriously dunno wat's so funny abt me... haha... different freq... =X hmmmm yea.. enjoy urself at the steamboat k... sorry cnnt join... another time ba... but guess hafta wait until A's r completely over le... really sorry...

='(

2005-09-21T10:53:00.000+08:00

boo! haha now in sch mrl... zzz...

yeapz. prelims r over!! muahaha. booooooo...... =X

hmmm quite jialat la.. almost all the papers couldn't finish.. mmm... n yea.. went to ps with the dans on monday evening.. yeapz. took neoprint n blah.. haha quite fun la.. =) yea~ finally bot mab's pressie... in the making now haha.. think shld b able to finish in time ba.. muahaha. ppl who noe wat it is pls kp quiet.... *shhhhhh.... =)

haha yea.. then ermx... juz now first 2 hours only already got back all the papers except fm/stats. bleahhhhhh. horrible as expected.. juz tt fm p1 did better than expected but it's still a fail haha... -_-''' yeapz. n eugene chan is so0o0o0 funny.. he hid the papers when he reach the class first... then he finish toking n blah liao.. say i got IMPROVE liao.. then he suddenly took out the papers from under the table there... -_-''' n turns out i deprove laaa.... =X bleahhhh. got O... =X eeeks. i hate my results... n cmaths oso juz pass only.. n my fm/mech is kns.. so now praying tt stats will get better results hmmmm... but yea.. i'm praying for a miracle i suppose... =X haha... yeapz.

oh yea.. falala's somewhere in the mrl too.. tho i dunno wat he's doing.. but yea.. juz gave him the blog ad.. if u're reading this..pls tag ok.. haha.. *waves. lolx.

lalalala~ zzz... haha is the period gonna be over soon? hmmmm... dunno la.. so sian.. quite disappointed with my phys p3... eeeeeeeeeee.... i tot i could do well for tt paper haix... =( but yea.. not tt sad oso la.. some sort expected this results... n ermx yea... btw... electrons if u r reading this.. pls go somewhere cheap on friday.. cuz i have less than 10bucks left now for the wk... ahahas. =X so pathetic... but it's all mab's fault... n tiger's big red nose. ahahahs. dun mind me.. i'm juz sprouting nonsense to relieve stress... ahahas. this keyboard is quite nice to type with lehx.. i finally found a nice keyboard in the mrl! MUAHAHA..... -_-''' hahaha this is so nice to type tt tho i've notting to blog liao i still wanna continue type. haha am getting lame. *self-entertains* yeea... i'm sorry i can't restrain myself from sself-entertaining.. wo dui bu qi ni ernie.... ahahas. lalala~ k la better stop b4 u'all go bonkers reading hahaha... tadax! =)

2005-09-12T10:48:00.000+08:00

haha ok so cool... here's yuyu's belated bdae pressie for me!! wheeee~~ heex.. thanx fishsee jiejie!! ahahhas. so cuteeeeeeeee!! =)

hahah am still slacking.. been slacking the whole morning.. woke up with eyes pain haha.. cuz slept late last nite then tink not enuff slp ba.. bleahhh. this is not fun at all... =( pls tk away the pain.... haha i'm talking rubbish... haha ok time to reply tags again.. haha..

mab: is u YAM back... i POTATO go le...
bert: haha wat's opp of big head pooh? big legs pooh? wahahah... okaes.. *self-entertains* hahaha
ernie: haha 12mnths bdae cnnt mehx.. today still my bdae wor~ hahaha.. n btw.. bertie is equivalent to bert lo.. haha.. it's juz like.. total sum of current entering junction=total sum of current leaving that same junction...yea?? MUAHAHA. -_-'''
yuyu: haha sorry laa.. later i sms u if i rmb ok.. =p and i very nice to sms u le lo..u still curse me *not itchy* hahaha but nvm la.. kan zai ni *sayang* wo de fen shang..i shall still sms u! :p
p0rk: haha i didn't noe i so powerful wor~ haha okaes.. glad i made u happy! =)
dotz: haha not very lang man oso ma.. :p -blushes- urrrrgh. =X

hahaha...okaes.. enuff of madness.. lolx. ok listening to yuyu's blogradio as i blog now.. haha so cool.. duneed on winamp lolz. yeaaa i still love the kelly tt last song..forget-wat's-the-name-again... ahahahs. yayyyy~~ ^^

okaes. like u can see.. i'm gg crazy from all tt revision.. ppl prelims r starting!! i mean for some of u'all juz started la.. haha.. jiayou ok~ if u panicking cuz haven't finish revision dun panic... u juz hafta tk a look at me..ask me abt my revisions n u can heave a sigh of relief hahaha.. ^^

mmmm yeapz. shall TRY to finish phys by today.. haha.. bleahhh. so wat am i still doing here? hahaha.. lalala~ *self-entertains* hahahhaah... -_-'''

2005-09-07T10:06:00.000+08:00

haha wanted to update on bdae.. but since dar did so liao so i shall copy n paste muahaha...

Friday, September 02, 2005

yay girl girl birthday!! heee~ woke up at 12 to sing girl girl birthday song!! mmm then morning got chem paper.. haha no time to finish de.. eeeks.. dunno whether got 35/40 nortz.. and i somehow left 1 blank.. stupid right?? 25% become 0% >.<

after that went home alone lo.. everyone's going out cuz last day of school!! then i went to get the present!! then i reach my hse dwnstairs le girl girl called and say her house raining heavy.. so i took cab lo.. yup.. but i reach there le no rain >.< ~$~

then i hid the puzzle behind her sofa and hid a drink in her fridge while she changed.. mmm den no fun de.. she saw the puzzle laaaa when she came out... -nehh- hehe but she din see the peach drink ^^ mm then later we left for shaw tower by train..

but we decided to alight at tampines to have lunch!! yup so we went to the century square food court to eat!! i ate sheng mian and girl girl ate you mian.. and we shared chai tau kuay jia la jiao chao black black de =) then we went down to shaw tower..

mmm first time take couple seat.. no handle inbetween =p

so we watched san ge hao ren.. nth special looo cheat my money.. machiam television serial laaa >.< and sucky ending too..

lang jia hum ah, lang jia hum ah
lang pang sai, lang pang sai
hum jia sai ah, hum jia sai ah
lang jia hum, lang jia hum

sing to the tune of 'are you sleeping'

then we went down to hbf!! kept telling girl girl we going to school and she believe lahx!! lol then i said we go climb mount faber.. then she play along looo.. actually she noe is take cable cars de cuz i sorta hint hint le.. but reach mount faber le its raining.. and there nothing de.. i thot got alot of thing but so deserted laa.. but got 18 candles =) girl girl kept taking photos of it wif my fone laa.. hehe we also took fotos tog!!

mmm then we took the cable car all the way to sentosa!! hehe oh ya ppl.. if u wan take cable car to sentosa hor.. dunneed entrance fee de.. i almost tio xian by the cable car ticking ppl.. lucky i clever =p mmm but there drizzling lo.. so we bott a pure vanilla @ coffee bean and hung around =)

then we went to watch the musical fountain =) *hehehehehe*

mmm then went back to hbf by cable cars again.. then i took dinner =p and after that sent girl girl home in a cab *muackx*

okaes... continue my own blog now haha.. ahhha! the wonders of technology.. lalalala~

mmm yeapz. nwae.. juz to add on abit on the bdae thingy... thanks for all the bdae wishes sent via sms mms friendster ecards etc etc... hahahha... and yea.. tt day was nice.. cuz dar says its my bdae so everything oso rang wo den dun wan to kajiao or argue with me.. hahah.. so i decided tt since christmas has 12days..my birthday shall have 12mnths!! yayyyyy~~~ ^^ lalalla~ n yea the 3 ge hao ren really is a stupid movie haha.. pls dun waste money lalalala~ oh yea.. abt the mount faber thingy the 18 candles... i didn't realised there were 18!! there were? hahaha okaes... yayyy~ they esp. set up for me de lalala~ yeapz. oh yea the peach drink is the bacardi la.. cuz i always kajiao him to buy for me but he always in sch uni yea so tt day then buy for me lo haha.. ermx yeaa.. den uhhh wat else? haha can't tink of anythng le haha..

okaes then ermx.. after i got back home on my bdae i started itching real badd.... then uhh yea lo bo bian lidat lo.. then was tinking whether i was allergic to the bacardi not.. then like..not like nv driknk alcohol b4 lehx.. yeapz.. so put up with the itch.. but it continued.. until monday morning i bth le so went to see doc.. then she say i got dry skin... -_-''' seriously i dun tink my skin is dry lehx i still tink shld b allergic to something ba.. haha yeapz nwae.. mummy changed my bedsheets n blah.. say muz b always study on my bed then bring all the dust to slp with me haha uhhh.... =X haha yea..den dar says maybe is the aloevera i ate tt day.. but erm not like nv eat aloevera b4... =X mmmm den dunno la... juz hope tt itch on bdae doesn't equate to itching whole yr.. hahaha... n yea.. was quite pissed off on tues nite.. or was it mon nite? cuz the itch got worse then b4 i went to the doc.. then was yea in a v bad mood so abit bad to dar.. bleahhh sorry.. but surprisingly he got all the dans to msg me n try to mk me smile.. heex... thanks all of u.. love ya all so much.. =) hahah u'all shld hear jess's teacher's day story.. it's quite funny.. and porkie replies me after i replied her saying she suppose to make me luff but i made her luff instead.. hahahaha.... =X lolx. yeapzz... really thanks so much ppl... now the itch subside alot liao tho it's still there la.. but yea am trying not to tink so much abt it.. =)

mmmm yeaaaa~ mab dearie's coming over later!! yayyyyy~ ^^

mmmm yea revisions getting nowhere these few days... find it quite distracting n hard to study.. the medicine's making me drowsy.. then ytd afternoon i drank coffee.. then study until at nite v tired liao but cnnt slp... bleahhhhhh. =X lame crap hahaha.. mmmm ya finally read plane vectors for the 1st time in my life! haha so pro rite? n amazingly it seems easier then line vectors? haha dar says i'm crazy lolz. i think i really am.. but yea.. heck.. haha.. i hate line vectors.. they r so boring.... lalalala~ n yea i haven't touched my physics.. congrats to me...

haha ok ppl jiayou kk!! =)

2005-09-02T10:22:00.000+08:00

haha tags r funny... i shall reply here lolx. haha yuyu ermx ya u r one of the zui kui huo shou of stagnant blogs..but doesn't really matter.. haha.. and ermx. ya left a tag for u at brandon's blog too.. haha.. and ermx.. yeapz. jiayou n cont' studying.. tho dun really haf the mood muahaha. ok nxt.. ernie.. i dunno how to teach u? hahah.. it's all in the mind. muahaha. wat rubbish.. lolx. ok nwae yeapz. thanx squall!! hehe.. gd spokesman of mab u r..lols. and erm to pork... arh!! haha i dunno wat to reply.. so i throw back the same thing to u.. "arh!!"

lols.

yea~ happy bdae to me... hahaha.. happy happy day but haven't high yet.. haha. see how later ba.. ytd went for the long awaited haircut.. my hair finally looks decent now.. it's not qiao-ing at the ends. muahaha! yay~~ and erm yea.. mummy n gorgor n me went to ding tai fung for lunch ytd!! muahaha. ok la.. mummy say until so nice lidat haha.. i tink malan la mian is nicer... hahaha.. ^^ lalala~ den walk walk abit wif them then mummy went to meet dagu and i came home with gorgor.. then he asked me whether i like pooh bear not.. then i say ok lor...why?u wan buy for me ar?!!!!!! hahahha.... then he said see first lo... hahaha.. -_-''' then i reached home this big big wrapped up pressie sitting on my bed!!! then i "AHHHHHHHHHHHHH" hahahha then unwrap lo.. and hey presto!! *pooh bear waves* wahahaha... my first pressie!! ^^ heex.. but it's the big-headed series la.. so not so nice.. but who cares... hehe.. it's the 1st time he automatically gimme pressie!!! whahhaha... so happy!! ^^ then later at nite mummy see le she ask gorgor why he buy something as ugly as me de for me.... -_-""""""""""""""""""""" hahaha pengz. lalalalalala~

yeapz. superstar officially over last nite le.. kelly was GREAAAAAAAAAAAT!! n dar watched for the first time.. he say also say jy and xh sing nicer lolz. but yea kelly was really great last nite.. but yea the results were not very unexpected laa... haha but yea.. look on the bright side.. as yuyu deardear says.. kelly got the better recording company.. hahahha.. so lame de.. the organiseres abit corked up la haha.. :p yeapz! =)

hmmm yea.. ok liao la go offline le lo... haha.. going out soon i guess.. the last sniff of fresh air before i get curfewed for the rest of the hols... haha.. gotta treasure it.. =) cya guys~ mayb update again soon! haf a nice day!! ^^

2005-08-31T10:21:00.000+08:00

"but i reali believe in wat huiting sae..bout being happy on ur birthdae ish a muz so that u will be happy for the rez of the year lo... hopefullly that happens.. i juz wan to be happy anyway... nothing more impt than that."

wheeee~~ so nice!! hehe.. i feel SO honoured... ahahas. was surfing all the blogs today.. n like whoooo!! so surprising! hahah.. cuz he's like quite a melancholic guy always see him he lke v gloomy tt type.. so like msg-ed him on his bdae ask him to b happy n blah.. hahah yayyyy~ so happy.. it's nice to noe old frens whom u're not tt close to regard u so seriously! :)

yayyy~ super long nv blog liao.. haha.. feeling v relaxed now.. hols haf unofficially started today.. heex.. suppose to start prelims liao but i got no more papers until 2wks later le.. cool rite? so i get a 2wk hol instead! wheee~ n that equates to having one more wk to study... =X

nwae.. so long nv came online le so juz now was surfing everyone's blogs... pheww... took quite a long time to catch up with ppl's life..but of cuz there r oso ppl whose blog haf remained stagnant for as long as mine.. ahahas. prelims blues. no time to bloggg!! =) but yea.. training myself not to kp coming online. cuz everytime i come i dun study.. haha n i tink i succeeded!! no longer got the urge to kp coming online liao.. yayyy~ tink shld maintain this.. means i still can't kp coming online even if its hols... ahahas. lalala~ see how lo.. heex.. =)

gosh.. dunno wat's up with me.. prelims r in the midst n i dun feel any sense of urgency at all!! haha.. let's see... papers that r over include GP, cmaths p1 and physics p3... hahaha... guess they were ok.. n for once i can shout it out loud tt there actually comes a day when i find physics easier than maths!!! muahaha. wat's the world coming to.. n GP yea.. as usual gaigai n i wrote the same essay... hahaha.. nv fails.. it's always the 2 of us.. hehe.. yayyy~ first time i wrote such an un-me essay.. hope it'll b ok.. n first time i wrote so fast too.. haha.. like finished 1/2hr b4 time's up which is like quite a miracle for me.. n same for paper 2... had 1/2hr to do AQ! ahhaha. i always haf at most like 10min left.. but dunno why this time so fast hahaha.. but i noe i'm gonna do badly for p2 la... haha.. physics was a breeze.. fluids officially rawks my life. ahahas. am praying for a high C or low B.. but of coz ttz only for p3... =X maths was disappointing.. couldn't finish the last qn.. 9 marks flew away.. haha.. n like of all qns.. i chose 3D trigo... wat a fool... hahaha.. oh well~ nvm. heex.. i'm confident i'll do better for A's.. which is like so far off... but for now.. yea i'll juz pray for a pass.. hahaha.. -_-''' yeapz. n afetr the paper ytd... the whole crowd of us went to eat new zealand icecream!! wheee~ aaron brandon ernie gaigai beav dar me! ahahha so re nao.. finally ate the long awaited 30% discount NZ ICE CREAM!!! wheeee~ so heavenly... shared 3 scoops with dar!! ^^ then after tt not shuang enuff.. so the whole bunch of us headed towards shihlin!! wheeee~ pigging after papers is so0o0o blissful! heex... ^^

yayyy~ then slacked the whole nite n apparently the whole morning.. woke up with a start thinking it was saturday ahhaha.. then realised it's a sch day cuz the sch downstairs was celebrating teachers day n making the hell of a din.. so yea.. they entertained me for the whole morning with ACES day, black eyed peas, simple plan n avril lavigne... funny choice of songs for teachers' day if u ask me.. hahaha.. =X n yea.. they r still entertaining me now... zzzz... =X

yea btw.. I'M GOING FOR A HAIRCUT TMR!!! muahaha. finally. can't stand my own hair sia~ yea... finally.. heex.. cut hair = new beginning.. cuz it's my 18TH BDAE IN 2 DAYS!!! ^^ heex.. n i get to go out!! wheee~ seriously after i injured my leg haf learnt to treasure the joy of being able to walk.. sounds crappy.. but u dunno wat it's like to b on crutches n shut up at home for a whole month. yea~ so i'm juz glad tt i can go out n celebrate.. heex.. juz abit sad tt i can't wear skirt.. cuz the colour on my leg will show n it's damn ugly.. so yea.. nvm. not being able to wear skirt on bdae beats being shut up at home during a one mnth hols.. =)

yayyyy~ ppl.. happy hols n yea.. happy soon-to-be hols if urs haven't started! heex.. tk care n enjoy urself during the hols.. play hard n study hard!! jiayou for the prelims!!! ^^

2005-08-22T23:01:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BDAE GOR GOR!!
HAPPY BDAE FISHSEE JIEJIE!!
HAPPY BEARLY BDAE TO ME!!!

wahaha so out of pt... yeaaa~ came online to do balance thingy.. but everyone decided to go on str5ike... so.. *shrugs* here i am! heeex... okkk suppose to b mugging now ahahas. yeapz. after i blog! hehe... yeaaaa~ the pon-ing season is baccccccccccccccck!! haha. mayb thurs then pon ba.. see how... i gotta muuuuuuuuuuuug!!! no time liao... so llittle time so many topics!! STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!! :p

hehe.. yeapz. hope everyone will jiayou.. n yea.. hope everyone had nice bdaes... ahhaas. lameeee~ ntex!! ^^

2005-08-19T19:22:00.000+08:00

boooooo.... junyang out of superstar le.. so is xinhui... so0o0o0o0o0 sad la... really think junyang is very good.. mmmm n xinhui esp. too... altho i like kelly better but still cried when xinhui got out.. cuz can see she put in alot of effort... mmmm quite sad.. yeapz. den junyang really is very unexpected n quite sad... mmm... dunno why so guai wan... all the marks higher 1 got out..... -_-''' hahaha abit unfair to them lehhhhhh. nxt time they hold a comp. tink shld base everything on judges 1st until finals then let audience haf a say... whahaha... or else those talented de v wasted... oh well... hope some other recording company signs them up too... think they really will go far! =) mmmm weilian n kelly.... ahahas. erm i got notting to say la... abit qi guai... haha hope there r no more surprises liao... haha..

oh yea.. yuyu so shuang... kp seeing junyang lols. her dear laogong.. make her so high.... ahahahs. yeapz. first during national day..den at the recording...den in sch... ahhaa.. ok so shuangggg. heard he's v shuai n v nice in real person too... ahha.. yea actually kan de chu laa.. haha =)

yea ytd after the results show called yuyu to ask if she alrite... turns out alot of ppl crying over junyang :) mmm yeapz. she talking with er tui.. so we conferenced.. n talked awhile.. then er tui fell aslp... -_-''' so we hung him up... as in hang up the line.. bnot hang er tui... haha so out of pt.. -_-''' haha ya nwae... talked until almost 3 before gg to slp.. so shag... slept 2hr+ then climbed out to go sch... den slept all the way.. ahahas. was on NEL.. den suddenly woke up at clarke quay... den realised i was drooling... WAHAHA. so maluating.. lucky abit only n noone saw... hahaha... *shhhhhh* hehe so long nv drool le!! so funny... =p

ok.. den the rest of the day lidat lo.. juz quite irritated at one pt.. haha but notting much oso xi guan jiu hao... year's ending soon le nwae.. yay~ mmmm yeapz. n uhhhh everyone's talking abt superstar... turns out not the whole world's tearing over junyang.. alot of ppl happy for weilian too... ahhaha... =) okaes. n somebody and somebody got so jidong talking abt junyang n weilian... ahhaha... ok... blah. den kept fooling abt with gaigai.. hahhaha..

yeapx. then ermx.. went to mac wif dar after sch.. juz ate abit only la.. den looking at the newpaper.. den this woman charged with EIGHTY charges of maid abuse.. haha so pro lor... n guess wat's the best thing? she's only 28yrs old.. n if she's found guilty.. she'll b sentenced one n a half yrs for EACH charge... so with eighty charges.. she'll hafta spend 120yrs in jail.. so cool... so she'll get released at the age of 148... coooool.... i'm so dumbfounded. ahahas. =X

yeaaa... gotta buck up.. so much work undone for prelims. i mean revisions. yeaaaa... cya ppl. go wash the dishes liao ahahas. =P

2005-08-14T17:08:00.000+08:00

haha fell down juz now... AGAIN!! -_-'''

mummy was mopping da floor then i forgot it was slippery and walked out of the room quite hastily... n wooooo... i slipped n landed on my erm... thigh? sumwhere near the hip laaa.... ahahahs. but not pain liao la... thank goodness nv injure my leg again... =)

bleah. fall dwon on lunar bdae = fall down for rest of luar year!! bleahhhhhhhhh. then yuyu still curse me bedriden n tk A's at home looooo... so nice of her... ^^ lols. ok finally finished my essayyyyyy. ahahas! yayyyyy! tadaaaaaaaaaaa.

2005-08-14T15:21:00.000+08:00

bleah. juz came online to do the essay... no time to blog also.. haix... so little time left til' prelims... n so much things to do... eeeeeeeks. dun even haf time to come onliine anymore.. =( yeapz. guess wun b coming so frequently anymore le.. mmm ppl jiayou for prelims hor... tk care.. =)

oh yea btw... today is my lunar bdae!! wahaha.... -_-'''

2005-08-09T17:17:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!! ^^

haha okaes.. tiring but meaningful day today.. feel so.... i dunno wat.. haha

yeapz. the china relatives came my hse today morning to look see lo.. den at first was tinking like.. uhhh prob some boring old couple... hahaha... but yea.. turns out they r quite nice ppl.. heex.. cuz is like my daddy side de.. den ermx.. yea.. talked quite abit.. n they quite cool you mei you? still ask for email to kp in touch de... hahaha SO COOL laa.. still saying like.. can email them the photos n they can burn into cd or something... hahaha... so tech hippie... lolx. yeapx. then ermx..... very diaoz laa... they kp saying i am "chen jia zui gao de gu niang"... wahahha.. sounds so funny... ahahhas. -_-''' hahahha.. den they v nice.. kp asking us to go their hse @ guangzhou them during hols.. then they bring us out to play... haha so nice ppl.. n like.. mmmm really v friendly n nice ppl not like some adults very fake de.. haha.. can see they really nice.. haha n like.. so funny.. they kp psychoing me to go china study uni... -_-'' ahahas. n i like.. erm.. erm... ermmmmmmm. hahaha... how am i suppose to tell them i dun even feel like gg uni... hahaha... ok nvm tt.. but point is they kp saying if go to tis uni near their hse i can go their hse every wkend to eat n blah... haha they really v nice.. then later in the car was listening to them tell story den my gu gu was saying they really v nice ppl.. like those very erm... how to say.. yin sui si yuan? haha cuz my grandfather used to b from china too de ma.. den like she was saying my grandpa used to send them food when they were still very poor.. haha.. den now they very rich liao.. den tt time 1997 sg got tt economic crisis den they still write letter to ask whether we need help n blah anot... =) haha den the uncle seems to like me alot lehx.. kp asking me go sit in the same car as them.. =) lol.

haha ok.. den the restaurant food is so0o0o0o0o nice laa.. lol. then kp joking abt so funny.. yeaaaaa! had so much funnnn. =)

den erm... went to my ah yi hse see her.. mmmm see her so frail very sad lehx.. =( mmm then she got flu summore make everything worse... mmm she really very weak.. my mummy say she last time 1st child oso nv so jialat... mmm den see her like so xinku n dun wan eat at all lidat... so sad.. =( n like.. she pregnant summore so the doc dun wan gif her too strong de flu medicine.. so like very difficult to cure the flu mmmm... =( hope she gets well soon... nxt time when her baby grow up muz tell him/her story.. see her/his mummy pregnant until so xinku.. so he/she better tk good care of her!! =)

mmm then mummy was telling ah yi my bro the accident thingy.. then realised tt like.. he didn't told me the whole story.. den juz now was listening to her say.. so scary laa... almost cried... he's SO damn lucky laa.. realised i'm so close to losing him... thank goodness.... i noe tis might sound stupid but mmm.. tinking like used to didn't believe in praying... but was tinking like was praying to my amah in the morning to kp my family safe n blah... yea.. but at least notting serious happened to my bro... am so thankful.. =) mmm......

ok so tired today... but quite happy laa... n learnt so many meaningful stuff... yea think i'm sounding stupid to u guys but nvm.. heex... jiayou ppl.. n to those at marina carnival now.. happy mass signing n erm...chasing junyang? haha... =)

2005-08-08T18:39:00.000+08:00

ooooh... okaes. so... =X

mmmm slacked the whole wkend away.. so sad case.. dunno why laa couldn't conc ahahas.

actually didn't wanted to go sch today de.. cuz heard is until 3pm.. but mummy dun lemme pon ahahas. but ok laa.. turned out to b qute fun lo.. =) the fiesty pursuit thingy.. den the concert okok only laa... the new dance is so...... =X ahahas. shall not spell it out..

yea den went to meet dar after tt... wanted to meet mab originally for suki buffet.. den sunday tot is 3pm dismissed so told her wun b so early.. so she ate lunch liao.. so i told her later then meet her lo.. den she say wan watch the maid.. ahahas. so coolx. then hafta wait until shuwen's bowling comp over.. but end up too far liao n dar cnnt go home late oso.. so i go alone so bright so i nv get to meet mab!! ='(

then wanted to watch wif dar.. den the bugis cinema only showing midnight show... DIAOZ. ahahas. okkkk fine. den ermx.. yea.. wlaked abt lo.. den went home liao.. ahahas. yayyy~ tired day... ahahs. legs r aching.. think too long nv run liao ahahas. lousy me! ^^ but oh well.. it was fun being so high.. ahhaha.. at least we completed the race! altho got no coffee bean vouchers.. ahahas. =X

kk some i bu ren shi de relatives r here from china.. gonna meet the whole extended family for lunch tmr... woooo... means i get to eat nice nice food... whee!! ahahas. go out wif them always got nice food to eat de... wahhaha.. lalalalalala... i miss mab dearie! hehe..

ciao ppl.. ALFIE IS BACK!!! =)

2005-08-06T09:26:00.000+08:00

haha ok so long nv update le..

thursday was a happy day! yayyy... me/gp was the 1st time so fun... fighting abt the fish! philosophy.. ahahas. then yea.. they sabo me present HIP.. but thank goodness... left abit of time le.. so i presented only like 15min? ahhaas. so nxt time wun tio me le.. yea~~ *phew* ahahas. den dismissed quite early.. n dar's aunt tell him go teban her hse there to fix her comp problem.. den ermx.. he say wan bring me go play wif yun xue..cuz she always alone at home wif her maid den very bored... haha.. yea so went lo... n yunxue is SUPER CUTE!!! ahahas. cuter than the photo.. den we play abit of catch..den she showed me all her barbies.. den we did a pooh jigsaw.. den we used magic wands to turn dar into pig, frog, icecream, dustbin,chicken, duck n dunno wat else... hahaha... she's so0o0o0o cute laa!! n so nice seeing her luff so happily.. heex.. den she kissed n hugged me!! wahhhhhhhhhhh.... =) ahahhahas... den on the way home saw pork n yuyu... so sad..cuz jess is sad.. =(

mmm den fri was a sad day.. cuz like.. firstly.. it's the start of the hungry ghost fest!! lols. so out of point.. then yuyu msg us @ midnite saying happy 7th mnth.. den i aslp liao blur blur.. tot is dar msg me.. den was like tinking.. i tot juz passed 5th mnth? den i rmb still go n check calendar... wahhaha.. so funny... then the nxt day go sch.. funny thing is turned out.. jieru n pork also tot wishing them happy 7th mnth wif alf/beav... wahhaha... yuyu lousy... =X

den erm.. early morning flag raising.. jess behind me pork infront of me.. den both crying thru'out the whole national anthem... =X bleah. den they catfight.. not literally catfight la.. juz tt jess still v worked up.. bleah. all cuz of the grad nite stuff... den yuyu gastric went home 1st... blahhh.. den since i'm the only one not involved or not gg grad nite.. so easier to talk to her... cuz she dun really wan to talk to the rest also.. so yea.. pei-ed her go out awhile after sch.. den pork msg me tell me to call her when i leave jess...she say wan go jess there find her... so yea lo.. let her cry n tok out everything den better liao den let her go home lo... haha.. ate siew mai @ je pasar malam.. haha.. =X yea den nwae... called pork.. den went home.. den 7+ jun msg me say pork n jess nv reply her msg... den she worried.. so msg-ed pork too.. den she nv reply.. den erm.. jess nv bring hp so tried calling her hse.. haven't reach home... called pork's hp.. she luffing liao.. say she wif jess n they ok liao.. yah so msg jun report safety n blah lo... then yuyu called n talked for long time.. den i tink she also quite upset... bleah. one prom nite so many ppl not happy... =X hope will b alrite.. =)

den uhhh another thing.. ppl got watch the news? got one army truck kenna crashed by some big big cargo lorry... yea.. my bro involved in the accident laa... so scary... he was saying then cargo lorry came out from behind while their army truck stopped at the traffic light.. n crashed right into the back..where most of them were sitting.. den the impact so great tt their army truck got flattened!! omg... n worst thing is it crashed stright into the ppl sitting at the back... eeeeeeeeeks. thank goodness my bro not so 'at-the-back'... he juz got injured cuz the impact too great n his fren who got knocked by the cargo lorry knocked into him...n the impact so big tt when his head knock my bro's face my bro's teeth broke n chipped off... den the face abit swollen lo... thank goodness... went for outpatient treatment only.. got some more ppl fracture all tt... ok this time really muz thank god... or rather thank my amah.. cuz i juz bai bai in the morning before leaving for sch.. haha so out of pt.. =X but yea.. am glad he's back home n resting.. =)

oh yah.. dar was telling me ytd.. his ah gong.. who is dead liao.. got 'tuo meng' to her aunt afew times before.. den will tell her like not enuff money to use liao.. den after tt they will go burn for him.. hahah so cool laa.. n he still say down there the money is cnnt change de.. as in the thing cost 5bucks u give them 10ucks den wun get back any change laa... haha so qi guai 1... wonder if its true.. k better not write so much liao.. haha go eat my curry puff liao!! yeaaa~ jaiyou ppl.. 22days to prelims!! n 2more days to pork's dar's return!! hahaha.. =)

2005-08-03T18:42:00.000+08:00

yea watever~ somehow it always end up i'm the one being stupid and ridiculous and u are always right..

saying all those doesn't mean i'm fuyan-ing u.. it simply means tt like u said i have a different perspective and i see no pt in going on and on arguing abt something that we have different views abt.. and it doesn't mean that i dun get it.. juz that i still tink there is not such a need to kick up a big fuss.. and i nv say there's anything wrong wif whoever doing watever they wan.. i juz insist on my own viewpoint.. and i'm nt stopping anyone from doing anything they wan to do.. and i certainly see no sense in continuing on and on arguing abt trivial matters when we both already get the pt across. and i dun tink i'm wrong in voicing out wat i tink...

period.

2005-08-01T18:10:00.000+08:00

wooooooooooo... hahah oakes. notting much during the wkend oso.. quite boring.. stayed at home.. but finished reading this v interesting book.. so nice... this retarded guy went for an op to make him smarter.. prob is this op only tested out on animals b4 n he's the 1st human to try it.. in other words a 'guinea pig' lo... then initially was quite gd.. his iq jumped from 70 to 185.. den became cleverer den all the professors n blah who performed the op for him.. but he not happy.. cuz like alot of ppl scared of him n blah.. n he oso become qute stuck up so ppl dun like him cuz he used to b very nice when he was still retarded.. n he still haunted psychologically by the 'old' him.. den he carried out researches all tt.. n he himself discovered a flaw in the op.. n realised tt his intelligence will decrease at a rate as fast as it had increased just after the op.. which means he will become more retarded then b4 the op.. yea.. so sad rite.. den in the end he became retarded again.. =(

okaes enuff of story-telling.. happy and sad day.. happy cuz enjoyed myself in sch.. tho it's quite crappy as usual.. then sad is cuz my ah yi hospitalised @ KK... bleah. =( mummy says she no appetite n all tt so doc made her stay in hosp to ermx.. drip some vitamins stuff? dunno.. ahahs. mmmm mum went to see her liao.. wanted to go too but she told me stay home mug... -_-''' tink tmr i go after sch for awhile lo.. got str bus nwae.. i THINK. ahahahs. bleah. hope she's alright.. i wan babbbbbbbbbbbbby!!! =(

yea.. ppl in case u nv realise it's 27days to prelim... wo0o0o0 h0o0o0~ n i bet u'all hardly started ani revisions rite? wahahha... sama-sama... i dun wan do HIP!! ahahas. yeaaa~ ppl pls start studying.. *dar nags* ahahas. watever~ the idea is.. yea stop doing stupid tutorials. ahahas. study the old syllabus first...things u've forgotten! whahaha~ ok... i really shld go off.. cook n eat... hehe.. ppl jiayou okaes!! ^^ prob coming online less often liao hehe.. cya! =)

2005-07-30T18:29:00.000+08:00

lalala~ yayyy! ^^

ahahas. supposed to go for the scholars thingy today wif dar.. but he got aaron pei him liao n i got so much work to do.. so didn't went ahahas. yeaaaa. learning fest was fun! hehe.. malan lamian is FANTASTIC. ahhhhhhhhhhhhh. i could eat xiao long baos for the rest of my life! ahahas. yea the rest fo the courses was ok.. pon-ed the banking one tho.. met up wif mab... to tok n blah.. yeaaaaa! ^^ hehe.. lalala~ so happy ahahas. ermm... oh yea.. went to the breeks cafe to eat ytd... ahahas. so niceeeeeeeee. yay! ok gtg liao.. eating soon! ahahs. byeeeeeeeeeee! =)

2005-07-24T13:53:00.000+08:00

lalala... yeaaa~ filled this survey thingy up at friendster sometime last yr i tink? but yea saw it at yuyu's blog.. shall fill it up again.. wonder if it's any different form last time ahahas. ^^

e most Cheerful award is ::
i dunno? haha i tink the drop chem crowd is the most cheerful every fri lol.

e Liar award ::
ahahas. nid i say.. all the sas guys r BIG LIARS!! muahahaaaa.

e most Violent award ::
anyone but me.. i'm simply so gentle n demure laa.. *pukes*

e Nicest award ::
yuyu.. dar.. porkie.. blah DANS. mabbbbbbbb. shuwen is nice too..but only to mab.. (nehh)

e LOUDEST belch award ::
DAR. wahaha..

e quietest award ::
as i say.. i'm gentle n demure... lalala.

e most Gd-tempered award ::
kacuah lo.. nv see him flare b4 haha.. n dar gotta get this award for putting up wif me.. =)

e Sexiest award ::
i dunno? haha

e Bravest award ::
everyone's brave.. =)

e most Daring award ::
i dunno haha..

e Sleepy award ::
me? muahaha.

e most adorable award ::
JACKJACK!! n the dancing ivory yeow yeow... wahaha.. ^^ i tink tianyi v cute oso haha..

e blurest award ::
*ahems* =X

e most Trustworthy award ::
alot lor.. the dans.. the electrons.. blah.

e most Responsible award ::
kacuah? haha

e Cleverest award ::
ah yeow lo... stupid yah yah papaya.. muahaha. n shuwen i guess..

e Thoughtful award ::
i dunno.. mayb me. haha

e most Nice smiling award ::
WAHHHHHHHHHHH. yuyu jiejie says its me wor!! haha i didn't knew tt... i tot i look v unphotogenic.. haha... i still like yeababe's smile.. ahahas. n qianying's oso v nice.. mab looks nice AT TIMES. whaha.. lijiao oso not bad.. n dear erly.. wonder how little erman smiles like haha.. ^^

e Funniest award ::
ernie trying to b lame.. n yes jess... n of cuz to dear for trying so hard to mk me luff.. n i only luff when he doesn't try haha..

e Kindest award ::
so many kind ppl.. haha

e weirdest guy award ::
erm.. karthik? i dunno...

e Coolest award ::
haha yuyu's sanyo aircon so funny..... erm.. i dunno. i help jess ans ba.. zhang xian sheng..

e most Helpful award ::
haha yuyu says i'm helpful!! but falala is not helpful okkkk. i help him press calculator but he nv teach me shm! then i dun even understand his soln... eeeeeeeeeks. lol. back to my pt.. most helpful ish dar n yuyu n porkie!! hehe..

e most Friendly award ::
we r all friendly ppl! muahaha.

e most Generous award ::
erm alot of ppl la..

e Dilligent award ::
me me ME!! wahhaa.. no la.. i oso dunno ahha..

e Prettiest award ::
pris!!! ^^ n blahblahblah many more.. siewping.. ahha.

e most Handsome award ::
sorry la.. NOONE. hahaa.

e most bochup award ::
weiyan loooooooooo who else? haha

ooooooh. went out wif mum bro n ahyi ytd evening! ahahas. walk until my leg pain again ahahha... ok besides that... BIG NEWS. AHYI ISH PREGNANT AGAIN!!!! wheee.... so happy!!!! ^^ heex...

2005-07-22T17:44:00.000+08:00

haha playing wif neopets now.. suddenly got the urge snce so long nv go in liao lol...

yay today was a boliao day wahaha.. went to sch as usual.. 4 periods of break.. 2 periods of maths tut.. 2 more periods of break. leave sch for medical apptment.. -_-''' haha so stupid rite..

yeapz! went to see the derm.. yeaa~ he say my skin colour will recover de.. juz tt nid afew months haha.. den he juz gimma moisturiser lo.. den walked arnd abit wif mummy.. went to ntuc.. wooooo always go pester her buy alot of things when go there... muahaha. yummy! so many thngs to eat at home now.. me ish gonna grow faaaaaaaaaaaaaaat!! ^^

lalala~ high! let's play neopetssssss. woo hoo... ahha btw.. so cool.. today v fun wif drop chem crowd.. &pst.. falala doesn't noe how to use the calculator!!! WAHAHA. pengz. lol.. tada! ^^

2005-07-21T18:30:00.000+08:00

wheeeeeeeee!! VERY happy day today!! hehe dunno why oso.. juz feeling v happy n relaxed today.. prob due to the slacking day in sch? ahahas. i dunno? or maybe is cuz last nite talk it out liao n got everything off my chest liao so feeling much betta~ wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

yayyyy!! then today majority of the guys went ns checkup ahha so total only 14ppl came.. den after gp vic's clique went off for gp tuition.. den left the 6 of us, dar qy, andy, falala... lolx. den went mrl do personality test for me.. blahblahblah. den started talking abt ignorance is bliss n blah. ok la.. quite relaxing n nice~ heex... v happy day! altho i dunno why... =X

2005-07-20T18:49:00.000+08:00

lying on that comfortable shoulder
hugging that familiar arm
smelling that addictive scent
thats the best way to fall asleep =)

haha got tt from gaigai's blog... dunno if she wrote it herself or wat.. but it sounds.. poetic? ahahas. it's juz nice la.. lol.

nwae.. yeapz. ytd was the home visit or watever u called tt... went back to the clementi wan... the failed one last time.. but yea ytd was alrite i guess... performed a silly thingy twice. haha.. den teach them origami.. but my 'partner' quite erm.. she dun wan talk to me much oso.. so juz stoned after finish wat we did.. then went to help mk the windchime... erm.... -_-''' crappy. haha but it ended up VERY nice. ahahas. ttz the thing i'm quite proud of la.. hahahah. the 3-person effort... of me ernie fj..wif dar's XTRA help passing scotchtape. wahahahha. kidding laaq... hahah so shagged after tt. went for dinner.. was quite appalling so let's not talk abt tt liao.. ahahas.

wheeee~ dar bot dancing ivory for me!!! wheeeeeeeeeeee. so happy... yeapz! the retarded yeow yeow dance so nice. wahahaha. i tink he has a stupid name. actually i tink he's a she. cuz he's PINK. wahahaha. wheeeeeee. yea thanx nwae. ahahas. cldn't stop gushing over it when i saw it. ahahas. yayyyyy~ ^^ but nxt time duneed spend so much $ kp buying tis n tt kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk. =) *hugs*

2005-07-17T19:38:00.000+08:00

Dance represents you quite well... The free
movement of body; not thinking before doing;
just doing. Your mind works pretty much
similarly. You hardly think things through that
much, but that's alright because it gives you
the cunning edge, one that sets you apart from
the others. Your mind moves freely, as does
your body. You're very flexible, meaning that
you can bend your boundries and try new things;
multitask. You are often pumped with energy,
ready to lash out into the world, but you
refrain yourself from doing so because even
though you are a free soul, it's still
restricted in some way or form.

What Form Of Art Represents Your Sanctity?
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haha actually i can't dance for peanuts... n i'm super ultra not flexible..ttz one thing for sure ahahas. oh yea nwae.. quite slack today la apart for tuition.. ahahas. my tutor's getting on my nerves.. urrgh. ahahas. dun care him la hope wat dar says is NOT true.. lalala~ oh yea.. tink better go off cont' my SHM tut.. so boring zzz... ahahas. but yea.. lalala~ am still in quite a relatively ok mood.. ahahas. hope i stay light-spirited juz like this everyday!! ahahas. yea.. ciao~ ppl jiayou hor..muz do hwk..prelims coming up liao.. muz b guai.. haha.. dun kp liu chu qu wan liao ok.. muz learn from me lidat.. break a leg... yayyyyy. ahahas. learn from dotty oso not bad.. breed chickens at home... ahahas. anything but CONSTIPATION. wahaha...okaes. dun tink u'all get me.. utter rubbish. ahahas. i miss mab dearie!! ^^

2005-07-17T19:30:00.000+08:00

In your eyes, people see kindness... You're just
so... so... so... Sweet! You're kind and love
to give others in need, a helping hand. You're
pretty shy but can be warm and friendly towards
those you know, and those who know you best.
Your sanctuary would just be any place that is
warm, cozy, and inviting to all people. You
love to show signs of affection to your lover
but a small simple talk does the trick as well
;) Sadly, your kindness can be used to your
disadvantage. People can use you, and take
advantage over your sweet and sensitive
mind.... But fear not! With you being so kind
and generous, people look up to you and adore
you ^-^ No one would dare hurt you because they
can't bear the thought of your sweet smile
turning into a frown :)

What Lies Behind Your Eyes?
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haha oso dunno whether true not.. but yea.. juz being bored n blah... lalala... ahahas.

2005-07-16T18:37:00.000+08:00

1. Whatever you do, don't just show up at their
house...they run around in their underwear just
like we do..

2. Don't cheat on them. It may seem foolproof, but
girls tell each other everything about everything.
Trust me, they WILL find out and you will be mud.

3. Beware of every single male relative and all guy
friends. Any of them would kick your butt at the
drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldn't even wait
for the damn hat.

4. Never miss an opportunity to tell them they're
beautiful.

5. Don't refuse to kiss in front of your friends. If
they laugh at you, it's because they're jealous.

6. If they slap you hard, you deserved it.

7. Don't be afraid to touch them if you want to. If
they're going out with you in the first place, it's
because they like being in your arms.

8. If you don't sleep with them, do not tell your
friends that you did.

8.5. If you DO sleep with them, do not tell your
friends that you did.

9. Don't ever do anything wrong. girls remember
things for life and anything you did wrong will be
used against you in the future.

10. Not all of them eat like birds, a lot of them can
eat like whales. (tee hee.)

11. Most of them don't mind paying half of
everything, but they do discuss these things with
their friends. Realize that if you make your
girlfriend pay half all the time, everyone will know
about it and your friends will know you're a
pussy.

11.5. Do you honestly need all your money that
much? Be a man, pay all the time!

12. Every girl should eventually get three things
from her boyfriend- a dinner by him, one of his
sweatshirts, and a really pretty ring. Even if
it's not
a serious relationship.

13. Make sure she gets home safely as often as
you can. If you're dropping her off, walk her to the
door. If you aren't dropping her off, call to be sure
she's home safely.

14. If a guy is bothering her, it is your right to
kick
the crap out of him.

15. If you're talking to a female friend of yours,
pull
your girlfriend closer.

16. Never, ever slap her, even if it's just in a
joking
way. Even if she swats you first, and says, "Oh,
you're so dumb" or something, never make any
gestures back.

17. Go to a chick flick once in a while. She doesn't
care whether you enjoy it or not, it just matters
that you went.

18. You're dead meat if you can't get along with
their pets, parents and best friends. Be prince
charming to their friends, Mr. Polite to their
parents,
and make sure to be nice to their animals

19. Don't flirt with their moms...that's just freaky.

20. Don't be freaked out by PMS. It's not gross,
and it really does make them feel like crap, so be
understanding.

21. If you don't like the way they drive, you do it.

22. If you're officially dating, and you're
introducing
her to your friends, you'd better damn well
introduce her as your girlfriend.

23. Don't stress where you go for every date.
They really only want to be with you.

24. If they complain that something hurts, rub it for
them without being asked.

25. Girls are fragile. Even if you're play
fighting/wrestling, be very gentle.

26. Memorize their birthdays. You forget her
birthday and you're basically screwed for life.

27. Don't marinade the cologne.

28. Don't give her something stupid for her
birthday or Christmas or Valentine's day. It doesn't
have to be expensive, but it has to be meaningful.

29. If you think the relationship isn't going to last,
don't wait to find out. It will only hurt you more if
you draw it out.

30. After you've been dating for a while, realize
that they really have started to trust you. When
you have a girlfriend who truly trusts you, you
have a lot more responsibility, privilege & control
than what you think.

so nice!! =)

2005-07-16T17:30:00.000+08:00

wahahha... so funny juz now.. was doing work infrnt of the comp.. den the comp turned into screen saver mode ma.. then my screen saver is this slideshow with alot of photoes de.. like.. i made it into like will show the photoes i haf in this specific folder jiu dui liao la... den tt time apr went to pork's chalet during her bdae.. den she n gaigai started taking retarded pics.. den got this v scary looking of porkie de.. den juz now when i was deep in concentration.. i looked up instantaneously... n i saw tt photo of retarded looking pork with her tongue stuck out n her eyeballs looking erm.... yea u get the idea... den i almost screamed.... bleah. wahahaha... -_-''' porkie the molesiew..pls do not go abt scaring ppl....

2005-07-16T12:27:00.000+08:00

heex.. notting much to blog abt oso laa.. hehe.. juz feeling quite relaxed these few days apart from getting back gp and worrying abt SHM... ahahas. erm yea.. btw. if u haven't heard i got C6 for gp... o0oops. ahahas. everytime i do well for gp i wun do well for content subj n vice versa... ahahas. i really shld drop gp..it's a curse. =X lalala~!

oh yeeaaaa btw happy belated 5mnths since i didn't blogged ytd. ahahas. lalala~ =) yeaaaaa so happy ytd.. ok tho SOMETHING or rather SOMEONE spoiled my mood somehwere in the the middle of the day.. but shan't mention since i get to go out with dar later... lalala~ haha.. went to ps as usual.. where else haha.. n yea. juz walked arnd lo..notting much oso haha.. n oh yah.. went to actn city.. n saw this totally heart-meltingly cute pink ver of ivory who shakes its head,body and legs. wahahaa. it's seriously so heart-meltingly. was balling over it like crazy laaaa. cldn't tk it... it's simply...... CUTE. *awwwwwwwwwwwww. hahaha ok me shall quit the drooling~

lalalalala~ in a quite crazy mood ytd.. so happy whenever wif the drop chem crowd... ahahas. coincidentally the 3 of us got BCC for bt2... ahahas. so happpy!!! which means falala can STAY!!! wheeeeeeeeeeeeee~~ ^^ so happy for him!! hehe.. yayyy... oh yah he was telling me abt city harvest beig the 2nd biggest church in the world? or izzit in asia? i dunnno forget liao.. haha.. then erm the biggest is far far bigger... in korea i tink.. den he say got 7million members!! whoaaa~ n ya noe wat? erm 10% or dunno how many percent i forget liao of the mambers are MILLIONAIRES. omg. n he says churches got this system tt members will give 1/10 of their pay to the church every month. so yeaaa u get the idea how much tt church gets every month hahaha. n like it's 12storeys high or something?? ohmygoodness. hahahah so interesting~ was oooh-ing and aah-ing when he told me lolx.

lalala~ i officially declare i dun like chi-sq.. it's not as easy as hypo testing. n i certainly dun understand SHM either... ahahas. nvm. i shall cont' pulling stun acts. i'm gonna get A for my mechanics one day... muahaha. dunno wat's got into me today... lalalala~ ^^

2005-07-13T18:37:00.000+08:00

wheeee~ since pork molesiew demands..i shall blog. muahaha.

mmm yeapz. notting much bahx.. haha.. sch finally functioning normally... grades r out except gp.. which i haf a horrible premonition tt i failed.. haha.. yea~ BCC.. muahaha. happy happy~ ^^ very beeg improvement liao.. haha.. from DFF to BCC wor~ yayyy~ ahahas. n the funny thing is i did better for fm then cmaths.. wahaha.. cool sia~ oh well.. juz now saw mr lam den talking to him.. den he say i shld b thankful to him for breakng my leg.. ahahas. so tt i stay at home study for exams during hols.. haha den he say muz go tell everyone to fall down before exams nxt time.. ahahas. LAME~ lol. but yea..if getting shut at home during hols is the worst thing tt can happen..i guess doing well for this blk test is the only consolation... lalala~ yayyyy!

haha yea.. finally walking arnd abit more this few days.. mon rushed home after sch den ate n bathed n went cheehwahwa's hse for tuition.. lalala~ slept when reached home muahaha. den tues ate @ hbf den went kovan cuz wanted get a bk from popular.. den dun haf.. so went to bras basah after sch today to get it.. lalala~ den went to eat @ bugis after tt... wheee~ so long nv go bugis liao~!! ahahas. so happy~~~~

mmm yea. juz now eugene chan was saying.. muz study at least 3 to 4 hrs per wkday... hahaha... yea so yah.. i shld really start working hard again liao.. bt2 so little topics alr nid 4wks to study.. so tis time muz start early liao.. bleahhhhhh. but so sad.. nv even went out play yet after bt2! =( n i wan watch movieeeeeee!! ='(

haha ok nvm.. i shall watch watever i wan after watever... hahah.. oh yea.. btw.. fishsee jiejie's sis coming back from australia today liao!! haha... she so happy.. cuz her jie back at last liao.. n you ren yang ta liao... so i oso very happy.. cuz you ren yang ta liao.. so she oso can yang me liao... wheeee~ so happppppy~ MIAN FEI DE!!! muahaha. ^^

2005-07-09T14:11:00.000+08:00

haha ok.. conclusion: i really shldn't ATTEMPT to study in front of the comp. it definitely doesn't work..

haha so i've been sitting here since 12.. first i was blogsurfing.. den i was trying to start work.. but i got hungry so i went to have lunch.. den came back ahyi ask me trigo.. lolx. so rusty liao..had to refer to formula.. =X lolx.

yeapz. so ytd was college day.. didn't had to reach sch so early la.. so yea.. went to meet mab in the morning! ^^ whee! haha.. so cool.. notting much actually juz walked abt abit n ate.. yeapz. den go sch lo.. den saw an interesting catfight btw. pork n jun.. over MY MARSHMALLOW LOLLIES. lolx. so funny.. n jun emerged the champ. lolx. yea porkie lost her chicken lolly.. but not to fear.. i buy another one for u liao la.. dun sad le k!! it's the same as ur boifren de.. so u'all duneed catfight liao haha..

yah den ermx.. went to sign up for learning fiesta.. YUYU CHEAT MY FEELINGS!! =X haha ok nvm let's not tok abt it anymore.. juz pray hard tt can change on monday.. haha..

den erm.. yea.. finally got the trafficman tee wahaha.. lalala.. helped them gave out the scrumpee bear.. n falala so cruel make me go downstairs pei him buy sweet den reach the stall liao he say he dun wan liao.. -_-''' hahaha..

den erm.. yea the prize-giving thingy so zzz.. so many bible-readings!! and den singing singing n more singing.. haha.. den erm stupid chye tin gaf report so long.. ahha.. den yea.. sit there clap until gg to fall aslp.. den at one pt silas came in see us.. haha.. den after tt he went out.. den ok at least we tot he went out liao.. ended up he was peeking in from the door outside LOL. yeapz. thank goodness we sitting on top can luan luan lai.. ahhaha.. oh yea.. the band was GREAT. ttz the only event i enjoyed i tink... oh yah first time sing sch song sing until so FUNNY... haha tt guy really very super de funny la.. haha okaes. yeapz. den ermx.... wat else?

oh yah finish le.. den ate awhile wif yk n his mum lo... his mum very funny hahahha... ya then after tt went home le lo..

bleah. wanted go out today de.. but mummy dun let.. =(

2005-07-08T09:47:00.000+08:00

heex.. dun worry peeps.. me ish fine liao.. juz tk it as i pms-ing tt day bahz... bleahs. results almost all back liao.. got ok de got sad de.. but yea.. dun worry.. i guess i'll juz b contented wif wat i haf.. =X

mmm didn't went sch ytd.. slacked the whole day away.. hahas.. went to cgh again for the followup wif oto.. he say the bone ok liao.. left the ligament wun so fast de.. haha so i very excited can go out liao.. heex.. den daddy pei me go walk walk.. but like simei notting much to walk oso.. =X hahax... so cool.. he held my hand while i walked.. ^^ he so long nv hold my hand le.. hahaha.. okaes.. den we went ntuc to get some things mum wanted.. den he say want to push the trolley.. den he was commenting the trolley like bigger den last time le.. den i told him i wanted to climb in n sit.. den let him push me... wahahaha~ den he keep laughing.. =X lols. but of cuz i didn't.. hahah.. yeapz. bugged him to buy alot of things for me eat... den reached home immediately plopped on the chair.. walk too long le.. LEG PAIN. ahahas. -blush- yea rested awhile n wanted to eat my campbell chunky! wahaha~ i love campbell chunky!! lalala~ den i cut my finger while opening the can... bleahsssssssssssssss. =| win liao lo... zzzzz. so pain... the cut very deep! =( heex but nvm.. ben xiao jie gd mood~ =)

hahaha.. nwae.. yea.. here goes...

dearie.. dun b angry for too long le.. he zhi cuo le.. so dun stay angry for so long liao k.. i believe he dun mean to b so insensitive de.. sometimes they juz say it n dun realise they r being insensitive.. nxt time not happy juz scold him laa... but scold liao den suan le lo.. haha.. *cheerio.. n the insensitive de..learn ur lesson le den dun repeat le hor.. yeapz. dun angry le la.. can see he v sorry liao.. doing alot of things to make up le.. =) *hugs*

n ermx yea.. deardear.. u dun so sad too le k.. tho u didn't exactly told me abt wat happened too.. haha.. =X mmm but yea.. time to let go le.. tk ur time n come out of it slowly.. u'll recover in no time n b happy again! =) muz b strong kaes.. n anytime u nid find someone to talk to.. (hint hint..) juz dun kp everything to urself ba.. n yea.. try to kp urself busy.. =) n most importantly..tk good care of urself!! *muackz*

2005-07-06T21:33:00.000+08:00

booo... london won the bid.... wat a letdown. okaes i shall b nice n not curse... haha or else i'll be sued for slander if someone sees it.

okaes. if u're trying to talk to me online n i'm nt replying.. i'm sorry. i'm juz now in e mood now. damn tired.. as in REAL tired. can't tk all tis anymore... tinking of a song now...

BREAKAWAY.

2005-07-03T16:06:00.000+08:00

argh. i'm officially sadddddd.

so siannnnnnnnnnn. have been stuck at home for eons. like arrrrgh. why examns finish le still cnnt go out? =( so fed up of getting stuck at home.. everyone's going out n having fun.. yea.. except yours truly. so damn irritating. i've ran out of stuff to do.. i finish one tutorial liao.. then i'm too bored to start on the nxt... n the comp suddenly seems boring.. n ppl stop asking me whether i can go out not cuz i can't n i already very sad n pissed off... sorry i noe u'all mean well but i really bth liao... =(

haix.. was looking at my leg juz now.. all those rotten skin shed liao.. new skin grow liao.. but i dunno why.. the new skin is a different shade of colour..it's a so much darker shade.. n it's damn ugly. can't stand it. so sad.. juz now mummy was saying.. will look very nan kan if i wear slipper/sandals liao.. ='(

urrgh. i'm missing so many things out there.. tink i'm becoming mountain tortoise.. the nxt time i step out of the hse i'm gonna look so ulu and suagu and get fascinated with SO many things. duh. arghhhhhhhhhhh. so pissed off.

very sian... =(

2005-07-01T20:09:00.000+08:00

YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!! SO HIGHHH!! HAHAHA... EXAMS R OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. HEEX... CHATTING WIF GAIGAI N PORKIE NOW... SO MUZ TYPE IN CAPS... LOLX.

YEAPZ. FM PAPER WAS NOT TT DIFFICULT LA.. ALTHO ITS NOT EASY.. BUT YEA THE IDEA IS THERE... HAHA... TINK SHLD B CAN PASS... SHLD.

HAHA YEAPZ. SO CAME HOME STRAIGHT AFTER THE PAPER TODAY... YEAPZ. SO SAD RITE? HAHA MY LEG LIDAT CNNT GO OUT MAA... HEEX... BUT YEA.. NVM.. AM STILL V HAPPYYY! FINALLY FEELING MY HARD WORK PAYING OFF.... LALALALALALALA. HAHA... NXT TIME MY LEG RECOVER LE DEN GO CELEBRATE! =)

HEEX... PPL ENJOY!!!!